"Matilda Mother"

.."Matilda Mother" is a song by British psychedelic rock band Pink Floyd, and is featured on their debut album, The Piper at the Gates of Dawn (1967).
 

Written by Syd Barrett, the song is sung mostly by Richard Wright with Barrett joining in on choruses and singing the whole last verse.

 The lyrics quote fragments of fairy tales as read from a book to the singer by his mother ("read the scribbly black", referring to writing in a book as a child sees it), and in the chorus he implores her to "tell me more". Some critics argue that "Matilda Mother" represents a common theme in Barrett's work: his nostalgia for childhood and awareness that it could not be regained

 Barrett originally wrote the song around verses from Hilaire Belloc's Cautionary Tales, in which a series of naughty children, including Matilda, receive their (often gruesome) comeuppance. He was forced to rewrite and re-record the track when Belloc's estate unexpectedly denied permission to use these lyrics.

I feel like the Piper at the Gates of Dawn when I walk onto that wooden footbridge and it is still dark.  I begin my journey towards the sun.  The reason why I photograph the suns rising.  Every day that the sun rises should be celebrated and I celebrate the fact that I am a Matilda Mother.. I am also a Montana Mother and a Jesse Mother but in this instance I am reminded of the talk of the planets in the beginning of the Album that the song Matilda Mother is featured on.  What an awesome album released in 1967 and what an awesome dawn today was released in 2012.
 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Matilda_Mother#cite_note-2


Image by Mezza - Dawn over the rivers in Urunga 2012

"Matilda Mother"

.."Matilda Mother" is a song by British psychedelic rock band Pink Floyd, and is featured on their debut album, The Piper at the Gates of Dawn (1967).
 

Written by Syd Barrett, the song is sung mostly by Richard Wright with Barrett joining in on choruses and singing the whole last verse.

 The lyrics quote fragments of fairy tales as read from a book to the singer by his mother ("read the scribbly black", referring to writing in a book as a child sees it), and in the chorus he implores her to "tell me more". Some critics argue that "Matilda Mother" represents a common theme in Barrett's work: his nostalgia for childhood and awareness that it could not be regained

 Barrett originally wrote the song around verses from Hilaire Belloc's Cautionary Tales, in which a series of naughty children, including Matilda, receive their (often gruesome) comeuppance. He was forced to rewrite and re-record the track when Belloc's estate unexpectedly denied permission to use these lyrics.

I feel like the Piper at the Gates of Dawn when I walk onto that wooden footbridge and it is still dark.  I begin my journey towards the sun.  The reason why I photograph the suns rising.  Every day that the sun rises should be celebrated and I celebrate the fact that I am a Matilda Mother.. I am also a Montana Mother and a Jesse Mother but in this instance I am reminded of the talk of the planets in the beginning of the Album that the song Matilda Mother is featured on.  What an awesome album released in 1967 and what an awesome dawn today was released in 2012.
 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Matilda_Mother#cite_note-2


Image by Mezza - Dawn over the rivers in Urunga 2012

The Biblical name for angel, מלאך mal'ach, which translates simply as "messenger,"

May the angel who redeems me from all evil, bless the children, and let my name be named in them, and the name of my fathers Abraham and Isaac, and let them flourish like fish for multitude in the midst of the land. 

(Genesis 48:16)

 In Zoroastrianism there are different angel-like figures. For example, each person has one guardian angel, called Fravashi. They patronise human beings and other creatures, and also manifest God’s energy.

I like to craft things from virtually nothing, creating something useful from what others may term as rubbish or view with little or no importance.  It is within that framework of this that I try to find the original beauty from the elemets presented to me.

Pictured is part of this work and the beads seemingly took on a persona of an angel.  As soon as it was hung in the window I saw her and I felt compelled to say hello and bring her to the fore.

We all know angels hang out in strange places.  This angel seems to want to hang out in my back window, what a treat.  It is nice in the sun in this window and that is why I like it here also.


When the creative wave washed over me I tend to create something.  This time it was the Angel!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angels

Images @ Eminpee Fotography 

The Biblical name for angel, מלאך mal'ach, which translates simply as "messenger,"

May the angel who redeems me from all evil, bless the children, and let my name be named in them, and the name of my fathers Abraham and Isaac, and let them flourish like fish for multitude in the midst of the land. 

