YOKO turns 85 years . . .

Happy birthday @yokoonoofficial 🧡 @zanrowe is deep diving into the triple j archives on Monday, taking you back to 1994 when Francis Leach interviewed the iconic artist, activist and musician. Join us from 9am, or listen back online. pic.twitter.com/xUkBLgQ9Q5

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Happy Birthday Billy and Bags .... shine on in our hearts.

My mother said to me a few days before she passed, "I thought that you would be the one who would hate me the most and you ended up being the one who loved me the most". She thought I would hate her because she had ten children and she had to leave me at four months alone on the bed. I was separated from everyone. She was so relieved that I am not that sort of person and perhaps after that she was able to pass peacefully. I never met my mummy "Bags" until I was over 18 or so maybe 19 .. Have you ever seen a dry plant that some one finally gave some water to?. That was me. I was so grateful to my BF at the time who helped me find her. It's why I am a bit of a weirdo you know, everything was just a bit crazy. I knew my daddy "Billy", he was a true legend but the war damaged him. I never saw him walk, he was a paraplegic, he had an accident just a couple of months before I was born. I always knew people hated me because I was so badly in the way of it all. I carried that feeling throughout my life until I learned more about myself and the connection to the All. My daddy went star ward when I was 12, it felt too soon. It was in fact too soon for both of them although in real terms we are on a journey that doesn't end here and so I got no call on whether its good or bad in that sense. I know they watch over us all, I sense it from time to time, certain kooky things happen and I smile. The other thing this means, is my friends have been my family forever. I'm grateful for the beauty everyone of these people imparted into my life and for sharing your families with me and sharing my parents birthday with me today

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Jesse turns 27 today! ... Happy Birthday Son.

To my Son who turns 27 today. 

That is a milestone not to be laughed at.  You are approaching your Saturn return.  Happy Birthday Jesse.  I love you Son.

I decided to spend a day and study the ephemera in search of the time when this planet will return in the sky to the place exactly as the time you were born on 19th September 1988 at 11:23pm at Auchenflower.

Saturn is a slow planet and it takes 29.3 years to return to the place in the sky where it was when you were born.  This is why it is called your "Saturn Return".

The above magic square has all the numbers one to nine arranged in such a way that they all add to 15.  If you start at one and move through the numbers with a line drawing them together into theirn  groups of three in their correct order until you reach nine... What will appear is a seal.  It is the Sigel of Saturn that it makes when you draw it this way.

A sigil (/ˈsɪdʒəl/; pl. sigilia or sigils; from Latin sigillum "seal"). WIKI

Magic square of Saturn

In the kabbalisticly based traditions of ritual magic , the planets are the manifestation in the physical world of higher cosmic forces. These forces are represented by the numbers that embody their qualities. The seals and symbols are used to invoke those qualities (Saturn in ritual magic represents the forces of containment, time, death, and stagnation) in ritual.  Symbol Dictionary

Death does not always mean a physical death of the body, it can mean the death of situation, a problem is laid to rest, and from Death, new life springs forth as it does each spring when it is your birthday.  Life is renewed and invigorated with the energy of the Sun returning to it.  In other words you begin to see things in a new light (sun).  Angles of light shining on something can make an object appear different with each passing moment because of the shadows that are cast.  Turn everything around well, look at everything from all angles and then move forward with the wisdom of having seen it from all sides.  This is what a soul should do when Saturn is back with them.  The Rings of Saturn are

The Romans, according to their custom of identifying their deities with those of the Greek gods whose attributes were similar to their own, declared Cronus to be identical with their old agricultural divinity Saturn

Your first Saturn return comes on the 17th November 2017.  You will be 29 years old
Your second one arrives on the 22nd December 2046  You will be 58 years old
Your third comes on the 29th January 2076  and if you are alive you will be 88 years old.

I am presently about to embark upon my second Saturn Return and it will be here like yours about the same time. 

I finally managed to fall pregnant with you during this most tumultuous and dangerous time during my first Saturn return.  A lot of people predicted this may happen and it did.  I should have listened to them but others said it was rubbish and that it really didn't mean anything.  I think I made a mistake not listening because it was so after all.

It is a time of huge changes and growing and maturing into an adult as you start to put the pieces together to realize what it is that is important in your life and what path you will follow through your life's journey. This path lasts almost thirty years, or just shy of it.  I know this to be true in a really personal way and if you look you will see this also.

 

Stay safe and I hope today was wonderful for you.  Just know I always miss you terribly and every day without you in my life is one day less I will see you in humanity.  I miss you xxx   Love Mumma

 I loved seeing this video too....

