Showing posts with label PTSD. Show all posts
Showing posts with label PTSD. Show all posts

Monday, April 25, 2016

Sacrifice Day - ANZAC 2016

We didn't forget.
Our Wreath
I am a Wonnarua woman born on Geyan land. I live and stand proud at Talgumbuun / Deepwater NSW on Ngarabul lands with their permission. 

Today we talk about my Father who was a sailor in the Royal Navy.  After all it is ANZAC Day again in 2016.   My Dad, William Henry Peters was a Gunner on the ship HMAS Arunta.  When I visited my Daddy he used to tell me stories about how it was absolutely frightening when there were bombs  dropping all around him while he was afloat on the ocean.  My father saw active duty in Korea. 

He used to say to me that if any ever tells you they were not scared, they are liars because we were all terrified.  I am glad he survived that war.  If he hadn't he would not have created me.  I was born approximately eleven years after he returned from the war.


William Henry Peters, son of Markus and Matilda Peters
Billy Peters

I am proud of my father because the war wasn't where it stopped. His struggles multiplied.   He lost the use of his legs just weeks before I was born and then he was a paraplegic.   He left this world at the age of 47.  I was 12 years old and I was in shock and I am quite certain I still am. 

One thing after another ..  I remember the fact he survived the war part today.  I celebrate the fact that his ship was named after a proud people of the Northern Territory.  I know a few of those people from up there.  Vince Forrester is a Luritja / Arrernte man, he is my friend and spirit brother.

More importantly, today I laid a wreath in what has become known as the classic three colours of the 1970's Aboriginal flag to honour those who lost their lives in the war on home soil (to use a war term). 

This is an ongoing war, now known as the Frontier Wars because it has been fought all over this land.  Today solemn and reflective, I proudly honoured the ancestors in front of a very unsuspecting crowd of people. 

It would be wonderful if this could happen everywhere across the various Anzac ceremonies, otherwise ANZAC Day is a joke.

Images @ Eminpee Fotography

Thursday, May 07, 2015

Clozapine ... is what I would call THEIR latest chemical weapon.

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  Image : Her kitty....
So this is the latest medication they have given to my God daughter.... it has some seemingly awful side effects with her and it seemingly has not done a damn thing for her mental health in any way shape or form.  It is not possible to imagine such a well hatched out plan to procure a compensation payout.  Bragging before hand how Lavendar was a Million Dollar Baby.  Her plan is pre meditated and has to be classified as Psychopathic as she has seemingly no conscience about her actions in the last couple of weeks. 

The health system had better pull its socks up about this because I am not going to stand by and watch this vixen crucify my long time friend and good mother as her mother was. 
It is on the World Health Organization's List of Essential Medicines, a list of the most important medication needed in a basic health system

Clozapine is an atypical antipsychotic medication used in the treatment of schizophrenia, and is also sometimes used off-label for the treatment of bipolar disorder and borderline personality disorder.

The first of the atypical antipsychotics to be developed, it was first introduced in Europe in 1971, but was voluntarily withdrawn by the manufacturer in 1975 after it was shown to cause agranulocytosis, a condition involving a dangerous decrease in the number of white blood cells, that led to death in some patients. In 1989 after studies demonstrated that it was effective in treating treatment-resistant schizophrenia the United States Food and Drug Administration (FDA) approved the use of clozapine solely for that use, requiring regular white blood cell and absolute neutrophil counts. 

The FDA also requires clozapine to carry five black box warnings for agranulocytosis, seizures, myocarditis, for "other adverse cardiovascular and respiratory effects", and for "increased mortality in elderly patients with dementia-related psychosis." In 2002 the FDA approved clozapine for reducing the risk of suicidal behavior for patients with schizophrenia.
Images @ Eminpee Fotography

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

No bitches in my kennels

What sort of boss speaks this way to his new charge in  the workplace in 2015?  This was an alleged comment to Sandra Mullaly from one of the male hierarchy of the New South Wales Police Force. 

This type of attitude is rife.  Its not the first time I have seen it happen to good women either.  A number of years ago, approximately twenty years ago, a friend Tamsin Fuad was served up the same male stone walling when she was an officer of the "force".   In the end for her, the only way out was to get out. 

