Demonic Angels

by Tara Kay & Chelsey

 The awesome dawn sky, a photo by Images @ Melonpopzdropz on Flickr.

Demonic Angels

These graveled palms are bleeding the truth as
My knees still brush the pavements...
for I have fallen too many times to care.

And like you...labored scars are birthed upon my skin
as frayed bandages cradle their existence
while I attempt to hide what I cannot feel...

How crazy is that?
That all this self-inflicted pain leads to nothing...
Nothing but ruin, inside and out?

I know we should try to breathe
the air of happiness...

As these souls could use a cleansing
of enrichment and success
to rid this attack of failure
on our torn up bones of fatal structure.

But prayers don't reach Him,
and if they did he'd cast us aside
as victims of life...

Because the damned don't enter Heaven
and the wicked are to be stoned.
My spirit is engulfed with misery and in completion...

Unlike yours floating somewhere free...
How can we be angels?
How can I be me?

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It is very strange windy weather.  But July has always been windy.  The solar winds are whipping into action plenty for us to be interested in.  Stay in doors at this time during the middle of the day when the solar plasma raining in on you is at a maximum.  This isn't good for you at present.  Stick with dawn and sunset as safe viewing times to be any where near the sun.  It has been said this stuff can change your very DNA.  I am not in a position to risk that at my age.  I am flawed enough already,  I say that humorously!

Image by Mezza - Flagpole  bathed in the light of Venus at Dawn in Urunga in July Monochrome

The Frayed Angels.

The frayed angels shed their wings and descend into earth’s turmoil
Burying their sunlight in a cloth of sleek and willing flesh
that... incomplete forever
wanders the thirsty deserts of unrequited desire

In dreams sometimes we touch that place of peace where longing ends
Where the long road of countless sleeps beckons into the cross roads of awakening

The punishment of separation ends the slaughter of innocence
the ravaged hearts and faces of those who lost their love
there is nothing in this life so sweet
as the touch ... the embrace of one who has come across all the vastness of lifetimes
To lie tranquil in your arms
It is as close to paradise as we are permitted to come here...

The casual couplings
The lust of power to possess  are only shadows of this love
Ceremonies of torment and loss
For the more one desires
The greater the effort to have and discard
The greater the distance from ones own heart
Every living thing struggles to hold to that one memory of themselves
...in which the candle of love burned
however briefly... ..so brightly

All doubt and hate are merely faith and love suppressed
And the inability to love
Worse than any death

Death being only the boat that sails us through and into the fields of eternal peace
not even the worst of us can avoid this forever
it for this mercy alone that forever exists

There is nothing that you can do for which he will not forgive you

I wish only that I might linger all of my days in love
Forging that bond that spans all time and change
and washes away for all time
The weakness and stupidities of my fear

Fear,
which is all that has ever stood between me and the ones I loved

Fear
that has made a lie so many times Of the living truth
I AM Like all of you
An embodiment of god

All possibilities at birth were delivered into our hands
yet we give ourselves into subjugation to our servants for ridicule and confinement

Cast out from the castles  from where we as kings and queens ruled all things
...from within the temple of the heart
Cast out into the trackless wastes of our own confusions,
.. amnesia driven hungry and alone
While those created to serve us spill our wine,
eat our food
and laugh at the ignorance  that has closed our eyes to the beauty of ourselves

Never again will I let myself be tormented by fear
the love killer ....the life killer

Death of a sort comes to us all
No matter who we are we cannot escape that
We can only accept and wonder
To whom did it happen?

Let go all chains that hold the image down
Earth does not speak unless the spirit flames these times in which we live
Dance like some drunken jester on the edge of the abyss
Great things are within our reach even as we wait,
we can see...  the first glimmer of that dawn
..for which so long we have waited to see.

It has nearly broken me...
But nothing is beyond repair

Truly let this moment be your last moment of regret
Let your heart see that you have not touched the best times yet
Take back your wings no longer frayed and fallen
let us rise and soar as if no one had ever gone before.
Poetry is written by Les Visible lesvisible@gmail.com
The Frayed Angels.Visible Stream of Consciousness


The Rant on how this effects us..  straight from my heart of hearts...