Happy Birthday to Montana-Star... we love You!

We always like to make a meme that details where Montana is at in life on her birthday..

This birthday stuff is big news ... to me! I'm her Mumma, that's why!   Yes Montana is having another birthday.   From all of us here, we wish her all the very best for today and the year to come.  I hope for her many more driving lessons and as much happiness she can possibly enjoy peacefully.

Love and hugs from Mumma and Bricee and all of our animals send their love to... Phoenix and Sooty and the new addition birds down the back,  Val-[halla], Gem-[ini] and Attila the Cock.

Images @ Eminpee Fotography

2nd June .. my birthday

The Second day of June is special to me... I was born onto this Earth plane once more to learn the lessons I originally sort to learn by being in a mortal form.   The second day of winter .. its always really chilly and so its a fine time for fires outside, this is a favorite activity of mine.  It is a window to who I am really,  I love the ancient fire and become excited in my spirit as she burns brightly. 

This birthday will have special gifts for me.  A full Strawberry Moon for the 2nd of June.  The strawberry Moon or Rose Moon is so named because it got its name because the Algonquin tribes knew it as a signal to gather ripening fruit and in Europe where strawberries are not native it was called the Rose Moon.  Another name for this moon is also the Thunder Moon.

Full Strawberry Moon: June 2, 2015Follow Sun Gazing

Posted by Sun Gazing on Thursday, 28 May 2015

A favorite day for me would be to be able to study all day and learn about the mysteries.  I have always loved to study and I was always the odd one out who loved school too but being in a childrens home I had to be naughty to fit in and so there was a conundrum there for me always.   My joy was to always find the truth for myself. 

I started with the human body and studying Anatomy and Physiology when I was 23 years old and this study of the human body and the latin names caused me to find out where and when these body parts were named such and why and by whom.  That was a big lesson.  I had already a few experiences where I felt I could not trust the medical opinions some were making about me, I studied hard and I found out that the doctor in question was in fact doing a very wrong diagnosis and I almost died from this misdiagnosis.  It did cause me to be infertile for many years and to have to participate with the IVF program.  In the end I conceived naturally but all three pregnancies were a miracle as the scar tissue still blocks my fallopian tubes as it did in my teen years.  This caused me so much pain I had to find out about my own body because this was not good.

Me dressed in my Circus Dress as a baby.

Images @ Eminpee Fotography

Woo Hoo its Bricee's Birthday

 

Its birthday cake time for Brice today...   Happy Birthday Bricee --- we love you dearly and thank you for all you have done and the wonderful way you treat us all. So from us this post is done in love for you.

I  made a beautiful fruit cake and iced it,  we only had each other to share it with.   Lots of cake for us. 

The day was celebrated with more cleaning of our new house (which was old and very dirty and needed a lot of loving care).   This was exciting to do on a birthday because both of us thought it was rather the best birthday present anyone could wish for at this time we are living in.  We have the opportunity now of taking care of our dear Kay too and to make sure her last days on this planet are not spent alone. 

Brice got presents.  Boots ... awesome new boots.  Its been a long time coming and until now he refusted to replace his boots and continued to say they'll do. They were probably about 7 years wanting.  I am planting plants in his old ones because he loved them so much so we will continue to value these greatly.   I deffs will blog the boots to planters when I do this because it is an auspicious thing to love the boots that have carried your feet so far on your journey on the mortal plane.  

Cake anyone?

Images @ Eminpee Fotography

A big Happy Birthday to Anaan!

Its my son in law Anaan's birthday today and I want to wish him all the best for today, [who is Montana's partner].  Wish we were closer so we could all do something together as all of our birthdays are so close together.   Enjoy your day.

Images @ Eminpee Fotography

Happy Birthday Texsy . . you would have been 35 today.

A number plate I saw in Dalby as I was talking about Texsy with Suzanna

Brice and I lit a candle for our friends memory and Gail and I had a drink for her birthday.  It wasn't actually a happy time.  But we talked of our memories and as usual it always ends up the same as we spiral down into the painful circumstances of why she isn't here with us to celebrate her own awesome birthday.  Our Leo friend was taken way too early to be with the creator spirit.  She was run over by a drunk who was then acquitted of her murder. 

Today is Texsy's day though and we treated today just like she was here the best we could.  I will always miss her so much.  I tinge with anger at the entire situation and wish people would not have been so pig headed about things I knew about that I tried to warn them about.  Pride is a sad thing and it is pride that is the sole reason why our Texsy is not here.  We love you Tex  ... always in our hearts.

