The Frayed Angels.

The frayed angels shed their wings and descend into earth’s turmoil
Burying their sunlight in a cloth of sleek and willing flesh
that... incomplete forever
wanders the thirsty deserts of unrequited desire

In dreams sometimes we touch that place of peace where longing ends
Where the long road of countless sleeps beckons into the cross roads of awakening

The punishment of separation ends the slaughter of innocence
the ravaged hearts and faces of those who lost their love
there is nothing in this life so sweet
as the touch ... the embrace of one who has come across all the vastness of lifetimes
To lie tranquil in your arms
It is as close to paradise as we are permitted to come here...

The casual couplings
The lust of power to possess  are only shadows of this love
Ceremonies of torment and loss
For the more one desires
The greater the effort to have and discard
The greater the distance from ones own heart
Every living thing struggles to hold to that one memory of themselves
...in which the candle of love burned
however briefly... ..so brightly

All doubt and hate are merely faith and love suppressed
And the inability to love
Worse than any death

Death being only the boat that sails us through and into the fields of eternal peace
not even the worst of us can avoid this forever
it for this mercy alone that forever exists

There is nothing that you can do for which he will not forgive you

I wish only that I might linger all of my days in love
Forging that bond that spans all time and change
and washes away for all time
The weakness and stupidities of my fear

Fear,
which is all that has ever stood between me and the ones I loved

Fear
that has made a lie so many times Of the living truth
I AM Like all of you
An embodiment of god

All possibilities at birth were delivered into our hands
yet we give ourselves into subjugation to our servants for ridicule and confinement

Cast out from the castles  from where we as kings and queens ruled all things
...from within the temple of the heart
Cast out into the trackless wastes of our own confusions,
.. amnesia driven hungry and alone
While those created to serve us spill our wine,
eat our food
and laugh at the ignorance  that has closed our eyes to the beauty of ourselves

Never again will I let myself be tormented by fear
the love killer ....the life killer

Death of a sort comes to us all
No matter who we are we cannot escape that
We can only accept and wonder
To whom did it happen?

Let go all chains that hold the image down
Earth does not speak unless the spirit flames these times in which we live
Dance like some drunken jester on the edge of the abyss
Great things are within our reach even as we wait,
we can see...  the first glimmer of that dawn
..for which so long we have waited to see.

It has nearly broken me...
But nothing is beyond repair

Truly let this moment be your last moment of regret
Let your heart see that you have not touched the best times yet
Take back your wings no longer frayed and fallen
let us rise and soar as if no one had ever gone before.
Poetry is written by Les Visible lesvisible@gmail.com
The Frayed Angels.Visible Stream of Consciousness


The Rant on how this effects us..  straight from my heart of hearts...

WHAT WILL BECOME OF ME!   I ask for strength from my angels now and to please lift me up and hold me tight and not to let me go now. Help me to make this my last moment of regret.  Help me to unfold my wings from their crushed exile contorted and twisted from the pain of existence. Help me to fly free in my spirit and to love and be loved and to make this world a brighter place with no more war.  Unfolding I am becoming illuminated and golden and I am not afraid of the light.  I am not afraid of Love.

Image by Mezza - Montana's Angel Chrystal

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THE CONDAMINE IS DEAD

“One touch of nature makes the whole world kin.” 

 Shakespeare, Troilus and Cressida

Five kilometers of bubbling gas filled water in my beloved Condamine River.  All I can say is I am sorry and I tried and I am still going to try.  That land is the land of my people  and it is now war.  I will fight you mongrels for killing the land of my grandparents.  You will not survive .. the EARTH is gonna cull you good, and me too but you guys think you can take a space ship outta here when she blows hey!  That is your plan.  I got me a space gun in the comic book of my life and I will shoot your arse from the stars. 

 “At some point, every society finds itself confronted by forces that the reigning worldview cannot successfully address. It is at this point that societies rise or fall, [based on the ability of] grasping the significance of such moments and making the deep shifts in thinking, perception and behavior required to succeed.”
  - Bob Dopplet - The Power of Sustainable Thinking

Image by Mezza -  Full moon on the hill in July 2o12

“The most common way people give up their power is by thinking they don’t have any.” Alice Walker

Our country is in a mess on so many levels and it is not going to let up at this point and we will have a civil war on our hands and it will be synchonised with all of the other civil wars on the planet and then the planet will say screw you and regurgitate most of us off it.  Effective immediately.

