Happy Birthday to Montana-Star... we love You!

We always like to make a meme that details where Montana is at in life on her birthday..

This birthday stuff is big news ... to me! I'm her Mumma, that's why!   Yes Montana is having another birthday.   From all of us here, we wish her all the very best for today and the year to come.  I hope for her many more driving lessons and as much happiness she can possibly enjoy peacefully.

Love and hugs from Mumma and Bricee and all of our animals send their love to... Phoenix and Sooty and the new addition birds down the back,  Val-[halla], Gem-[ini] and Attila the Cock.

Images @ Eminpee Fotography

Today is a special day... For Montana and Anaan.

She is the last one.  Jesse has lived with a couple of girls now and so has Matilda lived with a couple of guys and this is the first time for Montana and maybe it will be the only time.  Love can do that to a person.

Today Montana moved into her own place with her long time friend and boyfriend Anaan.  They moved into the little flats in North Bellingen.   I am so excited for them both.  I hope they still want the stuff we have here for them for when they did eventually get their own place.  Toasters and stuff.  I called it the Glory Box.

Anaan and  Montana

Congratulations on this special time and I am glad that you both are together.  I just love that part the best.  Moving in together is a scary time and and exciting time, and a time of very high tension for some.  I hope they are enjoying this time and I hope she took photographs for later on.

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BALDWIN the name

BOLD and BRAVE FRIEND

Beautiful Montana-Star Baldwin.

BALDOVIN   m   Ancient Germanic
Old Germanic form of BALDWIN

BALDOVINO   m   Italian
Italian form of BALDWIN

BALDR   m   Norse Mythology
Old Norse form of BALDER

BALDRIC   m   English (Archaic)
Derived from the Germanic elements bald "bold, brave" and ric "power, rule". The Normans introduced this name to Britain, and it was common in the Middle Ages.

BALDUÍNO   m   Portuguese
Portuguese form of BALDWIN

BALDUINO   m   Spanish
Spanish form of BALDWIN

BALDUR   m   German, Icelandic
German and Icelandic form of BALDER

BALDWIN   m   English, Ancient GermanicDerived from the Germanic elements bald "bold, brave" and win "friend". In the Middle Ages this was a popular name in Flanders and among the Normans, who brought it to Britain. It was borne by one of the leaders of the First Crusade, an 11th-century nobleman from Flanders. After the crusaders conquered Jerusalem, he was crowned as the king of the Kingdom of Jerusalem
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Happy 18th Birthday Montana-Star Christina Baldwin

Today is her 18th Birthday and that is quite a milestone in any of our lives and I remember when I turned 18 and it seems like yesterday really. 

2014 Birthday Meme for Montana-Star's 18th Birthday

Montana has organised a party at her house and all of her friends are coming as well as her sister Matilda who lives in Cessnock South of here.

I am having a special commemorative Happy 18th Birthday Montana Radio Show later on today and that will be wonderful as I use those two hours to dedicate the entire show to her and all of her favorite artists and songs with Stars in the name or something that reminds me of Montana.

So it is official I am the mother of all adult children now.  Montana is my youngest child and now she is an adult too.  She got her "L" Plates last week which is great because now perhaps I can teach her to drive a bit.

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Recycling the Plastic Bags

Recently I have completed a lot of projects all at once and I am very happy with all of these.

I have made a multitude of mats both large and small many friends.  I made a set of car mats for Suzie's new little car and they are fantastic.

 

I crocheted a very large sleeping mat for Montana for Christmas and the end of last year and I never photographed this, I must amend this.

 

Here (pictured) is the large lined bag I put together, my neighbour said it is a work of art and I ought to put it in the show.  I only just finished it and took it with me to the Pilliga Forest road trip.

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FLUME DOMINATES - The guy is a freaking genius!

Bernard Ziel said " If you don't already know him, it's time to commit the name Harley Streten, aka Flume, to memory because he could be about to make ARIA history".   Read More

The first time I heard FLUME I thought wow this young fellow knows what he is doing and he is going to go places for sure>

I was not wrong.  In fact I could not have been more right, so it was pretty cool to see him get 7 aria award nominations.  This is going to break historical Aria Award records.  He most certainly deserves this as every single peice of his work is brilliant.  What a genius he is and so Good Luck Harley ... you must have had a great mum and dad!

I was a proud mother because my daughter got a school award at the latest awards ceremony held at the Bellingen High School.  I attended this with Carol Vernon and met Montana's father there.

Montana's Award

 Images @ Eminpee Fotography

Montana's Major Work for Year 12

She said it was my story,

One side show a large Tree stretching out!

Montana-Star created this felt and I am so amazed with the beauty of this piece and thus the significance that she was looking to capture has been demonstrated in such a way that it is an 'honor' as my friend said ... I was truly filled with Love...and I felt Loved . .

The other side shows the Sky, Mountains, Beach and Ocean.

This is what I stand for.  I stand for the protection of our planet and all of these are in need of protection as daily the government passes laws that take away our Air, Water, Food, Medicine, and out Freedoms.