Images @ Eminpee Fotography

Happy 18th Birthday Montana-Star Christina Baldwin

Today is her 18th Birthday and that is quite a milestone in any of our lives and I remember when I turned 18 and it seems like yesterday really. 

2014 Birthday Meme for Montana-Star's 18th Birthday

Montana has organised a party at her house and all of her friends are coming as well as her sister Matilda who lives in Cessnock South of here.

I am having a special commemorative Happy 18th Birthday Montana Radio Show later on today and that will be wonderful as I use those two hours to dedicate the entire show to her and all of her favorite artists and songs with Stars in the name or something that reminds me of Montana.

So it is official I am the mother of all adult children now.  Montana is my youngest child and now she is an adult too.  She got her "L" Plates last week which is great because now perhaps I can teach her to drive a bit.

Image @ Eminpee Fotography

Queens Birthday Trivia

The Lizard Colony

The day has been celebrated since 1788, when Governor Arthur Phillip declared a holiday to mark the birthday of the King of Great Britain. Until 1936 it was held on the actual birthday of the Monarch, but after the death of George V it was decided to keep the date on the second Monday in June

 21 April is the actual date of the Queen Elizabeth.  I think that is funny and now calling her Lizzy takes on a whole new meaning.

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Happy Birthday to my Mum and Dad

 Fancy having a mother and father who are born on the same day and you don't get to know either of them real well.  I can attest to the fact that it is weird.   The entire disconnection thing playing out continually all around me including my own children who seem to not be concerned with their behaviour around me.

My mother and Father ( Bill and Ellen Peters nee Baguley) at the Killarney Show

 Leaving the care of both of parents at around four months of age, it is to be expected that I won't know that much about them.

Mary-Ellen who was known as Cindy!  (Me)

 I was reared by older extended family and was largely kept out of the way and out of the picture and it was really foreign having so many brothers and sisters but not really having them.   Being unable to talk about my "real" family when I was in Edith's care was a very confusing way of life.  It was thwart with emotional  and physical abuse.  This continued for the 12 years I was under her care.  This treatment made it difficult for me to understand why I was even on the planet, I could not understand as a child why I was even born. 

That was a question I asked many times during my lifetime, usually when I get to that point and I ask out loud to the universe the whole situation seems to lighten and change and move around. 

So this is how it is in my life.   I must be mindful of my loud ways and continue on.   My quest for the planet has never changed since my teen age years.  This is the time when I was kept in the care of the government as a ward of the state of Queensland.   I was placed in children's homes.  Seven children's homes in fact and that meant seven high schools too. 

What hope did I really have of completing the full education?   I would have loved to have done this though and today I still love to study.

It is my parents birthday!   I am led to ponder what it might have been.  What it would have been like to grow up in a real family situation.  What would it have been like to have had all my brothers and sisters around me.  What would it have been like having a father who wasn't rendered permanently disabled by paraplegia.  What would it have been like if my mum did not leaving us all behind?  

It was not her fault she had to leave us.  There was no real way to feed six tiny children and cloth them.  Things were very different back in the 1950's and 1960's.  

Later on, in the Nineteen sixty's we certainly saw a complete about face with government policy.  But, sadly it was already too late for our family.
 
Images @ Eminpee Fotography

Happy Birthday Jesse.. Congratulations on your Graduation Montana

All on the same day... It certainly was a big day for all of us.  I was emotional but I tried to hide it the best I could but I know that is just a hopeless task as I shed tears so freely because of those high emotions and the fact that I am in touch with my heart energy and sometimes it fairly zings inside of me and tears just well in response to this.

Montana sitting behind her principal Mr Goudella.

Montana looking really shocked getting her congratulations from Bob Stockton (retired Principal)

 Montana's Principal changed this year.  Mr Stockton retired.  He had been principal for so many years that I have lost count, however  and Mr Bob Stockton was on hand to do awards although he is retired.

This was on Jesses Crib in the Wesley Hospital Brisbane when he was born in 1988

I didn't contact Jesse for his birthday, more to the exact truth I could't as I have no contact phone number or address to even send him a birthday card.  He not only de-friended me on facebook but he also blocked me.

So it was not a good thing to happen right before his birthday.  But that was the result of my emotive outburst to that foolish Rodgers fellah!

Still and all I wish Jesse all the best for his birthday and for the coming year of his life as he is now 25 years old and no longer a young lad.  He is now a man.  I have never seen him as a man, 

I wonder when he is going to start acting like a man and give some respect and some credit to his mother who is not any of the things he has been led down the garden path to believe. 

