It justs takes a second to build up another, one word, one sentence.

 Take the time to care about those you say you care about.

 YE have heard that it hath been said, 

Thou shalt love thy neighbor, and hate thine enemy. 

But I say unto you, Love your enemies, 

bless them that curse you,

 do good to them that hate you, 

and pray for them which spitefully use you and persecute you; 

that ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: 

for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, 

and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.   Matthew verse 43

http://justus.anglican.org/resources/bcp/1789/Prayer&Thanksgiving_1789.htm

Well Just sayin: This is the way to be able to make someone else feel better when they are struggling.  Don't make it up, look closer as the signs for this will be evident.  Everyone in humanity does have special gifts.  Look for these in your friends and tell them what it is you see are their strenghths.  It is a form of love to acknowledge and to love is the only acknowledgment there is in the end.

It justs takes a second to build up another, one word, one sentence.

 Take the time to care about those you say you care about.

 YE have heard that it hath been said, 

Thou shalt love thy neighbor, and hate thine enemy. 

But I say unto you, Love your enemies, 

bless them that curse you,

 do good to them that hate you, 

and pray for them which spitefully use you and persecute you; 

that ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: 

for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, 

and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.   Matthew verse 43

http://justus.anglican.org/resources/bcp/1789/Prayer&Thanksgiving_1789.htm

Well Just sayin: This is the way to be able to make someone else feel better when they are struggling.  Don't make it up, look closer as the signs for this will be evident.  Everyone in humanity does have special gifts.  Look for these in your friends and tell them what it is you see are their strenghths.  It is a form of love to acknowledge and to love is the only acknowledgment there is in the end.

Humans are beings of light slowed down to a solid form by gravity and magnetism

The only two fundamental forces of nature that human beings can directly experience through their five senses are gravity and light.
 
The other sensations such as smell, heat, sound and so on detect macroscopic properties of matter, and not its fundamental forces or constituents.

Electricity is deeply linked with light. It is the accelerated movement of electric charge that is responsible for the generation of light

Atomic Theory

A theory of the nature of matter

 
All matter are composed of minute particles or atoms of a comparatively small number of kinds , all the atoms of the same kind being uniformed in size, weight and other properties. Based on the experimental and theoretical considerations, holding that every atom is composed essentially of a small positively charged comparatively heavy nucleus surrounded by a comparatively large arrangements of electrons.

Schrodinger atom, Thomas hypothesis, Rutherford atom, Bohr atom, Lewis-Langmuir 

theory.

In physics, the Faraday effect or Faraday rotation is a Magneto-optical phenomenon, that is, an interaction between light and a magnetic field in a medium. The Faraday effect causes a rotation of the plane of polarization which is linearly proportional to the component of the magnetic field in the direction of propagation.

Discovered by Michael Faraday in 1845, the Faraday effect was the first experimental evidence that light and electromagnetism are related.   Wikipedia Quoted.


A sketch of Earth's magnetic field. Shows that Earth's interior has a magnet with its south Pole under Earth's magnetic North pole. Earth's magnetic field is generated due to a dynamo which creates a large currents in its outer liquid iron core. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Image by Mezza - A Purple dawn under the footbridge. 

Humans are beings of light slowed down to a solid form by gravity and magnetism

The only two fundamental forces of nature that human beings can directly experience through their five senses are gravity and light.
 
The other sensations such as smell, heat, sound and so on detect macroscopic properties of matter, and not its fundamental forces or constituents.

Electricity is deeply linked with light. It is the accelerated movement of electric charge that is responsible for the generation of light

Atomic Theory

A theory of the nature of matter

 
All matter are composed of minute particles or atoms of a comparatively small number of kinds , all the atoms of the same kind being uniformed in size, weight and other properties. Based on the experimental and theoretical considerations, holding that every atom is composed essentially of a small positively charged comparatively heavy nucleus surrounded by a comparatively large arrangements of electrons.

Schrodinger atom, Thomas hypothesis, Rutherford atom, Bohr atom, Lewis-Langmuir 

theory.

In physics, the Faraday effect or Faraday rotation is a Magneto-optical phenomenon, that is, an interaction between light and a magnetic field in a medium. The Faraday effect causes a rotation of the plane of polarization which is linearly proportional to the component of the magnetic field in the direction of propagation.

Discovered by Michael Faraday in 1845, the Faraday effect was the first experimental evidence that light and electromagnetism are related.   Wikipedia Quoted.


A sketch of Earth's magnetic field. Shows that Earth's interior has a magnet with its south Pole under Earth's magnetic North pole. Earth's magnetic field is generated due to a dynamo which creates a large currents in its outer liquid iron core. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Image by Mezza - A Purple dawn under the footbridge. 