(Genesis 48:16)

In Zoroastrianism there are different angel-like figures. For example, each person has one guardian angel, called Fravashi. They patronise human beings and other creatures, and also manifest God’s energy.

I often make things from virtually nothing creating something useful from what others may term as rubbish or view with little or no esteem.  It is within these things that I try to find the original beauty from the pieces elements as presented to me.
I have all of my beads out on the table and I have been waiting for that wave to overcome me as it does and when it does is when I create these decals.  I love them and I love to make them from various materials.

Pictured above is part of the base of one of these and the beads seemingly took on a persona of an angel.  As soon as it was hung in the window I saw her and I felt compelled to say hello.
We all know angels hang out in strange places.  This angel seems to want to hang out in my back window and I love her and think she is quite lovely.  I think she likes the sun like I do and that is why she has chosen to hang out here with me in this spot.

I will get this wave I talk about and it is a creative wave.  I tend to call it the zone.  It isn't something I can manipulate though.  It comes and when it comes I do not have much control as I will create the most amazing things no matter where I am or whatever is at my disposal.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angels

Image by Mezza - Part of one of the window decals I made. 

What a glorious morning for a Friday

"One's ideas must be as broad as Nature if they are to interpret Nature," he answered. 

Sir Arthur Conan Doyle from A Study in Scarlet

Color boosted hill image... sometimes it looks like this really

What a glorious morning today has been so far.  I didn't sun-gaze  at the beach today.  I have had too many insect bites recently and so I decided to stay close to home and gaze into the sun.  I need to settle my mind as I do this.  It is funny because you would think this easy.  Well it isn't easy.  It is hard to still your mind for even just five seconds.  I need to close my eyes and see myself that is all I have to do.  Holding that image of myself is the part that isn't easy for me.  I keep trying though because in my heart I am already doing this so it works whether I do it properly or not because I have seen myself do this in my minds eye.  

Just staying up on the hill in the morning is different from tangling with the insects further down below.  Sometimes I like the view from here.  I can see the sun sooner.  I can see the sun clearer as well.  Tomorrow I will really be calm and settle and go with an expectant heart always that what you see in your minds eye will manifest into reality. 

http://www.litquotes.com/quote_author_resp.php?AName=Sir%20Arthur%20Conan%20Doyle&page=12

Image by Mezza - On the Hill boost juice style

What a glorious morning for a Friday

"One's ideas must be as broad as Nature if they are to interpret Nature," he answered. 

Sir Arthur Conan Doyle from A Study in Scarlet

Colourful image of On the Hill

What a glorious morning today has been so far.  I didn't sun-gaze  at the beach today.  I have had too many insect bites recently and so I decided to stay close to home and gaze into the sun.  I need to settle my mind as I do this.

 It is funny because you would think this easy.  Well it isn't easy.  It is hard to still your mind for even just five seconds.  I need to close my eyes and see myself that is all I have to do.  Holding that image of myself is the part that isn't easy for me.  I keep trying though because in my heart I am already doing this so it works whether I do it properly or not because I have seen myself do this in my minds eye.

A day of Hunting and gathering off the hill

The horse and cart / Mafia staff car

The day had finally come, EEEKK there was no toilet paper left!  The tissue box was strategically placed in view in the loo.  This all meant one thing.  We have to go shopping.  Breathe deeply and face this,  Leaving the house for the both of us at once is always an ordeal.  Going shopping is difficult.  But we sat down and wrote the customary list .. I made two columns for the two supermarkets we were visiting.  Scoured the house for missing items and set off.

Woolworths (supermarket) 

Aldi (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

We went to Aldi first and then to Woolworth's so this is the reason for two columns.  Aldi being the best place to buy lots of things like canned tomatoes and butter and sugar.  We get a tray of each of these and that is a lot in the trolley.




 We loaded this in to the car and set off down town for the rest of our stores for the next 3 months at Woolworth's. Its nice, there is undercover parking. On the way home we stopped for Subway and we went halves in a foot long.  I won't need dinner I thought.  I didn't either just as I thought.  They are very filling and a wonderful takeaway substitute to Macca's etc.  Fresh salads have to be better.

The impatient pooch

Coming home was fine till we got to  my own street corner.   I was yelled at by another driver and given the finger.  My nose had poked out too far at the give way sign.  It is a strange corner and it is not easy to see.  This was the reason for my cars placement as I don't flaunt the law.  I was feeling very crushed from this experience. 

