Showing posts with label 2455. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2455. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Lost old Fellah!

IMG 4162 Lost old Fellah! by Images @ Melonpopzdropz
a photo by Images @ Melonpopzdropz on Flickr.

We were awoken by this fellah, he was lost and he needed to find his owners.  I took a couple of photographs of him and he was very obliging.  Brice smelled him, he was very clean and had not long ago had a bath.
The afternoon rolled around and the owners came by and all was fine.

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Joining the Union in Bellingen 2012

I just came back from wandering. Taking long walks or going on long journeys don't seem to make an iota of difference. 

View from Lodge 241, Bellingen

Was I ever a mother? Being caught inside of this senselessness, it seems so much like a frightening movie
. The soundtrack isn't well written either. If only I could be somewhere else because I only exist inside of this loneliness of missing the people I loved the most ever! I grieve the loss of my children I grew inside of me and nursed at my breast for so long, and I am told "Dont Cry"! Why? Why is it so abnormal to cry for the ones you love and for what you grieve for and to endure a pain of loss so immense, it's all consuming and it scares me to death.

On the other Hill in 2012 

Image by James Caws 

Saturday, August 04, 2012

All children are artists. The problem is how to remain an artist when he grows up.

Pablo Picasso..
IMG 2955 A wooden Heart
Heart at Hungry Head.

The government cuts funding to the arts because the creative thoughts may come to something and someone may actually work something out.  I think they are concerned if the masses get too clever.

In the mean time I will continue with  my art of photography and finding heart shapes in fun places.

Image by Mezza -A heart shape in the wood washed up on the beach at Hungry Head NSW

Monday, July 30, 2012

I'm not an environmentalist. I'm an Earth warrior

I have never fitted into the classic greenie model.  I felt that because I smoked cigarettes,  I was not worthy of their energy. 

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This way of assessing the feeling on the ground is a peculiar way to look at any situation let alone this issue, but its true.  The pressure to be perfect  human being  doing all of the correct things is a form of submissive bullying.  I felt bullied by the attitudes of others generally  because I was unable to live my life like they did.   I was gazed upon as part of the problem and not viewed as someone sympathetic to the cause.

My friend Vee stayed with me and we compared lots of notes and we found so many similarities it got a little silly in the end and I laughed and said, " It doesn't matter anymore".  We were sold we would become strong  friends as our hearts were so closely aligned.
 
Image by Mezza - Collage of Lock the Gates from Bellingen Energy Festival 2012
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Friday, July 27, 2012

Sad how CASH moves everything around so fast...

For all the unbelievably sad and unfair stories I have heard,  I have seen little public protest against this damage and destruction. Justin Field.

IMG 0254 Tragic Mining in Central Australia

I flew over so many holes in the ground like this one above I had actually lost count.  To carve up the oldest land in the world is beyond the comprehension of most people.


Coal Seam Gas is unethical to the environment and its people.  Coal Seam Gas is not for AUSTRALIAN PEOPLE, it is for export.

Image by Mezza -  TRAGIC Mining In AUSTRALIA ..

Thursday, July 26, 2012

The best medicine in the world is a mothers hugs

The hardest part of leaving is remembering what you left behind.
 - unknown -

Montana and her favorite dolly!

I never hugged my mumma until I was quite old and even then I really never got to see her at all.  I was kept away from my mother by an injustice in my family.  The awful part about this is I am living her life now and she died with a heart broken and really the situation isn't looking that good for me either.

Image by Mezza - Montana being the best mummy and she will be when it is real as well.

Monday, July 23, 2012

Demonic Angels

by Tara Kay & Chelsey


Demonic Angels

These graveled palms are bleeding the truth as
My knees still brush the pavements...
for I have fallen too many times to care.

And like you...labored scars are birthed upon my skin
as frayed bandages cradle their existence
while I attempt to hide what I cannot feel...

How crazy is that?
That all this self-inflicted pain leads to nothing...
Nothing but ruin, inside and out?

I know we should try to breathe
the air of happiness...

As these souls could use a cleansing
of enrichment and success
to rid this attack of failure
on our torn up bones of fatal structure.

But prayers don't reach Him,
and if they did he'd cast us aside
as victims of life...

Because the damned don't enter Heaven
and the wicked are to be stoned.
My spirit is engulfed with misery and in completion...