The more love and care you send out toward a person or issue, the more you come into alignment with your spirit, and the more your intuition comes on-line.

A place of great beauty at dawn..   a beautiful place to meditate in front of nature for your highest good.

Heart intuition or intelligence brings the freedom and power to accomplish what the mind, even with all the disciplines or affirmations in the world, cannot do if it's out-of-sync with the heart.    Doc Childre and Howard Martin, HeartMath Solution

Dr. Joyce Brothers
Trust your hunches. They're usually based on facts filed away just below the conscious level.

Albert Einstein
The only real valuable thing is intuition.

 http://www.heartquotes.net/Intuition.html

What more can I say after all of that other than to remember your gut instinct is always right.  You higher conscience knows things you don't know and operates on an entirely different wavelength to what we do in our daily lives just existing here on earth.  Line your heart up with yourself and you are at the gate of  personal illumination of both yourself and why you are even here. 

At the seat of this is Love.  Love is the absolute free will of God.  It is the creative energy that flows through us in the form of electromagnetic energy produced by the many hidden places deep inside our amazing human form.  Inside is our true spirit that is our connection with God.  Inside there we are given the love of God to create.  He loves us  and responds to us when we acknowledge this powerful connection to the source.

The Universe is was and always will be but will be ever changing.  I am talking about the energy that thought this into existence in the first place.  Say God if you will or the supreme creator of all things possible.  It is just too big to ponder and we don't really need to.  The hints are all around us and if we do not see them,  we choose this. That is the true good and evil.  You are either for this planet or against it.  I am for the planet / the Universe / the solar system.  I am for loving the energy that makes it all happen.
 Love Mezza

Image by Mezza - A purple and Brave dawn in Urunga

The more love and care you send out toward a person or issue, the more you come into alignment with your spirit, and the more your intuition comes on-line.

A place of great beauty at dawn..   a beautiful place to meditate in front of nature for your highest good.

Heart intuition or intelligence brings the freedom and power to accomplish what the mind, even with all the disciplines or affirmations in the world, cannot do if it's out-of-sync with the heart.    Doc Childre and Howard Martin, HeartMath Solution

Dr. Joyce Brothers
Trust your hunches. They're usually based on facts filed away just below the conscious level.

Albert Einstein
The only real valuable thing is intuition.

 http://www.heartquotes.net/Intuition.html

What more can I say after all of that other than to remember your gut instinct is always right.  You higher conscience knows things you don't know and operates on an entirely different wavelength to what we do in our daily lives just existing here on earth.  Line your heart up with yourself and you are at the gate of  personal illumination of both yourself and why you are even here. 

At the seat of this is Love.  Love is the absolute free will of God.  It is the creative energy that flows through us in the form of electromagnetic energy produced by the many hidden places deep inside our amazing human form.  Inside is our true spirit that is our connection with God.  Inside there we are given the love of God to create.  He loves us  and responds to us when we acknowledge this powerful connection to the source.

The Universe is was and always will be but will be ever changing.  I am talking about the energy that thought this into existence in the first place.  Say God if you will or the supreme creator of all things possible.  It is just too big to ponder and we don't really need to.  The hints are all around us and if we do not see them,  we choose this. That is the true good and evil.  You are either for this planet or against it.  I am for the planet / the Universe / the solar system.  I am for loving the energy that makes it all happen.
 Love Mezza

Image by Mezza - A purple and Brave dawn in Urunga

We all have the ability…we just don't all have the courage to follow our dreams and to follow the signs.

Paulo Coelho

There are many signs in life we should use as sign posts for making some of the bigger decisions of life but at times we are so blinded by our own emotions we simply miss the entire sign and get ourselves well and truly lost so to speak.

The signs need to be followed for one to live a happy and productive life.  In each of us are capacities and special qualities unique only to us as individuals and we need to find them as soon as possible in life so that we don't waste time being or doing things we end up abhorring.

I read once that you will never be rich doing something you hate.  So really rich here doesn't solely mean financial wealth.  One needs to be rich in spirit to attain good health.  Your entire body and mind and spirit are effected when you must do something you dislike day after day.  You then become a pseudo slave.

Last time I looked at the definition of slavery it didn't actually line up with the definition of being rich. Quite the contrary.  You are continually robbed and all of your personal joy is stolen until you feel that this is hell on Earth.  Your not rich, you are very very poor.

In 49 days I will see Uluṟu-Kata Tjuṯa National Park

 Image by Mezza - Urunga at dawn 2012

We all have the ability…we just don't all have the courage to follow our dreams and to follow the signs.