We unpacked our huge days worth of shopping and sat down to a well needed cuppa and to get mauled by the dog who missed us as usual if both of us leave at once.

Images by Mezza - Unless otherwise specified

A day of Hunting and gathering off the hill

The horse and cart / Mafia staff car

The day had finally come, EEEKK there was no toilet paper left!  The tissue box was strategically placed in view in the loo.  This all meant one thing.  We have to go shopping.  Breathe deeply and face this,  Leaving the house for the both of us at once is always an ordeal.  Going shopping is difficult.  But we sat down and wrote the customary list .. I made two columns for the two supermarkets we were visiting.  Scoured the house for missing items and set off.

Woolworths (supermarket) 

Aldi (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

We went to Aldi first and then to Woolworth's so this is the reason for two columns.  Aldi being the best place to buy lots of things like canned tomatoes and butter and sugar.  We get a tray of each of these and that is a lot in the trolley.




 We loaded this in to the car and set off down town for the rest of our stores for the next 3 months at Woolworth's. Its nice, there is undercover parking. On the way home we stopped for Subway and we went halves in a foot long.  I won't need dinner I thought.  I didn't either just as I thought.  They are very filling and a wonderful takeaway substitute to Macca's etc.  Fresh salads have to be better.

The impatient pooch

Coming home was fine till we got to  my own street corner.   I was yelled at by another driver and given the finger.  My nose had poked out too far at the give way sign.  It is a strange corner and it is not easy to see.  This was the reason for my cars placement as I don't flaunt the law.  I was feeling very crushed from this experience. 

We unpacked our huge days worth of shopping and sat down to a well needed cuppa and to get mauled by the dog who missed us as usual if both of us leave at once.

Images by Mezza - Unless otherwise specified

Is there an Up Side to being Blue or Sad?

What is an  Inextricable Dimension of Pain?  Are these two things connected?

Firstly, inextricable pain is a trauma from missing someone beyond words.  It leaves one with an inextricable circumstance that seems to have no end.  It seemingly goes on and on and on. It appears hopelessly tangled unable to be sorted or processed.

 Sometimes seeing and hearing something remote from the original  situation is enough to trigger painful memories.  That is the weird part.  Sometimes its just a smell or a song or a word or seeing another person  that will do it.  Setting off a conveyor line of unwanted bodily responses to this stimuli. Leaving your head feeling like it's swimming.  Leaving you feeling kind of blue.


On a more positive note there is a theory that feeling blue produces certain qualities in people not otherwise found.  These qualities do have a positive because a correlation between depression and a particular type of problem solving were evident in studies done by a Swiss / American / German group.

Blue is a colour, the perception of which is evoked by light having a spectrum dominated by energy with a wavelength of roughly 450–490 nanometers.  I mentioned this in an earlier blog on the colour Blue.  I have been exploring the idea of this vibration of energy in the human body may show up as blue in Kirlian Photography .  Perhaps a blue hue is evident here when one is crying or feels like crying.

While I still don't know why,  I still find that Blue is still overly representative of being down or depressed, because in the English language, blue often represents the human emotion of sadness, eg., "He was feeling blue". In German, on the other hand, to be "blue" (blau sein) is to be drunk. This could derive from the ancient use of urine (which is produced copiously by the human body after drinking alcohol) in dyeing cloth blue with woad or indigo.

So still I don't know why.  It may also be in relation to rain, which is usually regarded as a trigger of depressive emotions. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blue

I think that sadness does produce results of a kind synonymous only while that emotion is present.  I have produced some of my best creative work while being in this state of mind.  Therefore I find it safe to assume that like everything else in this life  it (sadness) needs to be evident for balance where human emotions are concerned.  If one is totally happy and lifted 100% then there is a further need to find more happiness.  Such is the nature of the beast. (humanity)

Image by Mezza - The Bay is Blue.

Is there an Up Side to being Blue or Sad?

What is an  Inextricable Dimension of Pain?  Are these two things connected?

Firstly, inextricable pain is a trauma from missing someone beyond words.  It leaves one with an inextricable circumstance that seems to have no end.  It seemingly goes on and on and on. It appears hopelessly tangled unable to be sorted or processed.

 Sometimes seeing and hearing something remote from the original  situation is enough to trigger painful memories.  That is the weird part.  Sometimes its just a smell or a song or a word or seeing another person  that will do it.  Setting off a conveyor line of unwanted bodily responses to this stimuli. Leaving your head feeling like it's swimming.  Leaving you feeling kind of blue.


