Woo Hoo its Bricee's Birthday

 

Its birthday cake time for Brice today...   Happy Birthday Bricee --- we love you dearly and thank you for all you have done and the wonderful way you treat us all. So from us this post is done in love for you.

I  made a beautiful fruit cake and iced it,  we only had each other to share it with.   Lots of cake for us. 

The day was celebrated with more cleaning of our new house (which was old and very dirty and needed a lot of loving care).   This was exciting to do on a birthday because both of us thought it was rather the best birthday present anyone could wish for at this time we are living in.  We have the opportunity now of taking care of our dear Kay too and to make sure her last days on this planet are not spent alone. 

Brice got presents.  Boots ... awesome new boots.  Its been a long time coming and until now he refusted to replace his boots and continued to say they'll do. They were probably about 7 years wanting.  I am planting plants in his old ones because he loved them so much so we will continue to value these greatly.   I deffs will blog the boots to planters when I do this because it is an auspicious thing to love the boots that have carried your feet so far on your journey on the mortal plane.  

Cake anyone?

Images @ Eminpee Fotography

Three days to go and Matilda will be 22 years old.

This is an image of her when she was four years old.  So absolutely adorable.  How could anyone not love her.  She had the most defiant little temper though.

Matilda Sunshine Katherine Baldwin

This is my way of celebrating her birthday,  I have no physical contact with Matilda, she denies my existence. 

This hurts but it is alright with me if this is what she really feels she has to do in her life.  In the mean time, I will prepare for her birthday.

I will make a fabulous cake this year to celebrate it.  For  2013 it will have to be the Amy Johnson Cake with extra trimmings.  

We will have a special dinner and place a setting for Matilda.   We will sing her happy birthday's to the Universe with candles.

The universe knows how much I care.   This all may be a little out there, but it helps me.  The world cannot stop me from being the mother I was destined to be, no matter what.  

I toughen up a little more each day in order to let it slide off of me like water on a greasy ducks back in order for me to live my life. 

I don't understand everything, I probably will never really understand this.  I am not sure I have to

Images @ Eminpee Fotography