Paulo Coelho

There are many signs in life we should use as sign posts for making some of the bigger decisions of life but at times we are so blinded by our own emotions we simply miss the entire sign and get ourselves well and truly lost so to speak.

The signs need to be followed for one to live a happy and productive life.  In each of us are capacities and special qualities unique only to us as individuals and we need to find them as soon as possible in life so that we don't waste time being or doing things we end up abhorring.

I read once that you will never be rich doing something you hate.  So really rich here doesn't solely mean financial wealth.  One needs to be rich in spirit to attain good health.  Your entire body and mind and spirit are effected when you must do something you dislike day after day.  You then become a pseudo slave.

Last time I looked at the definition of slavery it didn't actually line up with the definition of being rich. Quite the contrary.  You are continually robbed and all of your personal joy is stolen until you feel that this is hell on Earth.  Your not rich, you are very very poor.

In 49 days I will see Uluṟu-Kata Tjuṯa National Park

 Image by Mezza - Urunga at dawn 2012

In 50 days I will see Uluṟu-Kata Tjuṯa National Park

50 Days... and counting.

 Between today's date and the date I see Uluru for the first time is fifty days in total today. So today we will start our countdown from here On the Hill.

I am like this piece of vegetation hanging off the side of the bridge, because I am so excited.  colloquially speaking I am simply hanging to get there.  I am going to take the most amazing photographs of my entire lifetime perhaps.  I will try to cram in as much practice as possible before I leave. 

Image by Mezza -  Something Hanging at Bellingen March 2012

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In 50 days I will see Uluṟu-Kata Tjuṯa National Park

50 Days... and counting.

 Between today's date and the date I see Uluru for the first time is fifty days in total today. So today we will start our countdown from here On the Hill.

I am like this piece of vegetation hanging off the side of the bridge, because I am so excited.  colloquially speaking I am simply hanging to get there.  I am going to take the most amazing photographs of my entire lifetime perhaps.  I will try to cram in as much practice as possible before I leave. 

Image by Mezza -  Something Hanging at Bellingen March 2012

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Summer ends, and Autumn comes, and he who would have it otherwise would have high tide always and a full moon every night.

Hal Borland...

What a surprise it was to capture this awesome image of the recent full moon, I feel like posting this image simply because its a great image and it it very pertinent to speak of such things as in the quote above.

 I think it is a great shot.
 

 If your up all the time then your up on something.  I heard that somewhere once.  So this tells me that in life sometimes things are great and sometimes things swing the other way and there is a lull or perhaps pride has held up a very judgemental attitude and so that is like wishing for a high tide all the time.  Things and people change and sometimes it is really cruel to see the hatred in the world.


Read more: http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/keywords/moon_6.html#ixzz1pAEh1Vac

Image by Mezza - Recent Full Moon over Urunga

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Summer ends, and Autumn comes, and he who would have it otherwise would have high tide always and a full moon every night.

Hal Borland...

What a surprise it was to capture this awesome image of the recent full moon, I feel like posting this image simply because its a great image and it it very pertinent to speak of such things as in the quote above.

 I think it is a great shot.
 

 If your up all the time then your up on something.  I heard that somewhere once.  So this tells me that in life sometimes things are great and sometimes things swing the other way and there is a lull or perhaps pride has held up a very judgemental attitude and so that is like wishing for a high tide all the time.  Things and people change and sometimes it is really cruel to see the hatred in the world.


Read more: http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/keywords/moon_6.html#ixzz1pAEh1Vac

Image by Mezza - Recent Full Moon over Urunga

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And that divine essence, called free will, is love. It is the gift of love from God to each of you.

 This morning I adopted a son.  His name is Jake Cluedoew and he is 26 years old. He is a rapper from Adelaide.  He has true mother loving flow.  I listened and it was good flow..  He lost his parents to war.  He said he wanted a mother and I said I am in serious need of a son actually.  So as the saying goes one door may close but there are always plenty of others that are waiting for you to put your hand on the handle and turn it.

Lots of peeps out there have internet mummy's  I know of two personally and I am absolutely positive there are many.  Well now I have an internet son.    I'm sure he would make me a coffee if I was in Adelaide.  It would be nice to have a cup of coffee that a son made for a mother.  I have never had one.  A cup of coffee made by my son that is.  I missed that bit.  One day maybe Jake will make me a cup of coffee instead. 

Image by Mezza - Large  open door at the Butter factory at East End Bellingen NSW

And that divine essence, called free will, is love. It is the gift of love from God to each of you.