WHAT WILL BECOME OF ME!   I ask for strength from my angels now and to please lift me up and hold me tight and not to let me go now. Help me to make this my last moment of regret.  Help me to unfold my wings from their crushed exile contorted and twisted from the pain of existence. Help me to fly free in my spirit and to love and be loved and to make this world a brighter place with no more war.  Unfolding I am becoming illuminated and golden and I am not afraid of the light.  I am not afraid of Love.

Image by Mezza - Montana's Angel Chrystal

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Earth Teach me caring as the mother who secures her young. Earth teach me courage as the tree which stands alone.

Earth teach me limitation
as the ant which crawls on the ground.
Earth teach me freedom
as the eagle which soars in the sky.
Earth teach me resignation
as the leaves which die in the fall.
Earth teach me regeneration
as the seed which rises in the spring.
Earth teach me to forget myself
as melted snow forgets its life.
Earth teach me to remember kindness
as dry fields weep in the rain.

Ute, North American

Hold On

Hold on to what is good,
Even if it's a handful of earth.
Hold on to what you believe,
Even if it's a tree that stands by itself.
Hold on to what you must do,
Even if it's a long way from here.
Hold on to your life,
Even if it's easier to let go.
Hold on to my hand,
Even if someday I'll be gone away from you.

A Pueblo Indian Prayer

Image by Mezza - Shiny happy waves at the sand mines near Urunga NSW

The rain falls because the cloud can no longer handle the weight.

The tears fall because the heart can no longer handle the pain.

Rain drops

Tears are the rain of our lives and on every plain a little rain must fall.  We shed tears to allow for growth in our spirit and a release for this just as a seed needs the rain so do we need the balance of tears in exchange for the fears we feel and release these back to the universe in love.

Image by Mezza - The delicate drops of rain on the succulents

Life maybe short but there is always time for coutesy!

Ralph Waldo Emerson.

Hello! I am a courteous and handsome bubba..

Emerson points out a valid situation with this quote.  Life being the smaller number of years we have compared to our ancestors of past times who lived for so much longer than us.  However,  he says that no matter how long you live there is always time for courtesy. 

I think there is always time for someone else and common courtesy is such a sweet delight to come across when you are out in the world.  I  am not bragging, and I am not feeling chuffed, but I want to say that I love to look for situations like this.  If I see and elderly person drop their parcel, or a coin from their purse, I reach down and retrieve it.  The energy transfer that occurs at that precise moment is tangible.  It is a genuine buzz feeling inside.  This is real and not fabricated.  The energy transfer is also real and measurable.

I can only assume that being courteous and kind to your fellow man is a base function innate in us as human beings.  It feels like it is a healthy thing that is occurring inside of me when it happens.  I feel energized and wonderful.  I feel like love is spraying from my head.

 Do others feel this sort of thing?  I don't talk about it openly to others, perhaps I should.   I worry it does sound a little silly to break the situation down this much.   These are the things that I puzzle over and I wonder how it all takes place.  We are electric beings  and the sky above us is electric and the particles all around us are electrically charged.  We emit energies and we are susceptible to energy.  This makes our bodies sing or hum if you like.  I described it earlier as a buzz.   My body resonates and this is a sound that I can't hear and you can't either, but it is there!  The earth has a resonate  frequency of around 7 Hz.

Hope is the thing with feathers that perches in the soul - and sings the tunes without the words - and never stops at all.

Emily Dickinson

Yes Major!

“Through humour, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be, you can survive it.”  Bill Cosby

Hope and Humour..  Time and Patience ... This lot ought to hang out together because they make great mates.  They compliment each other beautifully.  These are the things I ask the universe for in the vibration of light that is flickering all around me everywhere I walk this earth.