Unlike yours floating somewhere free...
How can we be angels?
How can I be me?

www.poems-and-quotes.com/author.html?id=18324

It is very strange windy weather.  But July has always been windy.  The solar winds are whipping into action plenty for us to be interested in.  Stay in doors at this time during the middle of the day when the solar plasma raining in on you is at a maximum.  This isn't good for you at present.  Stick with dawn and sunset as safe viewing times to be any where near the sun.  It has been said this stuff can change your very DNA.  I am not in a position to risk that at my age.  I am flawed enough already,  I say that humorously!

Image by Mezza - Flagpole  bathed in the light of Venus at Dawn in Urunga in July Monochrome
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Friday, July 20, 2012

“The most common way people give up their power is by thinking they don’t have any.” Alice Walker

Our country is in a mess on so many levels and it is not going to let up at this point and we will have a civil war on our hands and it will be synchonised with all of the other civil wars on the planet and then the planet will say screw you and regurgitate most of us off it.  Effective immediately.

SAM 7903 The Pelicans

 Heaven closed the door on another episode today.  Nerida was laid to rest at Urunga and it was a sad occasion for many.  It was just that sort of day really.  It was bitterly and windy.  It didn't let up and I was well tucked into my cave for the evening.  I want to hide from the government and I do not want them to take me away.  I think things are happening.  It is very bothersome to see all of this in my head at once and I see they are mobilizing now

Image by Mezza - The beautiful birds I was glad to witness with my own eyes in 2o12
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Friday, July 13, 2012

Massive 'X Class' Solar Flares coming down on Earth

I am a Pagan.
I pay attention to the seasons within myself - of beginnings, growth, fruition, harvest, endings, rest, and beginnings again.
Life is a Circle with many cycles...
Exerpt from "I am a Pagan" by Selena Fox
Things are really heating up...



Last night and the night before I woke up very hot in the middle of the night.  It is winter time here at present.  It isn't hot because our side of the planet is close to the sun, we are hot because of electromagnetically charged particles sailing into the air above us...

EV LacertaeEV Lacertae (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

A solar flare is an explosion on the Sun that happens when energy stored in twisted magnetic fields (usually above sunspots) is suddenly released. Flares produce a burst of radiation across the electromagnetic spectrum, from radio waves to x-rays and gamma-rays.Flares are also sites where particles (electrons, protons, and heavier particles) are accelerated."

http://infofeeder.info/latest-information/90451-sun-unleashes-two-powerful-x-class-flares-video-disinfo 

VIDEO of SUN unleashing two huge flares

 Classes of Flares:
 CLASS . . . . . . . . .Peak (W/m2) between 1 and 8 Angstroms
X-rays are part of the electromagnetic spectrumX-rays are part of the electromagnetic spectrum (Photo credit: Wikipedia)   B   -                        I < 10-6
C   -                        10-6 < = I < 10-5
M  -                        10-5 < = I < 10-4
X   -                        I > = 10-4


Image by Mezza - Dawn over Urunga 13th July 2012
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Tuesday, July 03, 2012

He who lives sees, He who travels sees more! . . . Anonymous

Small is the number of people who see with their eyes and think with their minds.
~Albert Einstein~

IMG 2327 Thats different! Its Brighter

I was fascinated with the vision in the sky this morning before dawn on the Eastern sky.  It was Jupiter and it was the brightest I have ever seen this.  I got Brice out of bed to look at it with me because of it's luminous brilliance. Tonight the moon is 99% brilliant going into full brilliance at 4.30am,  we are going out to the sandmines to light a fire and watch the beautiful silver ball rise in the evening sky.

We are about to have some more amazing things happen in the sky above us at the later part of this month of July 2012.  I will be keen to see these phenomena.

Image by Mezza - The Eastern Sky at five o'clock  in the AM  today / 03/07/2012

Monday, July 02, 2012

I'm working for the Creation. I refuse to take part in it's destruction.

-Leon Shanandoah-
Iroquois
The sun is causing a lot of issues in the northern Hemisphere of our planet.  I fear the things I have seen in watching this may cause some kind of serious earth shattering event.  In this country we are in such a state at the moment that a natural disaster would fully do this government in.  They are in another world I am sure. 

IMG 2212 Hello Jupiter n Venus

Today is Juanita's birthday today.  She is the same age as Jesse.  I remember when she was a little baby.  I am having a good day besides feeling like I still want to slap Julia Gillard up the side of the head with a Fukishima fish.  She should be warning people not to eat the fish.  Instead they carry on with their political hy-jinx and achieve nothing and spend masses of money to do so.  I have a vote of no confidence in this government.