 Heaven closed the door on another episode today.  Nerida was laid to rest at Urunga and it was a sad occasion for many.  It was just that sort of day really.  It was bitterly and windy.  It didn't let up and I was well tucked into my cave for the evening.  I want to hide from the government and I do not want them to take me away.  I think things are happening.  It is very bothersome to see all of this in my head at once and I see they are mobilizing now

Image by Mezza - The beautiful birds I was glad to witness with my own eyes in 2o12

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Green Turtles -100

Green Sea Turtle (Photo credit: USFWS/Southeast)

QUEENSLAND, Australia July, 2012 Free Malaysia Today
"mysterious deaths of more than 70 green turtles that have washed up on beaches in northeast Australia over the last week"
These turtles appear to have nothing wrong because what is wrong is they are off course and they are completely lost.  If you were in the middle of the desert and you were prevented from ever finding home again you would just die in the end as well.
This to me is absolute proof that MAGNETIC NORTH HAS CHANGED DRAMATICALLY..

LEARD next to be TARED

The proposed coal mine at Maules Creek an hour out of Boggabri is another piece of madness this government is seemingly pushing through at pace.  The place is a disaster waiting to happen.  There is much concern because there is also Hydraulic Coal seam gas Mining intended for this region west of Gunnedah.  It seems the people of the neighbouring towns are not being listened to.  The Planning and assessment Commission is not listened to.  Who is pulling all these mining strings and making mining right in peoples back yards.  The mining of yesteryear is gone.  This type of mining is frowned upon now and people simply do not want this happening.  Both indigenous groups and  communities are banding together but none of these groups are being heard. 

At the time of writing this there is planning in the pipeline to proceed to bulldoze the land in readiness to commence the mine immediately.

Inland Vegetation

From the PAC Review Report

The project involves the clearing of 1665 ha of native vegetation, including 754 ha of critically
endangered box gum woodland. The forest has been found to support 26 listed fauna species and has a moderate to high likelihood of supporting 15 others. Despite its landform of undulating hills and proximity to the forested lands of the Nandewar Range and Kaputar National Park, the State Forest is currently mapped as part of the Liverpool Plains sub region. Consequently, despite its marginal location within the sub-region, the Leard State Forest is attributed particular conservation significance because of the extensive clearing of vegetation on the plains and the fragmented nature of the vegetated remnants.

The conservation corridors proposed to be developed would link directly to the Leard State Forest.  Currently mining applications are seeking to mine from the north and the south of the forest only leaving a narrow strip of undisturbed vegetation between them. The Commission does not believe this narrow corridor is adequate, on grounds both of integrity of the biodiversity corridor and also in relation to the potential for groundwater interactions between the two mines.

 The Koala has recently been listed as nationally vulnerable under Australian environment laws and this should be enough reason for this project to not get the go ahead and to be scrapped immediately due to the environmental risks posed to not only the animals but to people. 
People will inevitably have their way of life eroded away and no longer viable as farming in this area and the traditional owners of the land are further separated and the government wonders why there are so many indigenous issues.  The reason for this is the Australian Government is stupid.  They are in Band-aid mode and they thing the way out of the fiscal crisis is to dig the crap out of  Australia and it isn't going to happen because it appears too many people are now up set.  On  the ground everyone is mobilizing to fight this head on!

People are sick and tired of being ignored by government who favor big business over people.  They will not win this but it will be a long and bitter struggle.  But a struggle we all have to face together to show this government that we are a people who put environment first.  Because we are a people who understand that quality of life is important for ourselves but also for the lives of our children and grandchildren.

The Kaputar National Park is also not far away and so please click the link below to view the most beautiful stone monolithic rock structures. Mount Kaputar State Forest- Situated in County Murchison, Parish Rusden; located along the north east slopes of the Nandewar Range extending along the range for 1.5 kilometres north of Mount Kaputar for 2.5 kilometres south of Mount Kaputar; state forest no. 20 of 11,932 acres; assigned 22 September 1967.