 This morning I adopted a son.  His name is Jake Cluedoew and he is 26 years old. He is a rapper from Adelaide.  He has true mother loving flow.  I listened and it was good flow..  He lost his parents to war.  He said he wanted a mother and I said I am in serious need of a son actually.  So as the saying goes one door may close but there are always plenty of others that are waiting for you to put your hand on the handle and turn it.

Lots of peeps out there have internet mummy's  I know of two personally and I am absolutely positive there are many.  Well now I have an internet son.    I'm sure he would make me a coffee if I was in Adelaide.  It would be nice to have a cup of coffee that a son made for a mother.  I have never had one.  A cup of coffee made by my son that is.  I missed that bit.  One day maybe Jake will make me a cup of coffee instead. 

Image by Mezza - Large  open door at the Butter factory at East End Bellingen NSW

My heart leaps up when I behold A rainbow in the sky:

This is the first words of Wordsworths 1802 poem "My Heart leaps Up".
 

My heart leaped up good and proper and I immediately took notice because I really felt that at that moment.  The old serpent came down to the sacred place and he jumped back into the water again. This image below is very very precious indeed showing the serpent entering the water.

Rainbow Reflections

I am so in love with the creation of this planet.  I am awestruck.  I am supposed to have thought about all of this many years ago but only now in these years do I now fully contemplate this far 'outedness we have here.

I jumped up and down on the footbridge when this occurred here in this image before my eyes.  All I could say out loud was Thank you, thank you,  thank you. Which is what I said....  Out Loud to the sky.  I know I am fully looped.  Well, I always liked the sky but lately I am more than overwhelmed by this beauty.  Its because I know I have a purpose and I think that God sends me this stuff to let me know that he knows that I know and so we all are cool with it.

Wow that was hectic. Yes,  a special message, a gift from the heavens even.  I treat it like I have been given a hand full of gold and Rubies.  It is that precious.  I love the add-on ornaments from nature best.  I have many shell things both as gifts and as things I have made.  Spoken in Gumbaynggirr the shell is Dabandanay.
The Rainbow in Aboriginal mythology is the Rainbow snake and he is the deity governing water.  Another ancient portrayal of the rainbow is given in the Epic of Gilgamesh: the rainbow is the "jewelled necklace of the Great Mother Ishtar" that she lifts into the sky as a promise that she "will never forget these days of the great flood" that destroyed her children. greek mythology. The Biblical perspective is that God told Noah that the bow is a sign he will never again destroy the earth by a flood.

How do Rainbows occur: Light rays enter a raindrop from one direction (typically a straight line from the Sun), reflect off the back of the raindrop, and fan out as they leave the raindrop. The light leaving the rainbow is spread over a wide angle, with a maximum intensity at 40.89 – 42°.

Image by Mezza - Rainbow over Urunga March 2012

My heart leaps up when I behold A rainbow in the sky:

This is the first words of Wordsworths 1802 poem "My Heart leaps Up".
 

My heart leaped up good and proper and I immediately took notice because I really felt that at that moment.  The old serpent came down to the sacred place and he jumped back into the water again. This image below is very very precious indeed showing the serpent entering the water.

Rainbow Reflections

I am so in love with the creation of this planet.  I am awestruck.  I am supposed to have thought about all of this many years ago but only now in these years do I now fully contemplate this far 'outedness we have here.

I jumped up and down on the footbridge when this occurred here in this image before my eyes.  All I could say out loud was Thank you, thank you,  thank you. Which is what I said....  Out Loud to the sky.  I know I am fully looped.  Well, I always liked the sky but lately I am more than overwhelmed by this beauty.  Its because I know I have a purpose and I think that God sends me this stuff to let me know that he knows that I know and so we all are cool with it.

Wow that was hectic. Yes,  a special message, a gift from the heavens even.  I treat it like I have been given a hand full of gold and Rubies.  It is that precious.  I love the add-on ornaments from nature best.  I have many shell things both as gifts and as things I have made.  Spoken in Gumbaynggirr the shell is Dabandanay.
The Rainbow in Aboriginal mythology is the Rainbow snake and he is the deity governing water.  Another ancient portrayal of the rainbow is given in the Epic of Gilgamesh: the rainbow is the "jewelled necklace of the Great Mother Ishtar" that she lifts into the sky as a promise that she "will never forget these days of the great flood" that destroyed her children. greek mythology. The Biblical perspective is that God told Noah that the bow is a sign he will never again destroy the earth by a flood.

How do Rainbows occur: Light rays enter a raindrop from one direction (typically a straight line from the Sun), reflect off the back of the raindrop, and fan out as they leave the raindrop. The light leaving the rainbow is spread over a wide angle, with a maximum intensity at 40.89 – 42°.

Image by Mezza - Rainbow over Urunga March 2012

For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been.'

 a quote by John Greenleaf Whittier

Looking backwards for a perspective is interesting.