This little fellow was very happy to come down in the tree close to me and have a good chat about not much.  We made funny sounds together and he was happy.  I was happy too, I felt like he came down to purposefully say hello.   When the animals and birds do this it is a very defining moment when you realize we really are all connected.  I must not lose hope and continue to forgive somewhere in there.

Image by Mezza - Major Mitchell Cockatoo

Search well and be wise, nor believe that self-willed pride will ever be better than good counsel.

Aeschylus..

First things come first.

It is a well visited place this one pictured above. Hungry Head is just down the road from Urunga.  It is the first headland south from the mouth of the river opening at Urunga.   The headland is certainly one of my favorite places to go and to look over the massive ocean laying on the Earth before me expanding as far as my eyes can see. 

I have seen whales from up here, Hungry Head is a great place to see these ocean sweethearts as they travel up the coastline in front of us on their special journey to mate and have  their babies somewhere in the vast oceans of the planet.

Lots of surfers come to here to check out the surf conditions as its a top view up and down the coast from here.

Image by Mezza - A swell discussion on the cliff.

Government is an association of men who do Violence to the rest of us.

Tolstoy

Julia is such man isn't she.  She doesn't want to get married or to bear children.  Does she seem like the fitting person to tell me how to be a  parent?  No.  Most assuredly and definitely not. I think she is a beast of a woman with very little heart.  She is cold and calculating and cocky.

The challenges of parenting today are complex in a  changed society lacking support.  There are far less close family relationships left  for support because the general makeup of "Family" has been eroded away with government directives of change around family and marriage.  They make you think its ok, there is a financial reason behind all decisions these soldiers of evil make.

Part of the Company

This is still relatively new to us.  We are meant to have each other and our family.  Quite purposefully our society has eaten away the very fabric of its makeup with evil from the hands of no other than the Roman Catholic church of Rome.   They are the owners of our many evil systems.  The systems bind us up into slavery and illness and debt and powerlessness. 

If you don't understand this,   listen to the exact words of Eusebius who was the doctor to Constantine in 325. He said,

"We shall introduce to this history only those events that are useful to ourselves and afterwards to posterity and how it maybe lawful and fitting to use falsehood as a medicine and for the benefit of those who want to be deceived."   The catholic church's Motus Operandie is to openly

"Deceive those who want to be deceived." 

 The bible is still Basic Instruction Before Leaving Earth.  It is a very special book containing occult theology perverted by the Romans to use against us as inhabitants of this earth.  The Christos oil flows inside of us and they don't to this day want you to realize these truths.  They know all of the holy and real truths and they use a perverted form against us. They disarmed our personal power with the education systems they implemented and we allowed this.  They destroyed all of the temples of the  true sciences so as to make this planned transition against us easier.   In the early days you were just killed if you disagreed with Rome.

Image by Mezza -  Church in Morpeth NSW.

“I can be changed by what happens to me. but i refuse to be reduced by it.”

Maya Angelou

Raindrop on the cactus with Bricee's reflection.

But how it changes me is the part that is up to me.  I can let it drive me to do the things that any child would be proud of their mother doing.

I go out before dawn and photograph, I edit and I write and I cook and clean and I study.  I  love deeply and have a huge passion for music.  Because of this I have a radio show where I am a radio programmer and its a drive time show called Melonpop Drive.

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Mel%C3%B8nP%C3%B8P-Drive-2bbb-with-djs-MezzA-n-M%C3%B8nSta%D0%AF-Est2009/168764609851231

I have a wonderful garden and many successes with lots of experimentation with plant cuttings.  We have two pets and we are absolutely responsible pet owners.  I dance.  I create and I still make the  best cakes going.   I also make many other things really well as well.  I am now very independent.  I enjoy my day's.

I also miss my children every day.  Whether or not they speak to me makes no difference from the beginning when Matilda went away in 2005.  That is such a long time ago for a daughter to not talk to her mother.  What did I do?  Why does she see me this way?  These are the questions that I ask the universe to provide the answers to.  The universe knows.

Jesse isn't talking to me for a different reason and there is no connection with the two situations.  For me however there is a mighty connection.  I cannot talk to my children and this always pains my heart greatly.  Montana said she cannot understand it and she is so hurt also for us all.