We are subject to a silent war and largely the slaves are fighting us like we are the enemy.  We are not the enemy.  We are trying to protect what is left before they go too far and it can never be changed.

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Happy Birthday 2bbb Community Radio Bellingen.

Bellingen's Own Triple B FM Local Community Radio. Broadcasting LIVE across the shire on 93.3 and 107.3. Also available online at www.2bbb.net.au.

Mission

We have a commitment to:

Actively encourage participation and experimentation in all aspects of community radio operation by any and all community members, including individuals in such special groups as disabled, aged, housebound, youth, unemployed and sight disabled.

Serve as a channel for the communication and dissemination of information relevant to both the community's and the individual's needs and desires.

Provide comprehensive training in the various facets of broadcasting activities, and the facilities and opportunities to develop and utilise those skills for the benefit of the community.

Produce local news programs and programs of comment on local issues and events which allow participation by representatives of all points of view. Whilst the station's focus is local, its aim is to maintain a clear perspective, and position its coverage objectively and honestly, balanced against the wider backdrop of world events.

Identify and attempt to meet community needs and interests that are not adequately covered by existing media.vi) Register the community's cultural, recreational, education, social, artistic resources, and provide outlets for creative talent.

Promote and present a diversity of quality musical and cultural entertainment.

Provide for a variety in programming so that everyone finds something of interest at some time.

Promote community harmony.

Provide prompt, reliable emergency communications.

Description

2 Triple B FM is a fantastic little Community Radio station based in the wonderfully diverse and beautiful Bellinger Valley. Our team of dedicated volunteers have been broadcasting a wide range of engaging programmes on 93.3 and 107.3 fm for over 27 years. The Voice of the Valley....the Plateau, and the Seaboard!

Memorial Hall Bellingen NSW

Bellingen Memorial Hall in Hyde Street Bellingen, what a wonderful venue for a party for a radio station.  I am sure this would have been perfect

 

I wanted to go but found I couldn't go alone as usual.  I miss out on so much being disabled this way.  It is my own doing and I will undo this the best I can.  Perhaps it is the memories that bring me undone and this is why I cannot face things alone. 

Montana and myself on air at 2bbb

I would have loved to have attended this with Montana and anyone that Montana cared to bring along to help celebrate this most awesome occasion.  I lifted a drink at home instead and thought about everyone having fun up at the Mem Hall.  I was there in spirit because my thoughts were there.

Dj Mezza LoL!

I love Radio,  I love Music,  I love talking, I love talking about subjects, I am not afraid to speak, I am happy when I do my radio show.

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Happy Birthday Jesse.. Congratulations on your Graduation Montana

All on the same day... It certainly was a big day for all of us.  I was emotional but I tried to hide it the best I could but I know that is just a hopeless task as I shed tears so freely because of those high emotions and the fact that I am in touch with my heart energy and sometimes it fairly zings inside of me and tears just well in response to this.

Montana sitting behind her principal Mr Goudella.

Montana looking really shocked getting her congratulations from Bob Stockton (retired Principal)

 Montana's Principal changed this year.  Mr Stockton retired.  He had been principal for so many years that I have lost count, however  and Mr Bob Stockton was on hand to do awards although he is retired.

This was on Jesses Crib in the Wesley Hospital Brisbane when he was born in 1988

I didn't contact Jesse for his birthday, more to the exact truth I could't as I have no contact phone number or address to even send him a birthday card.  He not only de-friended me on facebook but he also blocked me.

So it was not a good thing to happen right before his birthday.  But that was the result of my emotive outburst to that foolish Rodgers fellah!

Still and all I wish Jesse all the best for his birthday and for the coming year of his life as he is now 25 years old and no longer a young lad.  He is now a man.  I have never seen him as a man, 

I wonder when he is going to start acting like a man and give some respect and some credit to his mother who is not any of the things he has been led down the garden path to believe. 

How ever there is no mistakes and so this is a learning lesson for all of us and that includes him as well.  I must continue to sit with this and let the universe take its course.

Jesse on his first day at school. 
Jesse's Birthday that year was fun! It was a great party!  he turned Five.

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Numerology and the study of Number's.

Montana had a hand in this.

Numerology is any study of the purported divine, mystical or other special relationship between a number and some coinciding observed (or perceived) events.

It has many systems and traditions and beliefs. Numerology and numerological divination by systems such as isopsephy were popular among early mathematicians, such as Pythagoras, but are no longer considered part of mathematics and are regarded as pseudomathematics or pseudoscience by modern scientists.

Today, numerology is often associated with the paranormal, alongside astrology and similar divinatory arts.
Despite the long history of numerological ideas, the word "numerology" is not recorded in English before c.1907.  Wiki

333 — The Ascended Masters are near you, desiring you to know that you have their help, love and companionship. Call upon the Ascended Masters often, especially when you see the number 3 patterns around you. Some of the more famous Ascended Masters include: Jesus, Moses, Mary, Quan Yin and Yogananda.