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Image by Mezza - Inland vegetation

Rooted in Fear

There is fear of just about everything. People are even afraid of being too happy. In different human beings, fear is at different levels. In some, fear is very apparent. In others, it is subdued and hidden, but it is there. So, what is the basis of fear?

IMG 2605, a photo by Images @ Melonpopzdropz on Flickr.

One day, two men from the gas company were taking meter readings. They parked their truck at one end of the alley and started working through toward the other end. One was a senior employee; the other was a young recruit. When they reached the last house, they checked the meter while the woman in the house watched them through the window. After they finished, the senior man said, "Now, just to prove that age won't stop me from running faster than you, let's race to the truck. Let's see who will make it first." They ran full blast, and when they just reached the truck, they stopped. Right behind them the woman came huffing and puffing, trying to keep up with them. They looked back at her and asked, "Why are you running behind us?" She said, "I was watching you take the reading of my meter. When two gas men run so desperately, I thought I'd better run too."

One aspect of fear is that it is cultural. It is just contagious; it grows among people. But even for that to happen, fear has to ignite in a human being first. Suppose you were the first human being on this planet. Obviously, there would be no buildings and no heating systems. Suddenly it becomes cold, it starts raining and you are all wet. Then thunder comes, lightening, forest fires and wind -- you don't know what is happening, where everything is coming from and where it is going. The first thing that arises in you is fear, because you do not know the beginning or the end of what is happening.

Even now, it is the same reality. The existence and survival of your tiny body in this vast existence is constantly under threat every moment. That is one level of fear, physical survival. But the existence of your personality -- you as a person -- is also constantly threatened by the social situations in which you live. Not just out on the street, but even in your house.

In your family, somebody is always stepping on you; maybe not physically, but in so many other ways. Physically, you are so small that you may be ignored, but personality-wise, you are quite big. In your workplace or in your family, you have spread yourself wide and people keep stepping on you, so there is constantly a fear of extinction or damage. So the personality is even more threatened than the little body. The little body being threatened can be managed if you create reasonably safe physical situations, but your personality being under threat is always on.

The root of your fear is just that whichever way you exist -- as a physical being or as a personality -- you exist as a limited human being. When you exist as a limitation, there is always a possibility that somebody will prick the bubble. Spirituality means you want to prick the bubble yourself. You don't want to wait for your boss to do it, your mother-in-law to do it, your neighbor to do it, or the devil to do it; you want to do it yourself. If you burst the bubble, if you stop experiencing yourself as a limited person or a limited body, if your experience extends beyond that, you will see the basis of fear has been taken away from you. Absence of fear naturally leads to a blissful existence.
an article beautifully written by Bharat Chaudhary 2012


Thoughts / monday

Image by Mezza - Two Camps

Thoughts

"The longer we dwell on our misfortunes the greater is their power to harm us."
Bastille Day Quotes by Voltaire, French philosopher, 1694-1778

Reflections of Dawn not thinking

Ever heard someone say, "Thoughts are creative"?  That is a fairly open sort of statement and it doesn't enlighten you to the true capacity that thought has.  There is much that needs to be understood about thoughts and the power that these produce causing the attraction or repulsion syndrome.

Because we are basically electric individuals we are resonating a vibration.  This vibration changes with each thought we produce in our minds.  If someone thinks a lot then they are resonating a lot.  If someone thinks very little and does not delve they are resonating a lesser frequency.  The emotion is the vehicle that causes this resonance.  The positive emotions as well as the negative emotions both cause differing resonances. Because all things are ruled by duality, there is a positive charge and a negative charge and these are our thoughts and they charge our bodies accordingly.  The electricity produced is what causes the actual attraction.  Electricians should love this understanding. 
  
Therefore if something very bad happens, this is perhaps why things come one after another as issues to deal with.  People say it never rains but it pours.  This is another way of saying when something bad happens then lots of bad things happen. The moment we believe this statement we have shot ourselves in the foot right there.  This belief system will inch its way into our thoughts and sure enough it will attract more of the same.

As  human beings who are  receiving and sending aerials walking around, it is important to have great thoughts and to get away from the negative emotionally draining situations that sap our vital energy.  When I have been in damaging situations and I am left saddened, I felt my Kundalini stay low for a good while.  This sadness is the perfect vehicle which creates more sadness and it is a domino effect on our Psyche.