Image by Mezza - Dawn through the gum trees eyes say goodbye to the stars
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Thursday, June 28, 2012

The rain falls because the cloud can no longer handle the weight.

The tears fall because the heart can no longer handle the pain.

IMG_2404 Diamonds
Rain drops
Tears are the rain of our lives and on every plain a little rain must fall.  We shed tears to allow for growth in our spirit and a release for this just as a seed needs the rain so do we need the balance of tears in exchange for the fears we feel and release these back to the universe in love.

Image by Mezza - The delicate drops of rain on the succulents

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

The past cannot be changed, forgotton, edited or erased....It can only be accepted.


IMG 5297 Golden silence
Walking out to master my own fate
 Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud
Under the bludgeoning of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul..........William Ernest Henley

Image by Mezza - The footbridge in particular golden light this dawn
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Tuesday, June 26, 2012

I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul.

~ William Ernest Henley ~  
Invictus
Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud
Under the bludgeoning of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

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Beyond this place of wrath and tears..
Being responsible for ones self and navigating life with all the smarts you inherited or learned along the way is now well frowned upon in our mad horrid society of which we live amongst.

The majority have given way to thinking the government actually cares about them.  Some politicians even believe they are helping.  I am not crazy but I have come to understand that the conspiracy theory's of which there are many are usually true.  Our government is a suck back government and I cannot respect them.  They will come and lock me up for saying the stuff I say about Julia.  It isn't personal it is political and I am sitting in judgement of them all. 

I am not insane.  They are insane.  Who uses that much of our ground water for mining and gets away with this openly.  Our government says this is perfectly legitimate use.  Julia Gillard has to be a freak, as it most certainly isn't alright to use this water and actually, I want this to cease from happening.  I want to go a few rounds with them over this use of sacred waters.  It has to be legally wrong and it should be contested.  I cannot waltz into the Catholic Church and just take a big white candle just cause I want one or think I want one.  It would be handy but guess what?  The candle isn't mine.  But if I took it then is that not exactly the same as the government allowing the mining company to just take the candle cause they can?

Image by Mezza -  The now derelict posts that once supported a diving platform last century.
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Monday, June 25, 2012

Life maybe short but there is always time for coutesy!

Ralph Waldo Emerson.

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Hello! I am a courteous and handsome bubba..
Emerson points out a valid situation with this quote.  Life being the smaller number of years we have compared to our ancestors of past times who lived for so much longer than us.  However,  he says that no matter how long you live there is always time for courtesy. 

I think there is always time for someone else and common courtesy is such a sweet delight to come across when you are out in the world.  I  am not bragging, and I am not feeling chuffed, but I want to say that I love to look for situations like this.  If I see and elderly person drop their parcel, or a coin from their purse, I reach down and retrieve it.  The energy transfer that occurs at that precise moment is tangible.  It is a genuine buzz feeling inside.  This is real and not fabricated.  The energy transfer is also real and measurable.

I can only assume that being courteous and kind to your fellow man is a base function innate in us as human beings.  It feels like it is a healthy thing that is occurring inside of me when it happens.  I feel energized and wonderful.  I feel like love is spraying from my head.

 Do others feel this sort of thing?  I don't talk about it openly to others, perhaps I should.   I worry it does sound a little silly to break the situation down this much.   These are the things that I puzzle over and I wonder how it all takes place.  We are electric beings  and the sky above us is electric and the particles all around us are electrically charged.  We emit energies and we are susceptible to energy.  This makes our bodies sing or hum if you like.  I described it earlier as a buzz.   My body resonates and this is a sound that I can't hear and you can't either, but it is there!  The earth has a resonate  frequency of around 7 Hz.
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Monday, June 18, 2012

Government is an association of men who do Violence to the rest of us.

Tolstoy

Julia is such man isn't she.  She doesn't want to get married or to bear children.  Does she seem like the fitting person to tell me how to be a  parent?  No.  Most assuredly and definitely not. I think she is a beast of a woman with very little heart.  She is cold and calculating and cocky.

The challenges of parenting today are complex in a  changed society lacking support.  There are far less close family relationships left  for support because the general makeup of "Family" has been eroded away with government directives of change around family and marriage.  They make you think its ok, there is a financial reason behind all decisions these soldiers of evil make.

