“Sharing tales of those we've lost is how we keep from really losing them.”

~Mitch Albom~    For One More Day

Yesterday was a bad day. The worst!   If I may be permitted to utter such words.  My friends have lost their baby girl to SIDS. ( Sudden Infant Death Syndrome).   I am devastated as is everyone and of course most of all are the parents of this little angel called home so soon.

I am very sad for Malachi and Belle and I think this is the saddest thing a couple can face together.  She was a little hero. A true little warrior for the earth.  Perhaps this earth was too cruel for such an angel of her caliber and standing in the universe.  We don't own them and they are only lent to us as people always are telling.  I have lost two children, not to death but to a horrible miscarriage of justice.
I cry each day for the loss of them, it is a living hell on Earth losing someone you love just so so much.

We are lifting these guys and their families up at this time in a prayer of celebration of Marlee's beautiful  life here on our planet Gaia.  May she light the paths of heaven for us all .... R I P Marlee Rose Corcoran.  12.05.12  29.10.12

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First release all past thought patterns and repressed emotions from our cellular memory.

 We need to do this to change our old restricted thought patterns, so that we can manifest our goals and desires faster.  Mihael Simic
 

 

 Clearing the negative energy blockages from my system helps me to fully open up to receive new vibrant energy which replenishes and heals my physical, mental and emotional system from all past victimization's, guilt and anger.  There are only two emotions available and that is Fear and Love. 

Everything comes from those two alone.  Because of the inflictions by others I have lived primarily in a place of fear to protect my self.  I have been over hyper vigilant and there is time now for this to cease.  It is time to let go and let this all take place just as it should.  Spirit will find spirit and I must rest easy in  the knowledge of this simplicity of nature.

Montana's visit was pretty good really but it is clear to see that I am still caught up in some old fear patterns.  It was good to be able to talk to John though and communicate like he was a human being again.  He is the father of my children and really that is all that concerns me.  I am always feeling a level of concern.  This is what has to change. It is all in perfect timing and its all what needs to be.  Just let love be love and spirit be spirit.

PS Happiness is the name I called Jesse when he was inside of my belly,  I didn't know if he was a boy or a girl and so his name was just happiness.  He was referred to as this from almost the beginning.

Images @ Melonpopzdropz Flickr

Joining the Union in Bellingen 2012

I just came back from wandering. Taking long walks or going on long journeys don't seem to make an iota of difference. 

Was I ever a mother? Being caught inside of this senselessness, it seems so much like a frightening movie

. The soundtrack isn't well written either. If only I could be somewhere else because I only exist inside of this loneliness of missing the people I loved the most ever! I grieve the loss of my children I grew inside of me and nursed at my breast for so long, and I am told "Dont Cry"! Why? Why is it so abnormal to cry for the ones you love and for what you grieve for and to endure a pain of loss so immense, it's all consuming and it scares me to death.

On the other Hill in 2012 

Image by James Caws 

Sad how CASH moves everything around so fast...

For all the unbelievably sad and unfair stories I have heard,  I have seen little public protest against this damage and destruction. Justin Field.

I flew over so many holes in the ground like this one above I had actually lost count.  To carve up the oldest land in the world is beyond the comprehension of most people.

Coal Seam Gas is unethical to the environment and its people.  Coal Seam Gas is not for AUSTRALIAN PEOPLE, it is for export.

Image by Mezza -  TRAGIC Mining In AUSTRALIA ..

Demonic Angels

by Tara Kay & Chelsey

 The awesome dawn sky, a photo by Images @ Melonpopzdropz on Flickr.

Demonic Angels

These graveled palms are bleeding the truth as
My knees still brush the pavements...
for I have fallen too many times to care.

And like you...labored scars are birthed upon my skin
as frayed bandages cradle their existence
while I attempt to hide what I cannot feel...

How crazy is that?
That all this self-inflicted pain leads to nothing...
Nothing but ruin, inside and out?

I know we should try to breathe
the air of happiness...

As these souls could use a cleansing
of enrichment and success
to rid this attack of failure
on our torn up bones of fatal structure.

But prayers don't reach Him,
and if they did he'd cast us aside
as victims of life...

Because the damned don't enter Heaven
and the wicked are to be stoned.
My spirit is engulfed with misery and in completion...

Unlike yours floating somewhere free...
How can we be angels?
How can I be me?

www.poems-and-quotes.com/author.html?id=18324

It is very strange windy weather.  But July has always been windy.  The solar winds are whipping into action plenty for us to be interested in.  Stay in doors at this time during the middle of the day when the solar plasma raining in on you is at a maximum.  This isn't good for you at present.  Stick with dawn and sunset as safe viewing times to be any where near the sun.  It has been said this stuff can change your very DNA.  I am not in a position to risk that at my age.  I am flawed enough already,  I say that humorously!

Image by Mezza - Flagpole  bathed in the light of Venus at Dawn in Urunga in July Monochrome