One seriously has to take themselves in hand and seed the thoughts that come into the brain around negative situations that produce negative emotions.  If only we understood more about this in depth as a nation.  If we did this, then we could change the consciousness of the entire planet and the results would be astounding as the speed of which change occurs would be evident almost immediately.

Image by Mezza - Neighbours house window looks pretty at dawn

Portal 2012:

WORLD LIBERATION MOVEMENT
 

After the great success of World Liberation Day and even greater success of Reboot of the Grid and Return of the Goddess, our efforts for planetary liberation continue. We will continue meeting in groups large and small, as individuals and couples, every Sunday until our planet is liberated. The dark Cabal needed 25,000 years to create the Matrix and enslave humanity. We will need much shorter time to uncreate this Matrix and help setting humanity free. The main thing required is our dedication and focused intent to insist meditating every Sunday until humanity is set free. By meditating regularly, we are creating a planetary network of Light on the non-physical planes that will help transmuting all the darkness. We need to have 144,000 people doing this visualization with focus to achieve the desired effect. If the critical mass of people on this planet makes an unconditional decision for the Light, the Light will come. Most likely the group of dedicated meditators for World Liberation Movement will grow week after week until the critical mass is reached and the breakthrough occurs. 

Scientific studies have confirmed positive effects of mass meditations on human society, so what we are doing really does have an influence:

http://www.mum.edu/m_effect/dc_md.html

Instructions:

1.  Relax your mind and body by watching your breath for a few minutes.

2. Visualize a pillar of electric blue Light emanating from the Galactic Central Sun, going through your body to the center of the Earth. Keep this pillar of Light active for a few minutes. Then visualize all negative entities around the Earth being removed from etheric and astral planes along with all their negative spiritual technologies and magical tools and all those entities being escorted into the Light by the non-physical freedom fighters of the Light. Visualize this process taking place worldwide peacefully and smoothly. Visualize the world finally being free from spiritual slavery, free from all evil Archons, Reptilians, demons, elemental's and other negative non-physical beings. Visualize the vibration of the etheric and astral planes getting lighter and brighter until all dark beings are gone and only Light remains.

3. Visualize members of the physical dark Cabal, such as central banking criminals Rothschild's and Rockefeller's, and other members of this Cabal such as Henry Kissinger, George Bush, the Jesuits etc.  peacefully surrendering and stepping down from their positions of power, releasing control over the financial system and the mass media. Visualize civil authority arresting  those members of the Cabal that do not wish to surrender. Visualize this process taking place worldwide peacefully and smoothly. Visualize the world finally being free from financial slavery, free from all evil dictators and corrupt politicians.

4. Visualize bright new future for humanity, with new and fair financial system put into place, with all debts canceled, prosperity funds for humanitarian projects released, advanced technologies introduced, ecosystem healed and human beings finally being free from all oppression. Visualize bright spiritual golden age with angels, fairies, dolphins, unicorns, spiritual guides and other beings of Light inhabiting etheric and astral planes. Visualize all wounds of humanity being healed, all humanity being inspired and guided with everybody having their own connection with their own Soul and the Source.

Exact times for different time zones for every Sunday (Monday early morning for eastern countries) are:

9:00 am HAST Sunday (Hawaii)
11:00 am AKDT Sunday (Alaska)
12:00 pm PDT Sunday (Los Angeles)
1:00 pm MDT Sunday (Denver)
2:00 pm CDT Sunday (Houston)
3:00 pm EDT Sunday (New York)
4:00 pm BRT Sunday (Rio de Janeiro)
8:00 pm BST Sunday (London)
9:00 pm CEST Sunday (Paris)
9:00 pm SAST Sunday (South Africa)
10:00 pm EEST Sunday (Bulgaria)
11:00 pm MSK Sunday (Moscow)
12:30 am IST Monday (India)
3:00 am CST Monday (Beijing)
4:00 am JST Monday (Tokyo)
5:00 am AEST Monday (Sydney)

If your location is not listed, you can convert time here:

http://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/converter.html

Please do this visualization as instructed and do not change it as otherwise it will not have the desired effect.