Some times we venture off the hill to see other things...

When we do it has to be for a decent reason.

 

Yesterday I was asked to take some photographs for Channel 7 for the Sunrise Show.  An assignment I thought and I was immediately excited about the prospect of helping in some way.  I grabbed the camera and jumped in the car hurriedly.   I was excited to be doing this finally.

Taking photographs is something I have been doing forever it seems.  It is a long time ago now when I started this and its consistent as its never stopped. 

Taking Photographs started for me when I was about seven years old and I had my first 126 Kodak cartridge film camera.  I purchased this camera with coins I had saved from bottle collecting.  Why did I want to take photographs?  When I was little I wanted to be a photographer but Edith said awful things about photographers and she said such things  as "they wouldn't work in an iron lung".  I knew not to be one of these or I would never be loved.  That was bothersome because really I loved it so much.  No one else in my class had a camera at that time.  Why did I want one so bad.  I was torn between this feeling and the sense of responsibility that  I had to do or be something that someone would be happy with.  I had to do this  so that I was loved.

 I wanted to work in a shop just like Kay,.   I thought if I am like Kay then I will be loved.  I wasn't though.  I was treated with great contempt at as many opportunities possible instead.  Sometimes, when I was small I thought that I was surely going to just burst because I felt just so bad.  I felt very alone and I didn't feel any love the way the other kids did or talked about in their lives.

I woke up quite sad last night and these were some of the things that were bothering me.  This and my abandoned cat from when I was 7 years old.  I still cry.

 I must be grateful as I was fed and clothed and had a dry warm bed to sleep in.  Physical pain became something I was accustomed to well as I was dished up my serving of floggings for the day.  Three at least if not more each day.  It would leave marks and bruises and welts on my body for days and days.  I am sure that the kids these days would think they had had their throats cut... they would not deal with it. 

 I should not have had to deal with this either as a human being.  My kids seem to think it was acceptable cause I am old now.  They seem to think everyone was treated this way in my day!  No they were not.  Other children who were my peers were very well treated by their parents and I longed to be loved so much like they were.

I always felt so damn different though.  Like as if I wasn't part of this thing what ever the thing was. I felt separate and different.  Not better than them.  Oh no!  Totally to the contrary.  I felt very little in any importance compared to these other people who I knew and was in class with and went to church with.  I felt very very strange about it all and I had to keep this trussed up inside of me because there wasn't anyone to tell really.  No one cared.

Children were not respected very well when I was young.  The old saying goes only a mother could love it.  Well that is what they used to say about me like I was some kind of weirdo or something.  I should have been drowned at birth and that I was a child only a mother could love.  I had no mother so that meant I would be loved by no one.  Children think like this and considering most of the dark thoughts about myself were formed in my per-operational state when I was very very young it is no wonder its tough to change my thinking.  

Then to be shoved into an institution to live after this was all but too much and I tried to take my life when I was 13 years old.  I wanted to die.  I really didn't think I could feel any worse and I really didn't think I could handle it.  Well how wrong was I.  Life just went from bad to worse but we are not telling the life story here just the fact that taking photos was frowned upon and I funded the entire exercise myself with collecting used bottles for cash.  Even my own brothers and sisters abandoned me thinking I was spoiled .. oh my God, how wrong were they.

Image by Mezza - Antique wares at Urunga Antiques.. very beautiful

For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been.'

 a quote by John Greenleaf Whittier

Looking backwards for a perspective is interesting.

Some times we venture off the hill to see other things...

When we do it has to be for a decent reason.

 

Yesterday I was asked to take some photographs for Channel 7 for the Sunrise Show.  An assignment I thought and I was immediately excited about the prospect of helping in some way.  I grabbed the camera and jumped in the car hurriedly.   I was excited to be doing this finally.

Taking photographs is something I have been doing forever it seems.  It is a long time ago now when I started this and its consistent as its never stopped. 

Taking Photographs started for me when I was about seven years old and I had my first 126 Kodak cartridge film camera.  I purchased this camera with coins I had saved from bottle collecting.  Why did I want to take photographs?  When I was little I wanted to be a photographer but Edith said awful things about photographers and she said such things  as "they wouldn't work in an iron lung".  I knew not to be one of these or I would never be loved.  That was bothersome because really I loved it so much.  No one else in my class had a camera at that time.  Why did I want one so bad.  I was torn between this feeling and the sense of responsibility that  I had to do or be something that someone would be happy with.  I had to do this  so that I was loved.