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A  young man is not subject to this as are young woman in the Police Force.

Get out of the Force!  Great!  This is the chosen career paths of both these woman.  The very same career path which both of these woman had to accept was not for them in the end.   They had tried to encroach upon a traditional male territory and the bully boy old boys control was more than likely threatened by their thirst to do the right thing by humanity in a tough job and act from a place of integrity and truth.

Some may think this sort of corruption does not exist in the force.  People are led to believe of course that above all the Police would be the ones enforcing the very laws of this government which they themselves have sworn to up hold.   But do they?  

It's not appearing that it is happening.  This is evident by the acres of corruption that surfaces its ugly unwanted head to the rest of the world when a whistle blower comes forward or some one makes a huge mistake and the game falls down.

The following is a harrowing story printed in the Herald.  Its a story of an ex police officer (female) who was subject to horrendous treatment by her superiors and her colleagues.  Her only fault was that she was a woman.  The story is absolutely incredulous indeed.  

http://www.theherald.com.au/story/2795993/an-addict-broke-her-jaw-the-force-broke-her-spirit/
Harassment and PTSD drove a former Wollongong police officer out of her career.
 Images @ Eminpee Fotography

Sunday, March 10, 2013

Mental Illness . . Lables!

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Masks.
Nut-case, mental case, mad, loopy, off the planet, away with the faeries, these are all names used on the street to describe people with mental health issues and to mask the seriousness of what is going on much deeper within society.

The DSM-IV  has many listings of things that come under this umbrella of mental illness as they see it.   So many that your neighbour and and many of your own family will be someone suffering with a mental illness.  Many of these people will never show any outward signs or symptoms of this.

Depression is on the rise and bi-polar and other anxiety disorders are experienced by so many people that these are considered to be relatively run of the mill.

The difference lies in how all this is treated in the community.  Community now relies on Government intervention to take care of these people and to medicate them with serious drugs.  
These drugs effect and put an end to their emotional life forever.  This happens with a permanent change taking place in the brain by these powerful chemicals in various medications used to treat such illnesses these days.  I see this as very dangerous indeed.  Are all of these people really suffering with such things that need this treatment to numb their emotions completely. 

If you are like me,  which there are not many who are,  you will understand that EMOTION is what is holding this planet together.  Our thoughts are generating a power that has wavelengths that stretch the entire planet and out into the universe.  If half the planet's people goes numb because of this overuse of medication, this will have an effect on the planet. 

It is evident this has occurred in the past. Take for instance when Lady Diana was killed in her accident,  the entire world cried and tests proved the planets resonance was changed temporarily by this occurrence of mass sadness and show of emotion across the planet simultaneously.
http://globalresonance.net/passage.cfm?psg=100102&pf=1

So, in saying this, those that cry too much and those that think too much are a very necessary part of the planets vibration and this has to stop with the labels.  The labels are what decreases the persons vibration immediately. Then, so called helping individuals in the hospital system load a synthetic chemical concoction into the brain and nerve centre of your body.  How is this helpful? 

This type of treatment is nothing more than you being uploaded into a program of becoming a cash cow for Big Pharma.  These guys are at the top of the stakes in the money arena, rich beyond compare in monetary terms on your personality.
 http://www.topsecretwriters.com/2013/02/are-pharmaceutical-companies-making-addictive-drugs-intentionally/

Signed sealed and delivered, labelled as a mental patient, you become another one of their drones.  You are now under their control forever.  I say forever because you will never ever be the same once these chemicals change your brains chemistry.  You are a resonant human being and this medication on board it has the action of numbing you and it solidifies your connection to the planet through calcifying your pineal gland.  

The one thing people could do for depression illnesses is get much more light into their eyes. Natural light in the early mornings has a marked effect on emotion.  Sunglasses are worn for health and for fashion, this alters the light beams entering the eye.  When this is altered, the chemicals that are generated are altered in their amounts, causing a marked effect on your emotions.  Sleep disorders come from a lifestyle where the light in your life becomes so unbalanced it effects  your brain chemistry once again.   Pills do not have to be used for this.  Light is your best friend, learn about Light.

Images @ Melonpopzdropz Flickr
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