On a more positive note there is a theory that feeling blue produces certain qualities in people not otherwise found.  These qualities do have a positive because a correlation between depression and a particular type of problem solving were evident in studies done by a Swiss / American / German group.

Blue is a colour, the perception of which is evoked by light having a spectrum dominated by energy with a wavelength of roughly 450–490 nanometers.  I mentioned this in an earlier blog on the colour Blue.  I have been exploring the idea of this vibration of energy in the human body may show up as blue in Kirlian Photography .  Perhaps a blue hue is evident here when one is crying or feels like crying.

While I still don't know why,  I still find that Blue is still overly representative of being down or depressed, because in the English language, blue often represents the human emotion of sadness, eg., "He was feeling blue". In German, on the other hand, to be "blue" (blau sein) is to be drunk. This could derive from the ancient use of urine (which is produced copiously by the human body after drinking alcohol) in dyeing cloth blue with woad or indigo.

So still I don't know why.  It may also be in relation to rain, which is usually regarded as a trigger of depressive emotions. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blue

I think that sadness does produce results of a kind synonymous only while that emotion is present.  I have produced some of my best creative work while being in this state of mind.  Therefore I find it safe to assume that like everything else in this life  it (sadness) needs to be evident for balance where human emotions are concerned.  If one is totally happy and lifted 100% then there is a further need to find more happiness.  Such is the nature of the beast. (humanity)

Image by Mezza - The Bay is Blue.

LYME DISEASE IS HERE despite what the government wants you to think!

Doctors algorithm for Australian Lyme-like disease (Photo credit: Wikipedia) Why is the Health Department fighting this? Why are they so quick to say this does not exist in Australia when it clearly does.  What is their motivation for this?

I have been bitten by some ticks last year and was taken to hospital with an Anaphylactic shock reaction to the bite.  My throat swelled and various other parts of my body and I was very ill.  I had to get an ambulance as I was unable to operate a motor vehicle.  I don't display all the symptom's all the time but I for one do know that that tick affected me.  I now have a strange reaction to even the smallest bite of anything and I am 52 years old and I have never been affected this way before.

It is debilitating.  I have strange symptomatology and I am glad that someone is at least seeing through the crap and giving people relief.. I have to be careful because I seem to swell just hearing an insect, and I was never this way before and this is what has lead me to look into this fact that there is something going on with the ticks in Australia.

Also I see fit to say to our CSIRO that if you think these ticks are in Indonesia and not here then you haven't taken notice of your lessons and at one stage there was a land bridge between these two land masses so it is feasible they are here and have adapted as the situations environmentally changed and now we have what we know as the Paralysis tick and it is lethal to some.  This is what I think as a non doctor person that this Lyme disease is caused from being bitten by this tick.

I am not alone as I have found that there is a doctor nearby to where I live who also believes this and he risking his neck going out on a limb the way he is.  I am so glad that Doctor Gull Herzberg is standing up to the Health Department and their ability to manipulate reality to the rest of the mere mortals.   Thank You Gull.

What is Lyme Disease... well its a mixture of things and so I will briefly dictate as follows:
Lyme disease, or Lyme borreliosis, is an emerging infectious disease caused by at least three species of bacteria belonging to the genus Borrelia.  Borrelia is transmitted to humans by the bite of infected ticks belonging to a few species of the genus Ixodes ("hard ticks").

 Early symptoms may include fever, headache, fatigue, depression, and a characteristic circular skin rash called erythema migrans (EM). Left untreated, later symptoms may involve the joints, heart, and central nervous system. In most cases, the infection and its symptoms are eliminated by antibiotics, especially if the illness is treated early. Delayed or inadequate treatment can lead to the more serious symptoms, which can be disabling and difficult to treat.
  

http://www.bmcdobermanns.com/veterinaryinformation.htm

Giving ticks the flick

First and foremost, avoid tick habitat. Wear light-coloured clothing (so you can see them); tuck your shirt inside your pants, and pants inside socks; check your body regularly; and use repellents (20-30 per cent DEET or picaridin).

Different experts recommend different methods for removal of ticks, and there have been no studies to compare them. Health departments advise pulling ticks out with tweezers close to the skin. To minimise an allergic reaction, some specialists advise not to manipulate the tick, but spray it with a synthetic pyrethroid or dab it with Lyclear (a scabies treatment) and allow it to die and drop off. Those who may suffer a severe allergic reaction should only remove a tick under medical supervision.