If you wish to do this meditation daily or a few times in a week in addition to our regular weekly Sunday meditations, you are welcome to do so. In addition to that, we will have special worldwide mass meditations on specific dates when important portals will open.

Those that wish to do this meditation for the solstice, exact time is Thursday, June 21st 12:11 am BST (London). You can convert time for your location at the same link:

MAKE THIS VIRAL! -
http://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/converter.html

Updates about World Liberation Movement:

http://2012portal.blogspot.com/

Solar Storms can make you sleepy!

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According to study published in the New Scientist back in 1998, there is a direct connection between the Sun’s solar storms and human biological effects.
The conduit which facilitates the charged particles from the Sun to human disturbance — is the very same conduit which steers Earth’s weather —– the magnetic field. Animals and humans have a magnetic field which surrounds them — in the very same way the magnetic field surrounds the Earth as a protector.

From 1948 to 1997, the Institute of North Industrial Ecology Problems in Russia found that geomagnetic activity showed three seasonal peaks each of those years (March to May, in July, and in October). Every peak matched an increased incidence of anxiety, depression, bipolar disorder, and suicide in the city Kirovsk.
Electromagnetic activity from the sun affects our electronic devices and human electromagnetic field. We are physically, mentally, and emotionally altered by electromagnetic charges from the sun, our body can feel sleepy but also become highly energized.
Psychological effects of CMEs (coronal mass ejections) are typically short lived and include headache, palpitations, mood swings, and feeling generally unwell. Chaotic or confused thinking, and erratic behaviors also increase. Solar storms can drive our emotions and maximize it to both good and bad side – the point here is to be aware of it.
Pineal gland in our brain is also affected by the electromagnetic activity which causes the gland to produce excess melatonin, a hormone which can cause sleepiness but it’s also known that some people have opposite side effects, usually those that are aware of the effects.

Riding the power wave – pineal gland stimulation

Our pineal glands have excess melatonin production during solar storms – electromagnetic activity. Many biological effects of melatonin are produced through activation of melatonin receptors, while others are due to its role as a pervasive and powerful antioxidant, with a particular role in the protection of nuclear and mitochondrial DNA.
Pineal gland is also referred as the third eye, and the third eye is also known as the inner eye. The third eye is a mystical and esoteric concept referring in part to the ajna (brow) chakra in certain dharmic spiritual traditions, in particular Hinduism. This concept was later adopted by Christian mystics and spiritualists as well as people from other religious faiths. It is also spoken of as the gate that leads within to inner realms and spaces of higher consciousness. Among Christian mystics, the term is used in a broad sense to indicate a non-dualistic perspective. In New Age spirituality, the third eye may symbolize a state of enlightenment or the evocation of mental images having deeply personal spiritual or psychological significance. The third eye is often associated with visions, clairvoyance (which includes the ability to observe chakras and auras), precognition, and out-of-body experiences. People who have allegedly developed the capacity to utilize their third eyes are sometimes known as seers.
For the reasons most of you know – humans tend to have their pineal glands heavily calcified – sleeping.
Fluoride (found in tap water, toothpaste, processed foods…) is just one of the things that causes calcification of pineal gland. Fluoride is magnetically attracted to the pineal gland where it forms calcium phosphate crystals more than anywhere else in the body. How to decalcify pineal gland? One excellent link is here.
Third eye should be active, vibrant and strong… the process of decalcification sometimes includes headaches and sleepiness… – the same as they say for solar storms like the one in effect now.
… enjoy the weekend.

Solar storm- Earth directed X1.4 solar flare - CME - 21:10 UTC - July 14, 2012 - KP5

Space Weather Message - Issue Time: 2012 Jul 14 1914 UTC

WARNING: Geomagnetic K-Index of 6 expected
Valid From: 2012 Jul 14 1915 UTC
Valid To: 2012 Jul 14 2359 UTC
Warning Condition: Onset
NOAA Scale: G2 – Moderate

Potential Impacts: Area of impact primarily poleward of 55 degrees Geomagnetic Latitude.
Induced Currents – Power grid fluctuations can occur. High-latitude power systems may experience voltage alarms.
Spacecraft – Satellite orientation irregularities may occur; increased drag on low Earth-orbit satellites is possible.
Radio – HF (high frequency) radio propagation can fade at higher latitudes.
Aurora – Aurora may be seen as low as New York to Wisconsin to Washington state.

http://thewatchers.adorraeli.com/author/adonai/

My take on this solar storm, it is massive to upset the radio waves in Australia, so they were not broadcasting properly is big.  It  is hot to and its Winter time. I have to remember this at different times because it is so warm here now.