Universe please shed light into the darkness because where there is light then darkness flees immediately.  I want light shed onto all of these situations and I want vindication from all of these major misunderstandings that have occurred some because of other people  that is well evident.   Mary Peters

Image by Mezza - A droplet of water with Brice's image in the water.

Want to know what is really happening in the world?

The world we live in today is a very different world to the times of the past.  We are so hooked up to all of this technology we talk about and use in our daily lives, ie the internet.  If you are reading this, then at this point we still have internet.  I get increasingly concerned about the space weather knocking the entire planet off the electricity grid so to speak.   Well wouldn't that change things around the world dramatically.  Think about this for a good while.  Think what a modern world with no electricity would be like.  Something from a horror movie is what I expect.

Strangled on South Arm

I feel prepared in a way.  I guess it is because I have lived a lifetime without this stuff and therefore I understand.  I grew up in a house that never had an electric stove, we had a wood fire.  The fire heated the hot water.  We had no washing machine either.  I watched Edith do the washing each day faithfully and do the big stuff in the Copper once a week over the fire.  Oh yes I remember this well.  I remember my green hula hoop and playing with it while Edith did the washing. 

So does this mean we may re visit this again in this lifetime of mine?  Who knows but some very educated amongst us say we will.  I have my seeds,  and amazingly enough I still have my many boxes of real books.  So many times I was tempted to lose these.  A voice inside tells me to hang on to these for now.  I often wonder will the kids love my books the way I have loved my books!  I do hope that Montana is set up in her own home when my passing time comes.  She will love my books but if she isnt set up it will become a burden to her.  So for her I hope she is settled.

West Coast Acid: http://news.sciencemag.org/sciencenow/2012/06/a-rising-tide-of-acid-off-calif...
Temperature Extremes: http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2012/06/120614131059.htm
China Spy: http://www.reuters.com/article/2012/06/15/us-china-usa-espionage-idUSBRE85E06...

REPEAT LINKS
Spaceweather: http://spaceweather.com/ [Look on the left at the X-ray Flux and Solar Wind Speed/Density]

HAARP: http://www.haarp.alaska.edu/haarp/data.html [Click online data, and have a little fun]

SDO: http://sdo.gsfc.nasa.gov/data/ [Place to find Solar Images and Videos - as seen from earth]

SOHO: http://sohodata.nascom.nasa.gov/cgi-bin/soho_movie_theater [SOHO; Lasco and EIT - as seen from earth]

Stereo: http://stereo.gsfc.nasa.gov/cgi-bin/images [Stereo; Cor, EUVI, HI - as seen from the side]

SunAEON:http://www.sunaeon.com/#/solarsystem/ [Just click it... trust me]

SOLARIMG: http://solarimg.org/artis/ [All purpose data viewing site]

iSWA: http://iswa.gsfc.nasa.gov/iswa/iSWA.html [Free Application; for advanced sun watchers]

NOAA ENLIL SPIRAL: http://www.swpc.noaa.gov/wsa-enlil/cme-based/ [CME Evolution]

RSOE: http://hisz.rsoe.hu/alertmap/index2.php [That cool alert map I use]

LISS: http://earthquake.usgs.gov/monitoring/operations/heliplots_gsn.php

Gamma Ray Bursts: http://grb.sonoma.edu/ [Really? You can't figure out what this one is for?]

BARTOL Cosmic Rays: http://neutronm.bartol.udel.edu//spaceweather/welcome.html [Top left box, look for BIG blue circles]

TORCON: http://www.weather.com/news/tornado-torcon-index [Tornado Forecast for the day]

GOES Weather: http://rsd.gsfc.nasa.gov/goes/ [Clouds over America]

INTELLICAST: http://www.intellicast.com/ [Weather site used by many youtubers]

NASA News: http://science.nasa.gov/science-news/science-at-nasa/

PHYSORG: http://phys.org/ [GREAT News Site!]