 I wanted to work in a shop just like Kay,.   I thought if I am like Kay then I will be loved.  I wasn't though.  I was treated with great contempt at as many opportunities possible instead.  Sometimes, when I was small I thought that I was surely going to just burst because I felt just so bad.  I felt very alone and I didn't feel any love the way the other kids did or talked about in their lives.

I woke up quite sad last night and these were some of the things that were bothering me.  This and my abandoned cat from when I was 7 years old.  I still cry.

 I must be grateful as I was fed and clothed and had a dry warm bed to sleep in.  Physical pain became something I was accustomed to well as I was dished up my serving of floggings for the day.  Three at least if not more each day.  It would leave marks and bruises and welts on my body for days and days.  I am sure that the kids these days would think they had had their throats cut... they would not deal with it. 

 I should not have had to deal with this either as a human being.  My kids seem to think it was acceptable cause I am old now.  They seem to think everyone was treated this way in my day!  No they were not.  Other children who were my peers were very well treated by their parents and I longed to be loved so much like they were.

I always felt so damn different though.  Like as if I wasn't part of this thing what ever the thing was. I felt separate and different.  Not better than them.  Oh no!  Totally to the contrary.  I felt very little in any importance compared to these other people who I knew and was in class with and went to church with.  I felt very very strange about it all and I had to keep this trussed up inside of me because there wasn't anyone to tell really.  No one cared.

Children were not respected very well when I was young.  The old saying goes only a mother could love it.  Well that is what they used to say about me like I was some kind of weirdo or something.  I should have been drowned at birth and that I was a child only a mother could love.  I had no mother so that meant I would be loved by no one.  Children think like this and considering most of the dark thoughts about myself were formed in my per-operational state when I was very very young it is no wonder its tough to change my thinking.  

Then to be shoved into an institution to live after this was all but too much and I tried to take my life when I was 13 years old.  I wanted to die.  I really didn't think I could feel any worse and I really didn't think I could handle it.  Well how wrong was I.  Life just went from bad to worse but we are not telling the life story here just the fact that taking photos was frowned upon and I funded the entire exercise myself with collecting used bottles for cash.  Even my own brothers and sisters abandoned me thinking I was spoiled .. oh my God, how wrong were they.

Image by Mezza - Antique wares at Urunga Antiques.. very beautiful

State in your mind and Chant with your mouth...

Today we have been learning more about ancient practices and today we were learning about the beginnings of the five Reiki Principals


The secret art of inviting happiness, The miraculous medicine for all diseases.  At least for today:

Do not be angry, Do not worry,

Be grateful, Work with diligence,

Be kind to people.

Every morning and evening, join your hands in meditation and pray with your heart.  State in your mind and chant with your mouth.

I learned about the heart chakra first because I was told by a Reiki master that my heart chakra was so large it was taking up my entire chest area.  This was an interesting statement to me as I knew nothing much about Reiki.  I steered away from it in the years past as people were charging people money for this practice.  When anyone charges money for the gifts from God I get worried and its a big problem in my book.  So I never really embraced it when I was younger in my teens and early twenties etc. because of this.

I head out in the early mornings to do this sort of thing before the sun.  I go with an expectant heart and I go with a desire to see the best in the world today.  I can only concern myself with the now as I practice this because now is all I have is that moment.  The last moment is already gone and the next is waiting for the now to die before it steps onto the stage of existence.

We didn't get to go today as the day is very grey in colour and it is looking very much like rain. But there is always tomorrow and so today must be a day for other things and a starting off from a different perspective today.

Lets start with lots of dancing this morning!  .Dancing is something I do for health and happiness as it makes me happy and raises my heart rate at the same time.  I wasn't lucky enough to ever attend a dance class in my entire life.  Many of my peers attended such when we were children.  I watched on as they performed and I learned as a small child that these things were not for me.

 

 Formal training in any direction was above all held away from me and classed as a total waste to spend any money like this on such a human being as myself.  Harsh thinking and it was even harsher living under it believe me!

This could be the reason I struggle with strange thoughts as I do a lot.  It isn't easy when you have to bolster yourself against manipulative psychopathic people who are intent on breaking your very spirit!  All consciences missing from their very makeup of being and a hate for my mother like no other on this earth.  Strange living under this guise I can assure you.  The stuff I was forced to believe is unbelievable.



Image By Mezza -  Beauty in Nature with the Bird of Paradise and  Pansies appearing as if to dance.

State in your mind and Chant with your mouth...

Today we have been learning more about ancient practices and today we were learning about the beginnings of the five Reiki Principals


The secret art of inviting happiness, The miraculous medicine for all diseases.  At least for today:

Do not be angry, Do not worry,

Be grateful, Work with diligence,

Be kind to people.