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Massive 'X Class' Solar Flares coming down on Earth

I am a Pagan.
I pay attention to the seasons within myself - of beginnings, growth, fruition, harvest, endings, rest, and beginnings again.
Life is a Circle with many cycles...

Exerpt from "I am a Pagan" by Selena Fox

Things are really heating up...

Last night and the night before I woke up very hot in the middle of the night.  It is winter time here at present.  It isn't hot because our side of the planet is close to the sun, we are hot because of electromagnetically charged particles sailing into the air above us...

EV Lacertae (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

A solar flare is an explosion on the Sun that happens when energy stored in twisted magnetic fields (usually above sunspots) is suddenly released. Flares produce a burst of radiation across the electromagnetic spectrum, from radio waves to x-rays and gamma-rays.Flares are also sites where particles (electrons, protons, and heavier particles) are accelerated."

http://infofeeder.info/latest-information/90451-sun-unleashes-two-powerful-x-class-flares-video-disinfo 

VIDEO of SUN unleashing two huge flares

 Classes of Flares:
 CLASS . . . . . . . . .Peak (W/m²) between 1 and 8 Angstroms
X-rays are part of the electromagnetic spectrum (Photo credit: Wikipedia)   B   -                        I < 10^-6
C   -                        10^-6 < = I < 10^-5
M  -                        10^-5 < = I < 10^-4
X   -                        I > = 10<sup>-4


Image by Mezza - Dawn over Urunga 13th July 2012</sup>

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RNA is like an evil twin

Job Butler's obituary, a photo by Images @ Melonpopzdropz on Flickr.

The chemical structure of RNA is very similar to that of DNA, with two differences: (a) RNA contains the sugar ribose, while DNA contains the slightly different sugar deoxyribose (a type of ribose that lacks one oxygen atom), and (b) RNA has the nucleobase uracil while DNA contains thymine. Unlike DNA, most RNA molecules are single-stranded and can adopt very complex three-dimensional structures.

 I thought about this all day yesterday, what does this do.  On a more esoteric level.  What role in the wheel does this play?  Is the RNA like the black notes in Piano Forte.  If  our DNA responds to sound and vibration and resonance then it would be safe to accept that RNA is also likewise touched by these same principals taking place.  Only two minor differences is also interesting. 

I see it wearing different cloths, different colors are coming from it.  It is like the water rushing down a river as it moves fast to pass messages on around the body.  Some good and some very bad.   What influences RNA to do this?

Below is an excerpt that totally fullfills my explanation of this in the body.  The unconscious judgements we make must come from this RNA level.  It has the ability to change and morph and so accepts things when they are not in perfect equilibrium in the body.   Playing chicken with its own self, because to destroy the body it will destroy itself.  If the RNA has a consciousness attached to this, I feel it is an evil twin.

"Many many judgments are unconscious and spring forth from a tense or uncomfortable emotion within us. rapid fire reactivity... or non verbal sulkiness and brooding can happen when people are lost in unconsciousness, lost in thoughts and emotions. 

Eckhart Tolle calls this the pain body when the emotional aspect is accentuated and pronounced. we are completely at the mercy of our heavy "negative" emotions, and they control us and look for more pain and drama. watch all of this in yourself. make this not just something you read, but something you become increasingly aware of in yourself, and others, each and every day."

 Image from the paper and Trove - Job Butler's obituary a long time ago ... my great great Uncle!

MID WEEK SHAKE UP

028.1 ULURU, a photo by Images @ Melonpopzdropz on Flickr.

Today being Wednesday ... it is the middle of the working week. Everyone is just cruising looking forward to the weekend. Today some where on the planet we will see a huge quake. I say this because two days ago the sun spat the biggest CME yet to be seen and it spat this straight at Earth.
The correlation between CME's and Earthquakes is not yet used in weather prediction. This is another sideswipe at what real people know. Real people understand this connection. NASA for some reason has yet to work this into its program. This puzzles me.