Always Check the Foreign News Sources as well!!!
Iran: Mehr News, TehranTimes
China: Xinhua, China.org, Chinadaily
Russia: Ria Novosti
Israel: Jerusalem Post, Israel National News, Haaretz
M/E: ArabNews, AlJazeera

Image by Mezza - A strangled tree on South Arm Road Raleigh South /  http://www.flickr.com/photos/melonpopzdropz/7188961449/in/photostream/

In war, truth is the first casualty.

Aquarius (Photo credit: dolce_luna)~ Aeschylus ~

This Piscerian age has been an age of War and warring.  It is nearly over.  At the end of this year we swing into an totally new age.  The age of Aquarius will finally be here and the warring age of Pisces will finally be over.  However it does not seem to want to go without a fight, excuse the pun there.  Syria has now announced it is in full civil war again.  This is daunting.  The Zionism and the fight over installing extreme Islam is the reason for this.

 http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-middle-east-18417952

Hillary Rodham Clinton (Wellesley College) (Photo credit: Wikipedia) Hillary Clinton said the Russian move - sending helicopters to Syria - would escalate the conflict in Syria dramatically. She said the US had confronted Russia about its arms shipment to Syria but Moscow insisted that the arms were not being used internally against people.  But can you trust Hillary Clinton or the USA government?

 You can bet you're last rarzoo that the USA is concerned because Syria won't compete with their money handouts and because there is oil there.  I do not want to hear of more war.

Our children have had enough and so have all of the children of the world.  I think the children of the world should unite to fight against WAR ever being a possibility.  I vote for children to take us out of this mess.  I vote we think out of the box.  Children have no concept of war when they are born.  This is the most outrageous thing to keep inflicting upon innocent people who cannot defend themselves.

It is Wednesday here and I hope that we can change the united consciousness of this planet to a place of peace.  I will continue to go before the sun with an expectant heart in the mornings and bring my plea to the ancestral beings high up and hope they here my hearts call.

Anaan looking our over the ocean in Port Macquarie

Image by Mezza -Anaan ( Montana's sweet heart) in Port Macquarie

"The actions of men are the best interpreters of their thoughts." James Joyce

The house was in for it today and a huge spring clean occurred and everything was turned upside down and this has been the thought since I returned home from my trip.

Brice did a great job taking care of the house while I was gone and he even repaired the mysterious marks that occurred in the side of the bed room wall.  Well done to him. 
We are washing mats and curtains and dusting and moving the furniture around to liven up the chi energy in the tiny place and make us feel alive again.  Its a good thing and then on the agenda is the plants and they are getting a new lease on life and a top up or a re -pot if necessary.

Image by Mezza - The sun dawns from the hill in Urunga

Coronal Mass Ejection ... CME's from the Sun.

Waiting on the Sun

THE SUN showing ejections from Wikipedia

Coronal Mass Ejection ... CME's from the Sun.

Waiting on the Sun

THE SUN showing ejections from Wikipedia

If you are never scared, embarrassed or hurt it means you never take any chances.

Julia Sorel.

Making a mistake is not indicative to failure.   If you learned from your failure this is indicative of your success in life.  It is attitude that counts.  Being grateful for what you do have and not what you don't have.   At times in my life it hurts and I have been scared to death.  Really scared to death.  This is the reason for my pension.  I have P.T.S.D. from being held hostage in the bush at knife point and then living with my ex husband who was going to shoot me.  I have been to the 'fear wall' and its not pleasant and it isn't comfortable.  

If these places were places of comfort, we would not adjust our behavior.  We would stay unchanged and never grow.    Grow today and give yourself a little scare.  Feel that you are still alive.

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PTSD = Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

Image by Mezza - Urunga's  colorful skies at dawn

If you are never scared, embarrassed or hurt it means you never take any chances.

Julia Sorel.

Making a mistake is not indicative to failure.   If you learned from your failure this is indicative of your success in life.  It is attitude that counts.  Being grateful for what you do have and not what you don't have.   At times in my life it hurts and I have been scared to death.  Really scared to death.  This is the reason for my pension.  I have P.T.S.D. from being held hostage in the bush at knife point and then living with my ex husband who was going to shoot me.  I have been to the 'fear wall' and its not pleasant and it isn't comfortable.  