Every morning and evening, join your hands in meditation and pray with your heart.  State in your mind and chant with your mouth.

I learned about the heart chakra first because I was told by a Reiki master that my heart chakra was so large it was taking up my entire chest area.  This was an interesting statement to me as I knew nothing much about Reiki.  I steered away from it in the years past as people were charging people money for this practice.  When anyone charges money for the gifts from God I get worried and its a big problem in my book.  So I never really embraced it when I was younger in my teens and early twenties etc. because of this.

I head out in the early mornings to do this sort of thing before the sun.  I go with an expectant heart and I go with a desire to see the best in the world today.  I can only concern myself with the now as I practice this because now is all I have is that moment.  The last moment is already gone and the next is waiting for the now to die before it steps onto the stage of existence.

We didn't get to go today as the day is very grey in colour and it is looking very much like rain. But there is always tomorrow and so today must be a day for other things and a starting off from a different perspective today.

Lets start with lots of dancing this morning!  .Dancing is something I do for health and happiness as it makes me happy and raises my heart rate at the same time.  I wasn't lucky enough to ever attend a dance class in my entire life.  Many of my peers attended such when we were children.  I watched on as they performed and I learned as a small child that these things were not for me.

 

 Formal training in any direction was above all held away from me and classed as a total waste to spend any money like this on such a human being as myself.  Harsh thinking and it was even harsher living under it believe me!

This could be the reason I struggle with strange thoughts as I do a lot.  It isn't easy when you have to bolster yourself against manipulative psychopathic people who are intent on breaking your very spirit!  All consciences missing from their very makeup of being and a hate for my mother like no other on this earth.  Strange living under this guise I can assure you.  The stuff I was forced to believe is unbelievable.



Image By Mezza -  Beauty in Nature with the Bird of Paradise and  Pansies appearing as if to dance.

Looking at a sunset, just for a second you forget your separateness....

You are the sunset. That is the moment when you feel the beauty of it. But the moment you say that it is a beautiful sunset, you are no longer feeling it; you have come back to your separate, enclosed entity of the ego.

AN OUTSTANDING PINK SUNSET in URUNGA

Now the mind is speaking. And this is one of the mysteries, "That the mind can speak, and knows nothing; and the heart knows everything, and cannot speak".

- OSHO

For me, this is a very special piece of wisdom.  Something that will change the way I look at things from here on in.  

I remember every sunset and I remember every word you said. And I will be there in a heartbeat.  My soul is broken and streets are frozen ....  some special words from a song by Simple Plan... Paradise.

Image By Mezza - Urunga

Looking at a sunset, just for a second you forget your separateness....

You are the sunset. That is the moment when you feel the beauty of it. But the moment you say that it is a beautiful sunset, you are no longer feeling it; you have come back to your separate, enclosed entity of the ego.

AN OUTSTANDING PINK SUNSET in URUNGA

Now the mind is speaking. And this is one of the mysteries, "That the mind can speak, and knows nothing; and the heart knows everything, and cannot speak".

- OSHO

For me, this is a very special piece of wisdom.  Something that will change the way I look at things from here on in.  

I remember every sunset and I remember every word you said. And I will be there in a heartbeat.  My soul is broken and streets are frozen ....  some special words from a song by Simple Plan... Paradise.

Image By Mezza - Urunga

“If you get simple beauty and nought else, You get about the best thing God invents.”

Robert Browning

Yes! I tend to agree, when beauty like this makes you burst into tears because of the sight of the sheer beauty before your eyes you know in your spirit you have laid your eyes upon the very work of God as its happening.  The universe laid before us and the dawning around the clouds like as if it were a jewelled cloth of the most royal kind.

Do you really understand Infinity, It never ends.  ( Chance Waters)

All life began as a blank canvass in a void where the 'math dances in a figure 8
On the borders of infinity where divinity is simply fate and questions are answers
All was born in an instant  when an unresolved songwriters course as an infant
A bright light where  the end of the tunnel was the start of the road
and you blinked and you missed it
Before time had a name or life had a face /  when everybody shared that place
Before all that we know was let loose from its chains
Hand on his box cant be close to gain
Every particle of energy in me and you, love and hate and every eye we see it through
Every piece a part of me every key in harmony
has woken from the start of things and singing this tune

There is no justice, ( there is no justice),  there is only life and death. If that's all there is there is no substance and all we know is a lie at best..
There is no justice, there is only time and space and if that's all
there's no control and all that we see with our eyes is fake
Ours lives pass in the blink of an eye
with the twinkle of one glint of one star in the sky
We were born of dust and torn fragments..
Storm fronts and magma our hearts and minds
Now I don't know if there's a grand design
We plan to die soon but I'm not the  gambling type
With just one more stop for the hands of time
We here with a reason a man divine
If it all boils down to a collision of atoms
Can we act as if it matters if we black the sky's
If everything we do is just a stitch in the pattern...
Choice is an illusion in the map of our lives then
 I don't know if I can  stand to try to make sense of life if I  believe that's right
 I see it all around me Infinity surrounds me
What if I never found peace and I wasn't free to die
Lyrics from INFINITY  - CHANCE WATERS.... 2012


Do you really even understand Infinity / it never ends ..it never ends..