 

http://www.mecfs-vic.org.au/lyme-disease-compensation-today-tonight

lhttp://www.smh.com.au/national/lyme-mystery-ticks-all-the-boxes-20100723-10ora.html

http://www.bellingencourier.com.au/news/national/national/general/battle-for-laura-doctors-take-on-nsw-health-over-girls-crippling-disease/2460755.aspx

 

Related articles

• Iceman may have suffered from Lyme disease - msnbc.com (msnbc.msn.com)
• How can Lyme disease be prevented and controlled? (medicalxpress.com)
• Lyme Disease Surge Predicted for the Northeastern U.S. (suzirow.wordpress.com)

LYME DISEASE IS HERE despite what the government wants you to think!

Doctors algorithm for Australian Lyme-like disease (Photo credit: Wikipedia) Why is the Health Department fighting this? Why are they so quick to say this does not exist in Australia when it clearly does.  What is their motivation for this?

I have been bitten by some ticks last year and was taken to hospital with an Anaphylactic shock reaction to the bite.  My throat swelled and various other parts of my body and I was very ill.  I had to get an ambulance as I was unable to operate a motor vehicle.  I don't display all the symptom's all the time but I for one do know that that tick affected me.  I now have a strange reaction to even the smallest bite of anything and I am 52 years old and I have never been affected this way before.

It is debilitating.  I have strange symptomatology and I am glad that someone is at least seeing through the crap and giving people relief.. I have to be careful because I seem to swell just hearing an insect, and I was never this way before and this is what has lead me to look into this fact that there is something going on with the ticks in Australia.

Also I see fit to say to our CSIRO that if you think these ticks are in Indonesia and not here then you haven't taken notice of your lessons and at one stage there was a land bridge between these two land masses so it is feasible they are here and have adapted as the situations environmentally changed and now we have what we know as the Paralysis tick and it is lethal to some.  This is what I think as a non doctor person that this Lyme disease is caused from being bitten by this tick.

I am not alone as I have found that there is a doctor nearby to where I live who also believes this and he risking his neck going out on a limb the way he is.  I am so glad that Doctor Gull Herzberg is standing up to the Health Department and their ability to manipulate reality to the rest of the mere mortals.   Thank You Gull.

What is Lyme Disease... well its a mixture of things and so I will briefly dictate as follows:
Lyme disease, or Lyme borreliosis, is an emerging infectious disease caused by at least three species of bacteria belonging to the genus Borrelia.  Borrelia is transmitted to humans by the bite of infected ticks belonging to a few species of the genus Ixodes ("hard ticks").

 Early symptoms may include fever, headache, fatigue, depression, and a characteristic circular skin rash called erythema migrans (EM). Left untreated, later symptoms may involve the joints, heart, and central nervous system. In most cases, the infection and its symptoms are eliminated by antibiotics, especially if the illness is treated early. Delayed or inadequate treatment can lead to the more serious symptoms, which can be disabling and difficult to treat.
  

http://www.bmcdobermanns.com/veterinaryinformation.htm

Giving ticks the flick

First and foremost, avoid tick habitat. Wear light-coloured clothing (so you can see them); tuck your shirt inside your pants, and pants inside socks; check your body regularly; and use repellents (20-30 per cent DEET or picaridin).

Different experts recommend different methods for removal of ticks, and there have been no studies to compare them. Health departments advise pulling ticks out with tweezers close to the skin. To minimise an allergic reaction, some specialists advise not to manipulate the tick, but spray it with a synthetic pyrethroid or dab it with Lyclear (a scabies treatment) and allow it to die and drop off. Those who may suffer a severe allergic reaction should only remove a tick under medical supervision.

 

http://www.mecfs-vic.org.au/lyme-disease-compensation-today-tonight

lhttp://www.smh.com.au/national/lyme-mystery-ticks-all-the-boxes-20100723-10ora.html

http://www.bellingencourier.com.au/news/national/national/general/battle-for-laura-doctors-take-on-nsw-health-over-girls-crippling-disease/2460755.aspx

 

Related articles

• Iceman may have suffered from Lyme disease - msnbc.com (msnbc.msn.com)
• How can Lyme disease be prevented and controlled? (medicalxpress.com)
• Lyme Disease Surge Predicted for the Northeastern U.S. (suzirow.wordpress.com)

Coronal Mass Ejection ... CME's from the Sun.