If these places were places of comfort, we would not adjust our behavior.  We would stay unchanged and never grow.    Grow today and give yourself a little scare.  Feel that you are still alive.

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PTSD = Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

Image by Mezza - Urunga's  colorful skies at dawn

We all have the ability…we just don't all have the courage to follow our dreams and to follow the signs.

Paulo Coelho

There are many signs in life we should use as sign posts for making some of the bigger decisions of life but at times we are so blinded by our own emotions we simply miss the entire sign and get ourselves well and truly lost so to speak.

The signs need to be followed for one to live a happy and productive life.  In each of us are capacities and special qualities unique only to us as individuals and we need to find them as soon as possible in life so that we don't waste time being or doing things we end up abhorring.

I read once that you will never be rich doing something you hate.  So really rich here doesn't solely mean financial wealth.  One needs to be rich in spirit to attain good health.  Your entire body and mind and spirit are effected when you must do something you dislike day after day.  You then become a pseudo slave.

Last time I looked at the definition of slavery it didn't actually line up with the definition of being rich. Quite the contrary.  You are continually robbed and all of your personal joy is stolen until you feel that this is hell on Earth.  Your not rich, you are very very poor.

In 49 days I will see Uluṟu-Kata Tjuṯa National Park

 Image by Mezza - Urunga at dawn 2012

We all have the ability…we just don't all have the courage to follow our dreams and to follow the signs.

Paulo Coelho

There are many signs in life we should use as sign posts for making some of the bigger decisions of life but at times we are so blinded by our own emotions we simply miss the entire sign and get ourselves well and truly lost so to speak.

The signs need to be followed for one to live a happy and productive life.  In each of us are capacities and special qualities unique only to us as individuals and we need to find them as soon as possible in life so that we don't waste time being or doing things we end up abhorring.

I read once that you will never be rich doing something you hate.  So really rich here doesn't solely mean financial wealth.  One needs to be rich in spirit to attain good health.  Your entire body and mind and spirit are effected when you must do something you dislike day after day.  You then become a pseudo slave.

Last time I looked at the definition of slavery it didn't actually line up with the definition of being rich. Quite the contrary.  You are continually robbed and all of your personal joy is stolen until you feel that this is hell on Earth.  Your not rich, you are very very poor.

In 49 days I will see Uluṟu-Kata Tjuṯa National Park

 Image by Mezza - Urunga at dawn 2012

Summer ends, and Autumn comes, and he who would have it otherwise would have high tide always and a full moon every night.

Hal Borland...

What a surprise it was to capture this awesome image of the recent full moon, I feel like posting this image simply because its a great image and it it very pertinent to speak of such things as in the quote above.

 I think it is a great shot.
 

 If your up all the time then your up on something.  I heard that somewhere once.  So this tells me that in life sometimes things are great and sometimes things swing the other way and there is a lull or perhaps pride has held up a very judgemental attitude and so that is like wishing for a high tide all the time.  Things and people change and sometimes it is really cruel to see the hatred in the world.


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Image by Mezza - Recent Full Moon over Urunga

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Summer ends, and Autumn comes, and he who would have it otherwise would have high tide always and a full moon every night.

Hal Borland...

What a surprise it was to capture this awesome image of the recent full moon, I feel like posting this image simply because its a great image and it it very pertinent to speak of such things as in the quote above.

 I think it is a great shot.
 

 If your up all the time then your up on something.  I heard that somewhere once.  So this tells me that in life sometimes things are great and sometimes things swing the other way and there is a lull or perhaps pride has held up a very judgemental attitude and so that is like wishing for a high tide all the time.  Things and people change and sometimes it is really cruel to see the hatred in the world.


Read more: http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/keywords/moon_6.html#ixzz1pAEh1Vac

Image by Mezza - Recent Full Moon over Urunga

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