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Part of the Company
This is still relatively new to us.  We are meant to have each other and our family.  Quite purposefully our society has eaten away the very fabric of its makeup with evil from the hands of no other than the Roman Catholic church of Rome.   They are the owners of our many evil systems.  The systems bind us up into slavery and illness and debt and powerlessness. 

If you don't understand this,   listen to the exact words of Eusebius who was the doctor to Constantine in 325. He said,
"We shall introduce to this history only those events that are useful to ourselves and afterwards to posterity and how it maybe lawful and fitting to use falsehood as a medicine and for the benefit of those who want to be deceived."   The catholic church's Motus Operandie is to openly
"Deceive those who want to be deceived." 
 The bible is still Basic Instruction Before Leaving Earth.  It is a very special book containing occult theology perverted by the Romans to use against us as inhabitants of this earth.  The Christos oil flows inside of us and they don't to this day want you to realize these truths.  They know all of the holy and real truths and they use a perverted form against us. They disarmed our personal power with the education systems they implemented and we allowed this.  They destroyed all of the temples of the  true sciences so as to make this planned transition against us easier.   In the early days you were just killed if you disagreed with Rome.

Image by Mezza -  Church in Morpeth NSW.
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Sunday, June 17, 2012

“I can be changed by what happens to me. but i refuse to be reduced by it.”

Maya Angelou

IMG_2404.1 My love in a drop
Raindrop on the cactus with Bricee's reflection.

But how it changes me is the part that is up to me.  I can let it drive me to do the things that any child would be proud of their mother doing.

I go out before dawn and photograph, I edit and I write and I cook and clean and I study.  I  love deeply and have a huge passion for music.  Because of this I have a radio show where I am a radio programmer and its a drive time show called Melonpop Drive.

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Mel%C3%B8nP%C3%B8P-Drive-2bbb-with-djs-MezzA-n-M%C3%B8nSta%D0%AF-Est2009/168764609851231

I have a wonderful garden and many successes with lots of experimentation with plant cuttings.  We have two pets and we are absolutely responsible pet owners.  I dance.  I create and I still make the  best cakes going.   I also make many other things really well as well.  I am now very independent.  I enjoy my day's.

I also miss my children every day.  Whether or not they speak to me makes no difference from the beginning when Matilda went away in 2005.  That is such a long time ago for a daughter to not talk to her mother.  What did I do?  Why does she see me this way?  These are the questions that I ask the universe to provide the answers to.  The universe knows.

Jesse isn't talking to me for a different reason and there is no connection with the two situations.  For me however there is a mighty connection.  I cannot talk to my children and this always pains my heart greatly.  Montana said she cannot understand it and she is so hurt also for us all.

Universe please shed light into the darkness because where there is light then darkness flees immediately.  I want light shed onto all of these situations and I want vindication from all of these major misunderstandings that have occurred some because of other people  that is well evident.   Mary Peters

Image by Mezza - A droplet of water with Brice's image in the water.
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Saturday, June 16, 2012

“Greatness is not found in possessions, power, position, or prestige. It is discovered in goodness, humility, service, and character.”

Arthur Ward

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Atalanta at Valla

The world needs more people to see this.  My friend above is a true leader and she sees this as well.  The indigenous people are also joining in this meditation to bring about the new age that is all but upon us.  There are huge CME's due to come in onto the planet any day now too.  Hope the computer is fine through this if it effects this area of the planet at strike time.

CME's are Coronal Mass Ejections from the sun.  My friend the sun who keeps us all alive with every wave of electromagnetic energy that is reigned down upon us.  With out this we are dead in the water.

Image by Mezza - Atalanta at Valla Beach Caves

Friday, June 15, 2012

Want to know what is really happening in the world?

The world we live in today is a very different world to the times of the past.  We are so hooked up to all of this technology we talk about and use in our daily lives, ie the internet.  If you are reading this, then at this point we still have internet.  I get increasingly concerned about the space weather knocking the entire planet off the electricity grid so to speak.   Well wouldn't that change things around the world dramatically.  Think about this for a good while.  Think what a modern world with no electricity would be like.  Something from a horror movie is what I expect.

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Strangled on South Arm

I feel prepared in a way.  I guess it is because I have lived a lifetime without this stuff and therefore I understand.  I grew up in a house that never had an electric stove, we had a wood fire.  The fire heated the hot water.  We had no washing machine either.  I watched Edith do the washing each day faithfully and do the big stuff in the Copper once a week over the fire.  Oh yes I remember this well.  I remember my green hula hoop and playing with it while Edith did the washing. 