Waiting on the Sun

THE SUN showing ejections from Wikipedia

Coronal Mass Ejection ... CME's from the Sun.

Waiting on the Sun

THE SUN showing ejections from Wikipedia

"There is a pleasure in the pathless woods,

There is a rapture on the lonely shore,
There is society, where none intrudes,
By the deep sea and music in its roar:
I love not man the less, but Nature more..." extracted from
The Dark, Blue Sea by Lord George Gordon Byron.

I look out of my back door toward the sky often.  I think that if I keep a decent lookout then I won't miss any important sky events.  This is an awesome lookout over the ocean here at the end of a great walk out to the beach from Urunga township.  The plaque dedicated to Uncle Tom is now disappeared.  Montana and I were there the day that this was opened.

Image by Mezza - Beach Lookout over the Rivers and the ocean Urunga NSW

"There is a pleasure in the pathless woods,

There is a rapture on the lonely shore,
There is society, where none intrudes,
By the deep sea and music in its roar:
I love not man the less, but Nature more..." extracted from
The Dark, Blue Sea by Lord George Gordon Byron.

I look out of my back door toward the sky often.  I think that if I keep a decent lookout then I won't miss any important sky events.  This is an awesome lookout over the ocean here at the end of a great walk out to the beach from Urunga township.  The plaque dedicated to Uncle Tom is now disappeared.  Montana and I were there the day that this was opened.

Image by Mezza - Beach Lookout over the Rivers and the ocean Urunga NSW

Dawn is a fresh flower endowed with the scent of heaven.. Mary Peters

  I keep them critical yet positive to break the chains

 

Every dawn is a new chance to make a change 

Think about all the energy swirlin all around us

Free in the sky of belief I can fly

Aint no tellin what they're sellin man they're sheep in disguise

Keep this in mind I keep on my grind

I can do it anywhere, when I do it and

Bitch I'll sleep when I die.

Bliss n Eso - Addicted Lyrics.

Images by Mezza - All images taken here in the Urunga Area of New South Wales.

Dawn is a fresh flower endowed with the scent of heaven.. Mary Peters

  I keep them critical yet positive to break the chains

 

Every dawn is a new chance to make a change 

Think about all the energy swirlin all around us

Free in the sky of belief I can fly

Aint no tellin what they're sellin man they're sheep in disguise

Keep this in mind I keep on my grind

I can do it anywhere, when I do it and

Bitch I'll sleep when I die.

Bliss n Eso - Addicted Lyrics.

Images by Mezza - All images taken here in the Urunga Area of New South Wales.

If you are never scared, embarrassed or hurt it means you never take any chances.

Julia Sorel.

Making a mistake is not indicative to failure.   If you learned from your failure this is indicative of your success in life.  It is attitude that counts.  Being grateful for what you do have and not what you don't have.   At times in my life it hurts and I have been scared to death.  Really scared to death.  This is the reason for my pension.  I have P.T.S.D. from being held hostage in the bush at knife point and then living with my ex husband who was going to shoot me.  I have been to the 'fear wall' and its not pleasant and it isn't comfortable.  

If these places were places of comfort, we would not adjust our behavior.  We would stay unchanged and never grow.    Grow today and give yourself a little scare.  Feel that you are still alive.

Ouote by Julie Sorel  Powered by Twitter tools  /   http://tqpage.com/31026 #
PTSD = Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

Image by Mezza - Urunga's  colorful skies at dawn

If you are never scared, embarrassed or hurt it means you never take any chances.

Julia Sorel.

Making a mistake is not indicative to failure.   If you learned from your failure this is indicative of your success in life.  It is attitude that counts.  Being grateful for what you do have and not what you don't have.   At times in my life it hurts and I have been scared to death.  Really scared to death.  This is the reason for my pension.  I have P.T.S.D. from being held hostage in the bush at knife point and then living with my ex husband who was going to shoot me.  I have been to the 'fear wall' and its not pleasant and it isn't comfortable.  

If these places were places of comfort, we would not adjust our behavior.  We would stay unchanged and never grow.    Grow today and give yourself a little scare.  Feel that you are still alive.

