Happy Birthday Billy and Bags .... shine on in our hearts.

My mother said to me a few days before she passed, "I thought that you would be the one who would hate me the most and you ended up being the one who loved me the most". She thought I would hate her because she had ten children and she had to leave me at four months alone on the bed. I was separated from everyone. She was so relieved that I am not that sort of person and perhaps after that she was able to pass peacefully. I never met my mummy "Bags" until I was over 18 or so maybe 19 .. Have you ever seen a dry plant that some one finally gave some water to?. That was me. I was so grateful to my BF at the time who helped me find her. It's why I am a bit of a weirdo you know, everything was just a bit crazy. I knew my daddy "Billy", he was a true legend but the war damaged him. I never saw him walk, he was a paraplegic, he had an accident just a couple of months before I was born. I always knew people hated me because I was so badly in the way of it all. I carried that feeling throughout my life until I learned more about myself and the connection to the All. My daddy went star ward when I was 12, it felt too soon. It was in fact too soon for both of them although in real terms we are on a journey that doesn't end here and so I got no call on whether its good or bad in that sense. I know they watch over us all, I sense it from time to time, certain kooky things happen and I smile. The other thing this means, is my friends have been my family forever. I'm grateful for the beauty everyone of these people imparted into my life and for sharing your families with me and sharing my parents birthday with me today

 Images @ Eminpee Fotography

“Sharing tales of those we've lost is how we keep from really losing them.”

~Mitch Albom~    For One More Day

Yesterday was a bad day. The worst!   If I may be permitted to utter such words.  My friends have lost their baby girl to SIDS. ( Sudden Infant Death Syndrome).   I am devastated as is everyone and of course most of all are the parents of this little angel called home so soon.

I am very sad for Malachi and Belle and I think this is the saddest thing a couple can face together.  She was a little hero. A true little warrior for the earth.  Perhaps this earth was too cruel for such an angel of her caliber and standing in the universe.  We don't own them and they are only lent to us as people always are telling.  I have lost two children, not to death but to a horrible miscarriage of justice.
I cry each day for the loss of them, it is a living hell on Earth losing someone you love just so so much.

We are lifting these guys and their families up at this time in a prayer of celebration of Marlee's beautiful  life here on our planet Gaia.  May she light the paths of heaven for us all .... R I P Marlee Rose Corcoran.  12.05.12  29.10.12

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