How ever there is no mistakes and so this is a learning lesson for all of us and that includes him as well.  I must continue to sit with this and let the universe take its course.

Jesse on his first day at school. 
Jesse's Birthday that year was fun! It was a great party!  he turned Five.

Images @ Eminpee Fotography

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Happy Birthday to Shelby

I was excited all week to see if my present I made for Shelby fitted her.  I made a special beenie in Ford colors the best I could and so we excitedly got ready to go up to Bellingen for her party at Bellingen.

Shelby is my daughters sister in law. This is curious because she is a tiny one year old tomorrow. Matilda lives with Shelby's biggest brother Brendan. 

It was a beautiful party with a huge Peppa Pig Cake that was one meter long. There was stacks of yummy things for everyone. Gail had not held back on any expense and it was wonderful with all of the helium filled balloons floating around the entire house.  A jumping castle that was in the back yard for the babies to play inside together with lots of balls and a slide. Peppa  Pig arrived in a suit, this was a huge hit with her as she absolutely thought it was wonderful.  I am sure she thought she was real.

I saw her playing with everything and it was so much fun to be apart of such a special occasion as her first birthday, it was sad that Tilly and Brendan were not there to help Gail and Jason celebrate this and to have as much fun as we all did.  Her party was today but her birthday Day is tomorrow the 12th August.

 Images @ Eminpee Fotography

Happy Birthday Texsy

 

Texsy would have been thirty four years old today if she wasn't run over by a maniac back a couple of years ago now.

Today I thought about her and thought how she had been showing me that her spirit is alive and well and recently I saw this in Dalby when we were away.  I think Tex would have loved what we are doing trying to save the precious water and that her spirit lives every single time I touch this part of our reality.

 

 Image from Facebook TEXSY
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Friends are like gold.

I know just how great it is to have awesome friends and pictured is a couple of these.  I would not get to half of what I get to if it wasn't for my friends. 

 

It isn't just about funds always either,  I have trouble going places, I don't like leaving home.  I get teary if I do and it isn't easy.
It is my dear old friend Helens birthday today.  She and I used to celebrate those days together but she has moved away and I have no credit to message her.  She will be my first message when I do get credit on my phone again.

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"Nothing rests; everything moves; everything vibrates."

~ The Kybalion ~ 

It is my birthday today  but at the same time it is Chris's birthday and it is Ebonies birthday and Mandawuy left this plane today as well and he moved on up the ladder. May his journey be a fast one.

I used to dream dreams and I wondered where I had been.  I would arrive back in my body having seen the most glorious things indeed.   I expect that I had been burned by the fire so the heat could trim off the dross and then what is left can be utilized.  The occult knowledge is a gift,  as above so below - so below as above. 

Everything manifests into everything else because of vibrational energy.   This energy is same but different at the same time.  Every effect having its cause and every cause having its effect.  When you truly understand this you are on your way.  Biggest love from me on the celebration day of my birth into humanity.

The stables gate in the moon light on the hill in Urunga

Images @ Eminpee Fotography

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Three days to go and Matilda will be 22 years old.

This is an image of her when she was four years old.  So absolutely adorable.  How could anyone not love her.  She had the most defiant little temper though.

Matilda Sunshine Katherine Baldwin

This is my way of celebrating her birthday,  I have no physical contact with Matilda, she denies my existence. 

This hurts but it is alright with me if this is what she really feels she has to do in her life.  In the mean time, I will prepare for her birthday.

I will make a fabulous cake this year to celebrate it.  For  2013 it will have to be the Amy Johnson Cake with extra trimmings.  

We will have a special dinner and place a setting for Matilda.   We will sing her happy birthday's to the Universe with candles.

The universe knows how much I care.   This all may be a little out there, but it helps me.  The world cannot stop me from being the mother I was destined to be, no matter what.  

I toughen up a little more each day in order to let it slide off of me like water on a greasy ducks back in order for me to live my life. 

I don't understand everything, I probably will never really understand this.  I am not sure I have to

Images @ Eminpee Fotography

Happy Birthday Son, twenty-four today!

I love you and I love you and I love you!
Happy Birthday Jesse, I wish I could say this to you in person.  I wish I  could at least send you a card.  I don't know where you live and no one will tell me.

I miss your smell and I miss your spirit so badly.  I just hold a vision of you in my mind and that helps me to transverse this gorge of sadness.  I listen to songs you used to like and I hear you in these.