Ouote by Julie Sorel  Powered by Twitter tools  /   http://tqpage.com/31026 #
PTSD = Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

Image by Mezza - Urunga's  colorful skies at dawn

"Everyone has his burden; what counts is how you carry it." – Joe Brown and David Brown

It isn't easy being rich or poor.   Seems that it is alright if you have everything you need in balance.

Has anyone ever been able to claim they have a perfect family.  Have they been able to say this with out a but involved?  Perhaps not.  I believe there are no perfect families anywhere in the world.  Being rich or poor can impact on this alone and each has its own burdens to bear.

Did you parents grow up in the same town or did they meet as strangers in the park?  Each of these situations comes with its own merits and its own burdens once again.  So  you see this is the beginnings of you right here.  The product of both a blessing and burden perhaps.

 You personally have no say in this matter here on this plane of Earth.  There is a school of thought that believes that you choose your parents so as to live out the particular life lesson pertinent to only You.  This is interesting,  I must have a lot to work out and  believe, I still do.

 I've lived out of a painful place for long enough.  I have lived with a feeling that there may not be enough.  I need to just trust in Gods provision and trust that there will be employment out there for me. 

 I will be useful once again.  These are the things I must hold in my minds eye for it to manifest into my life.

For me to succumb to the burden under which I was born with is failure.  It is my life's lesson and it is the lesson that God saw fit for me to learn.  I will try to make great choices with the free will I have and that free will is absolute love in action straight from the source. 

There are no perfect families. I re iterate this point.    When you are born into a situation,  it is then your own  situation.   You must  have patience and learn the lessons that life has to offer speedily and not dwell too long doing it as life has a habit of speeding up. 

When you trust in your 'god given' instincts,  and when you give thanks for this, you are once again connecting  to God's  divine source of energy.  No matter who we are,  that source will never repel our energy or turn away from us.  This is comforting to those of us who understand and grasp this.


These are things I think about most days.  Guess I have always thought about God.  I was a very spiritual little girl.  I learned these things before the age of 12.  I went to a Presbyterian Church.  I had been baptised by the Presbyterian minister in my Grandmothers and Grandfathers lounge room in Killarney along with my sister Pamela .  We were both baptised together on the same day.  I was a baby and she was two and a half years old.

Image by Mezza - Dawn in the nursery of Mangroves at Urunga

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"Everyone has his burden; what counts is how you carry it." – Joe Brown and David Brown

It isn't easy being rich or poor.   Seems that it is alright if you have everything you need in balance.

Has anyone ever been able to claim they have a perfect family.  Have they been able to say this with out a but involved?  Perhaps not.  I believe there are no perfect families anywhere in the world.  Being rich or poor can impact on this alone and each has its own burdens to bear.

Did you parents grow up in the same town or did they meet as strangers in the park?  Each of these situations comes with its own merits and its own burdens once again.  So  you see this is the beginnings of you right here.  The product of both a blessing and burden perhaps.

 You personally have no say in this matter here on this plane of Earth.  There is a school of thought that believes that you choose your parents so as to live out the particular life lesson pertinent to only You.  This is interesting,  I must have a lot to work out and  believe, I still do.

 I've lived out of a painful place for long enough.  I have lived with a feeling that there may not be enough.  I need to just trust in Gods provision and trust that there will be employment out there for me. 

 I will be useful once again.  These are the things I must hold in my minds eye for it to manifest into my life.

For me to succumb to the burden under which I was born with is failure.  It is my life's lesson and it is the lesson that God saw fit for me to learn.  I will try to make great choices with the free will I have and that free will is absolute love in action straight from the source. 

There are no perfect families. I re iterate this point.    When you are born into a situation,  it is then your own  situation.   You must  have patience and learn the lessons that life has to offer speedily and not dwell too long doing it as life has a habit of speeding up. 

When you trust in your 'god given' instincts,  and when you give thanks for this, you are once again connecting  to God's  divine source of energy.  No matter who we are,  that source will never repel our energy or turn away from us.  This is comforting to those of us who understand and grasp this.


These are things I think about most days.  Guess I have always thought about God.  I was a very spiritual little girl.  I learned these things before the age of 12.  I went to a Presbyterian Church.  I had been baptised by the Presbyterian minister in my Grandmothers and Grandfathers lounge room in Killarney along with my sister Pamela .  We were both baptised together on the same day.  I was a baby and she was two and a half years old.

Image by Mezza - Dawn in the nursery of Mangroves at Urunga

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