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How Relaxing is Fishing?

Montana's Tiny Fish (Bream)

Yellowfin Bream Acanthopagrus australis

Totally relaxing and I could fish and fish and fish.  Today we went down below my house here in Urunga and Anaan and Montana and I just fished for a few hours.    I caught the first fish of the day with a whiting, then another and then a bream and then another larger bream,  Montana and Anaan caught the same.
We pumped yabbies up from the under the sand and used these for bait.  I did a smashing job of  putting my own bait on.   I had to get serious because I am pretty fail at this usually.
For more information : FISHING and AQUACULTURE
Distribution - Yellowfin bream are found along the NSW coast, as well as in Queensland and Victoria. Bream inhabit estuaries up to the brackish water limit (the change from salt to freshwater) and inshore rocky reef habitats near ocean beaches and rocky headlands.
Size - Maximum weight of 4kg and a length of 60 cm.
Characteristics - Yellowfin bream have a silver to olive-green body with yellowish pectoral, ventral and anal fins. They are opportunistic feeders with their diet including small crabs, prawns, molluscs, pipis and small fish.
Confusing species - Black bream (Acanthopagrus butcheri) are found in NSW waters up to the Myall Lakes though are more common in Victoria and the south of the state. Yellowfin bream have a deeper body and a higher snout than black bream and have yellow ventral fins. Tarwhine have rounded, convex heads and a gold spot on each scale giving the fish a series of longitudinal bands. Tarwhine are found along the coast of New South Wales.

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Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.

John 8:32  New Testament Bible

But a truth is something that is unique to each individual.  Everyone has  their own truths, and as Lenin said - "A lie touted enough times will eventually become truth".

Is this what we are accepting as our world view now?  Are we ready to accept lies at truth because it is more comfortable to go along with the masses.  Is it to your advantage to agree with the popular people? Or does this agree with your arrogance of nature?  Does it make you feel supreme?

You may well think that this is the way to go.   You have neglected to think about the situations fully, instead you have opted for popular thought and gone against your own grain.  You know deep down that it is wrong.  Still, it is nice to be popular.  The moment you make this decision, you are a sellout!

When you go with popular thought, you just sold out on yourself and sold your soul.  Selling out oneeself is what everyone is doing these days.  It is profitable to do so and it stops others knowing that your thoughts may be different to the thoughts of  those around you.

We attach ourselves to symbols of security and to objects and brands in the hope this will bring about a feeling of security within our selves .  We are scrambling now because they are not owned by the same companies.  They kept the branding as a form of hoodwinking you.  You feel comfortable being hoodwinked.  Vegemite is still Vegemite because it says so.  Is this right?  No, in effect it is not the same as it is now made with profit in mind and not with love as it was made in the beginning. 

A nation proud of its unique place in the world known for Vegemite.  Now it is none of these and not owned by Australia anymore.  You are not owned by Australia anymore.  Would you have accepted the lies of these leaders twenty years ago?  Somehow the belly of the world is hungry.  Hungry for morality and truth.  Everywhere around there is pain and suffering and talk of economy and its benefits.

The so called economy seems only to benefit the super rich.  We are still broke week after week no matter who makes the economy.  This week if I have less money then I have less butter on my toast and perhaps this week I may not be able to afford the electricity and so I may have less butter on my bread. 

I hold some grave concerns for the children that I birthed from my belly.  They are not with me and they are not being kept up to speed with truth.  Instead they are being pumped with dead words of lies that have been touted now for a couple of thousand years and the true meaning of the tout has been lost in antiquity.

The true nature of the entire bible is astrological.  From start to finish it is astrological in nature and tells of the universe but it is severly allegorical and so many are taking it as a literal word.  The symbolism is beautiful and the truth is there but it is not the truth you will be told if you go to church.

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First release all past thought patterns and repressed emotions from our cellular memory.

 We need to do this to change our old restricted thought patterns, so that we can manifest our goals and desires faster.  Mihael Simic
 

 

 Clearing the negative energy blockages from my system helps me to fully open up to receive new vibrant energy which replenishes and heals my physical, mental and emotional system from all past victimization's, guilt and anger.  There are only two emotions available and that is Fear and Love. 

Everything comes from those two alone.  Because of the inflictions by others I have lived primarily in a place of fear to protect my self.  I have been over hyper vigilant and there is time now for this to cease.  It is time to let go and let this all take place just as it should.  Spirit will find spirit and I must rest easy in  the knowledge of this simplicity of nature.

Montana's visit was pretty good really but it is clear to see that I am still caught up in some old fear patterns.  It was good to be able to talk to John though and communicate like he was a human being again.  He is the father of my children and really that is all that concerns me.  I am always feeling a level of concern.  This is what has to change. It is all in perfect timing and its all what needs to be.  Just let love be love and spirit be spirit.

PS Happiness is the name I called Jesse when he was inside of my belly,  I didn't know if he was a boy or a girl and so his name was just happiness.  He was referred to as this from almost the beginning.

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