Today always brings me to thoughts of your birth as it always has done.  Thirty six long hours of labor and you were finally born at 11.32pm on the 19/09/88.  I had been in labor since the previous evening around 6pm.

I absolutely loved giving birth to you and I loved growing you in my tummy and into the human being that you have grown into.  What a man you are now, and such a good looking young man at that.  I am very proud of you, and I forget all the bad stuff.  I don't remember anymore.  This is what I must do.  I love you forever. 
Have a wonderful birthday,  I hope you get spoiled by Chelsea and who ever else  is around you in your life.  Love mumma xxx


Images @ Melonpopzdropz Flickr 

There is probably other things going on, but for me today the day is for Jesse.   I will just hold the thoughts of him close in my mind , try and smell birthday candles / Eeeek the smell - they remind me of birthdays though. 

It is such a nice day today after last nights storm made it all fresh.

When I am silent, I fall into the place where everything is music.

~ Rumi ~

A chopper gets about like a Dragon did

With one voice every ancient culture insisted that our world was once a much. different place.  This is a fact that I cannot deny.  I became more interested in Dragon's when my son Jesse David William Baldwin was born under the sign of the Dragon in 1988.

This isn't anything unusual for me to do.  However, I was not ever really satisfied with what I had found.  I decided to trust my instincts then once again and go to a quiet place and try to see what it may have been like.  What I saw was this, I saw that dragons were very possible and that in ancestral times things were not of the scale we see today on the planet.   The place was inhabited with a certain amount of people who were giant in size.  These people are said to be the Nephilim.  https://www.google.com.au/search?q=nephilim+skeletons&hl=en&client=firefox-a&hs=fEc&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&channel=s&prmd=imvnsfd&tbm=isch&tbo=u&source=univ&sa=X&ei=ldjXT6KgHOeviQel0PGHAw&ved=0CHEQsAQ&biw=1275&bih=652

If you clicked that link you will see the many skeletal remains that have been found which is evidence of this giant race of people.  The statues in Egypt that depict huge men.  I think they are actually life size statues.  I think people were that large and they were the offspring of the Elohim.  In Genesis it talks of this as well. 

The Dragon

Perhaps there is no better example of an unexplained mythical thing  than that of the dragon or serpent. This remarkable creature with origins in the prehistoric times has no counterpart in the biological world and yet it was remembered on every habitable continent and persisted across millennia into modern times.  Nothing in nature today will explain the dragons long flowing hair, fiery breath, beard,  it's twin whiskers, its wings or effusive feathers or its global occurrence as twins or its global association with light. 1000's of years after its prehistoric birth the monster still continues to linger in human fantasy, it will not go away!

But ask yourself this simple question;. How did the dragon archetype arise with out provocation and should we not wonder if uniquely  modern prejudices are the primary reason the mystery remains unsolved?


Image by Mezza - The rear end of the police chopper

The wetter the day, the drier the humor"

It is like this on wet day's.  Especially wet public holidays,

I get totally enthralled with social media and research.  I find many fine people there to talk to and communicate ideas and knowledge.  I am not the polished individual though.  I am me.  As I said I am M E  or Emmie some call me.  I love to joke with others and I love to banter for fun.  All just for fun and to bring a smile.  I smile a lot so I want others to feel this as well.

Well I haven't done much today either except study as much as possible like each other day has been for months now on end. Day and night has been a constant search.  We are experiencing strange weather once again in Australia, lots of strange cloud formations up and down the east coast.  Earthquakes in Australia has to be considered weird.  This sort of thing is usually  reserved for other continents.  I experienced an earth tremor when I was a child in Stanthorpe and the window's rattled but that is it for me.   Tamworth felt this one though it was only 3.5 on the Richter scale.   The south of Western Australia is experiencing the most violent storms in fifteen years and the south of here has been having record winds. Here in Urunga  we are just wet (and weird)  here.  The town is half torn down and looking like a bomb hit the place.  This is due to lots of rebuilding on the agenda.  But all of this looks worse wet.

It is Helen's birthday today, she is 64 today.  I called her to wish her happy birthday and to thank her for my birthday wishes also.  It is always good to talk to Helen.  She was having a fine day of food and friendship and staying tucked up and dry.  We are all going to get together soon for our birthdays as usual as we do each year.

Tamworth Earthquakes: http://www.theaustralian.com.au/news/breaking-news/two-earthquakes-shake-northern-nsw/story-fn3dxity-1226389605377

Club Urunga Opens:
http://www.bellingencourier.com.au/news/local/news/general/club-urunga-opens/2547887.aspx

Image by Mezza -  A sign in a window, very nice