So does this mean we may re visit this again in this lifetime of mine?  Who knows but some very educated amongst us say we will.  I have my seeds,  and amazingly enough I still have my many boxes of real books.  So many times I was tempted to lose these.  A voice inside tells me to hang on to these for now.  I often wonder will the kids love my books the way I have loved my books!  I do hope that Montana is set up in her own home when my passing time comes.  She will love my books but if she isnt set up it will become a burden to her.  So for her I hope she is settled.

West Coast Acid: http://news.sciencemag.org/sciencenow/2012/06/a-rising-tide-of-acid-off-calif...
Temperature Extremes: http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2012/06/120614131059.htm
China Spy: http://www.reuters.com/article/2012/06/15/us-china-usa-espionage-idUSBRE85E06...

REPEAT LINKS
Spaceweather: http://spaceweather.com/ [Look on the left at the X-ray Flux and Solar Wind Speed/Density]

HAARP: http://www.haarp.alaska.edu/haarp/data.html [Click online data, and have a little fun]

SDO: http://sdo.gsfc.nasa.gov/data/ [Place to find Solar Images and Videos - as seen from earth]

SOHO: http://sohodata.nascom.nasa.gov/cgi-bin/soho_movie_theater [SOHO; Lasco and EIT - as seen from earth]

Stereo: http://stereo.gsfc.nasa.gov/cgi-bin/images [Stereo; Cor, EUVI, HI - as seen from the side]

SunAEON:http://www.sunaeon.com/#/solarsystem/ [Just click it... trust me]

SOLARIMG: http://solarimg.org/artis/ [All purpose data viewing site]

iSWA: http://iswa.gsfc.nasa.gov/iswa/iSWA.html [Free Application; for advanced sun watchers]

NOAA ENLIL SPIRAL: http://www.swpc.noaa.gov/wsa-enlil/cme-based/ [CME Evolution]

RSOE: http://hisz.rsoe.hu/alertmap/index2.php [That cool alert map I use]

LISS: http://earthquake.usgs.gov/monitoring/operations/heliplots_gsn.php

Gamma Ray Bursts: http://grb.sonoma.edu/ [Really? You can't figure out what this one is for?]

BARTOL Cosmic Rays: http://neutronm.bartol.udel.edu//spaceweather/welcome.html [Top left box, look for BIG blue circles]

TORCON: http://www.weather.com/news/tornado-torcon-index [Tornado Forecast for the day]

GOES Weather: http://rsd.gsfc.nasa.gov/goes/ [Clouds over America]

INTELLICAST: http://www.intellicast.com/ [Weather site used by many youtubers]

NASA News: http://science.nasa.gov/science-news/science-at-nasa/

PHYSORG: http://phys.org/ [GREAT News Site!]

Always Check the Foreign News Sources as well!!!
Iran: Mehr News, TehranTimes
China: Xinhua, China.org, Chinadaily
Russia: Ria Novosti
Israel: Jerusalem Post, Israel National News, Haaretz
M/E: ArabNews, AlJazeera

Image by Mezza - A strangled tree on South Arm Road Raleigh South /  http://www.flickr.com/photos/melonpopzdropz/7188961449/in/photostream/
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Sunday, June 10, 2012

"The half-wise, recognizing the comparative unreality of the Universe, imagine that they may defy its Laws"

 "Such are vain and presumptuous fools, and they are broken against the rocks and torn asunder by the elements by reason of their folly.
The truly wise, knowing the nature of the Universe, use Law against laws; the higher against the lower; and by the Art of Alchemy transmute that which is undesirable into that which is worthy, and thus triumph.
Mastery consists not in abnormal dreams, visions and fantastic imaginings or living, but in using the higher forces against the lower — escaping the pains of the lower planes by vibrating on the higher.
Transmutation, not presumptuous denial, is the weapon of the Master." 

 The Kybalion.

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Looking..

It has been another day of learning and researching.  Not much different to any other day,  except for one thing.   Today Danny Wilton of Starscream / put up a very simple explanation to clear things up and it was perfect.  It is how I looked at things.   I didn't get that big out of proportion.   I tend to use the word symbiotic because that is how it is for me.  I see everything we experience as symbiosis.  I also see that I do have some amount of control over my mind.  Every thought has a positive or negative charge.  Kerry Riley taught me this twenty seven years ago.  I understand that we can control the mind.   I may not have done this myself but  my children's father walked on fire.  He did this a few times and I witnessed this and so I believe this capacity we are capable of without hesitation.