 Lyrics from INFINITY  - CHANCE WATERS.... 2012  ( defiantly the most awesome song of the year)

While I stood there on the hill and watched the dawn happen so beautifully,  these lyrics from the Infinity track by Chance Waters were in my head. This sight  absolutely moved me to tears while thinking and hearing this song in my head while watching the sky before me.  So much so, I felt it necessary to run home sobbing for Joy and feeling a little faint from being so overwhelmed.  That is quite hilarious to others I'm sure. 

That is what being an earth angel is all about, these things are totally guaranteed to touch our very souls where others may never notice at all.  Sometimes I feel sad for these ones because I think I see a piece of the city of heaven at dawn each day.  Awesome.

Image By Mezza - Dawn from the hill behind my house out the back looking east at URUNGA

“If you get simple beauty and nought else, You get about the best thing God invents.”

Robert Browning

Yes! I tend to agree, when beauty like this makes you burst into tears because of the sight of the sheer beauty before your eyes you know in your spirit you have laid your eyes upon the very work of God as its happening.  The universe laid before us and the dawning around the clouds like as if it were a jewelled cloth of the most royal kind.

Do you really understand Infinity, It never ends.  ( Chance Waters)

All life began as a blank canvass in a void where the 'math dances in a figure 8
On the borders of infinity where divinity is simply fate and questions are answers
All was born in an instant  when an unresolved songwriters course as an infant
A bright light where  the end of the tunnel was the start of the road
and you blinked and you missed it
Before time had a name or life had a face /  when everybody shared that place
Before all that we know was let loose from its chains
Hand on his box cant be close to gain
Every particle of energy in me and you, love and hate and every eye we see it through
Every piece a part of me every key in harmony
has woken from the start of things and singing this tune

There is no justice, ( there is no justice),  there is only life and death. If that's all there is there is no substance and all we know is a lie at best..
There is no justice, there is only time and space and if that's all
there's no control and all that we see with our eyes is fake
Ours lives pass in the blink of an eye
with the twinkle of one glint of one star in the sky
We were born of dust and torn fragments..
Storm fronts and magma our hearts and minds
Now I don't know if there's a grand design
We plan to die soon but I'm not the  gambling type
With just one more stop for the hands of time
We here with a reason a man divine
If it all boils down to a collision of atoms
Can we act as if it matters if we black the sky's
If everything we do is just a stitch in the pattern...
Choice is an illusion in the map of our lives then
 I don't know if I can  stand to try to make sense of life if I  believe that's right
 I see it all around me Infinity surrounds me
What if I never found peace and I wasn't free to die
Lyrics from INFINITY  - CHANCE WATERS.... 2012


Do you really even understand Infinity / it never ends ..it never ends..

 Lyrics from INFINITY  - CHANCE WATERS.... 2012  ( defiantly the most awesome song of the year)

While I stood there on the hill and watched the dawn happen so beautifully,  these lyrics from the Infinity track by Chance Waters were in my head. This sight  absolutely moved me to tears while thinking and hearing this song in my head while watching the sky before me.  So much so, I felt it necessary to run home sobbing for Joy and feeling a little faint from being so overwhelmed.  That is quite hilarious to others I'm sure. 

That is what being an earth angel is all about, these things are totally guaranteed to touch our very souls where others may never notice at all.  Sometimes I feel sad for these ones because I think I see a piece of the city of heaven at dawn each day.  Awesome.

Image By Mezza - Dawn from the hill behind my house out the back looking east at URUNGA

Remember you can always find EAST by staring directly at the sun - Bart Simpson

OH that did make me smile to remember this quote..

I especially loved it because I am now fully participating in Sun Gazing each day that is possible.  So I know where the east is because I see it each day from my back door facing the Pacific Ocean.  Its funny having a back door that faces the ocean.  I told you I was different.

Remember you can always find EAST by staring directly at the sun - Bart Simpson

OH that did make me smile to remember this quote..

I especially loved it because I am now fully participating in Sun Gazing each day that is possible.  So I know where the east is because I see it each day from my back door facing the Pacific Ocean.  Its funny having a back door that faces the ocean.  I told you I was different.