I saw how walking on fire which other's perceive on the mental level as impossible became possible.  It wasn't something that occurred immediately.  It took many many hours of preparation and meditation before such feats could be achieved.  One had to be very sure that there were only two things in existence in their mind  which is in this plane.  Fear and Love.   Fear is what makes the fire burn you.  It was pretty awesome stuff and I am glad that I was part of this at the time.  I am glad to understand that they had to not fear the fire but love the fire for this to be possible.   I felt special just being the wife of someone who understood this principal.  I was still full of fear myself and didn't dare try it.  This is kind of typical of me though.  It didn't stop me from understanding the lessons though.

Watch Danny's Video explaining the kybalion here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=30eK2_hMkM0

Today I will look at this much closer.  I need to escape the pain of the lower vibrating area's of my life. I will escape its dangers by moving closer to nature and feeling the joy that nature brings to me.  Seeing  the oceans waves moving and never stopping.  Knowing that this earth is alive from the very ground we stand on to the water we consume - all alive.  This pulls my vibration away from the lower ebb.  I feel a tingling inside of myself as I feel the Earth's heartbeat inside of me at the same time.  And a smile returns to my face and a lightness into my step.

Everything vibrates.  The vibration of love is the highest of these.  It is my responsibility to bring the ship back on course if I get lost on the high sea's.  No one is going to come get me accept nature itself and to achieve success here I would have to accept the laws of nature for what they are, law.  I have to understand how I got where I was and accept my fate for my decisions.  I see a lot of blame going on.  If blame is to be leveled anywhere it needs to be leveled at the Romans two thousand years ago.  They basically scammed those people who blindly accepted everything without question.  The ones who did question payed with their lives.  Because it was a numbers game, this is made  easy as there were always more of them than us.

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Looking..
In my own life I like how things have changed so dramatically and that I no longer mix with the people who were vibrating so low it used to hurt me.  I am an empath and so it was a challenge for me alone.  I was only able to do this successfully because the male counterpart of this relationship namely Brice, told them to go away.  Now I am not bothered by them at all.  These types are what some call spiritual vampires.  Energy suckers.  They take and take and take and never ever have much of a thought other than for themselves.  I just had to learn how to detach from this and still love them from a distance.

  I would see it big for them and in turn they would see it small for themselves.  This puzzled me.   I see now, that no two people on the planet see anything the same.  That is part of the divine nature of everything too.  This uniqueness of everything and yet it all fits together in such a way.  We may live in the mental and be governed by this but there is nothing stopping us from pushing the limits of this and using our own telepathic powers to think and see the positive and bring this into existence through affirming out loud with voice ( it has a charge too) what we intend to happen and to understand always that in order to bring about change it must be done in the vibration of Love. 

I have always believed in speaking anything I desire into existence.  Cathy (my friend) calls this conjuring.  It works sometimes and sometimes it doesn't.  When it doesn't work I trust that the universe is unfolding as it should and that this was not the right time and to never lose heart because I am only synchronizing and it will come to pass at the correct time for anything else to occur along with this .

I have been told for many years by the correct helping individuals the way to my own heart healing is to be good to myself.  If I continue to place my person in the firing line of such people then I am the reason I guess.  I am a slow learner and this has taken a lot of time.  I understand now how most of this works. Stay away from them and their negative influences.  Yes!, just like electricity these  have a negative charge that comes with those feelings and so I need to get the positive charge not the negative.  I need to be built up and not torn down.  From here on in for the next year things will turn around for me.  I have done the hard yards  and now I will not rest yet but more so I  will actively wait for this to manifest in my life and the lives of others close to me.

A brick placed in the wall is all that is required and the rest will take care of itself.  This is a proven fact for me.

I feel very drawn to break into song here.  The Last Kinnection from Newcastle sing a song called "Are we There Yet".  I guess I am drawn to this at this minute because I am always wondering if we are there yet?  Because everything we see here in this life is a mental construct and we have to follow rules we have live inside of this to function ok while we are here.  There is nothing wrong with recognizing the divine paradox that is playing out at the same time at a higher level.  Stay safe everyone.

A Link to the Kybalion-  http://kybalion.org

Image by Mezza - Looking through the gate near the Pilot House in Urunga

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