2MIN News

Image of Mezza by Mezza at ULURU N.T.

Bellingen to get its first hemp farm.

It is all still in the early stages of applying for the liscences to do this.  The submission has been completed and the proposed operators are now playing the waiting game.  From all accounts this is a positive looking venture that is set to go ahead. 

There is the Bamboo Industrial Hemp Forum on Green Economies and Carbon Cellulose Farming on 9th August 2012  at 6pm at No5 Church St Cafe. Bellingen New South Wales

There is also a Bamboo Yurt Hemp and Biochar weekend workshop on the 11th n 12th August at Northbank Community Gardens Northbank Road Bellingen 2454  New South Wales and the cost is $150 Earlybird. $170 on after the 1st August 2012

Stronger Futures bill is very worrying.

 Australia Day is nothing but a toast to genocide.
~ Mary  Peters ~

Several of the clauses of the Stronger Futures bill are very worrying.  It does away with recognizing any indigenous rights / rites of the children and forbids these children to participate in normal ceremonial practices for example Sorry Days when an elder or person of the community  passes.  These day's can go on for days.

If the child does not go to school even more restrictions are put in place.  This legislation also leaves no place for any further home schooling of any children.  Therefore excluding them from the option of learning both culturally and academically.  This is Genocide.  This type of control is set to be rolled out to all centrelink recipients.

Image by Mezza -Children experiencing nature first hand.

A sad indictment of our societies as a collective.

"Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts."
Albert Einstein

I continually find the inequality in the world a sad indictment of our societies as a collective.  The societies that consider themselves to be first world countries.  It is so obvious that the greed to hang on to the large amounts of wealth is what is making me feel sick.   I struggle to keep what I have because in this world of people who are like me, I am considered inhumane and not worth it. 

These opinions of others that are unwarranted because I still don't know what I did wrong is reinforcing Edith's brainwashing.  She continually belted me daily while yelling at me, "I should have been drowned at birth".  I had awful nightmares  that I would be drowned and I would not be able to survive it.

Why is the world such a cruel place?   I just want to forget about these things.   Yet as it turns out, the more acceptable,  those who are the so called "movers and shakers", are the ones causing most of the damage.  These people make me out to be less than a human.   This damage is killing me more each time. 
ORLANDO, FL - JULY 12: Caylee Anthony memorial where the 2-year-old child remains were found on July 12, 2011 in Orlando, Florida. Casey Anthony was found not guilty of first-degree murder, aggravated manslaughter and aggravated child abuse. (Image credit: Getty Images via @daylife)Slowly it is numbing me to the incidence that I have lost everything.  My children were all I ever wanted and I did not ever want this what I have.   I never dreamed for one moment that my life would be like this because I am so disabled emotionally.  I didnt even do this to myself and those that do it to them selves for fun are given the chances and the help and the extra goes.  This is what is playing on my mind.   It is because my mind is doing not much and left to continually think about the situation that I am in.  I really try to be brave and I do have friends but no one can do anything either.
I am so sick of being the burden, that people feel the need to bow their heads and walk past me quickly in hope that they do not have to speak to me at all!

Why is someone who needs so much help continually tortured and hurt so desperately in front of you all.   How does this happen.  Why do you all care when people have died.  They died because they felt like no one is listening and no one is listening and no one is helping and I can't do this much longer.  Today I am struggling with the inner pain again.  My psychologist says that I need to hate my mother and father for doing what they did.  I just don't know how to hate them,  I have no relationship with them to relate to.  That box is very empty and there is nothing in it.  Nothing to draw a feeling from.  The feeling is empty.

Images @ Eminpee Fotography -Fire station in Urunga on a job.

Judge condems police and refers 3 cops to the corruption board.

THE BAD OLD PHONE BOOK DAYS ARE GONE:  this is a present for NAIDOC .. top call by someone in high places  - the difference is ---> this does not happen enough .. JUSTICE is necessary!

Three officers from the North Coast Ballina Police Command have been referred to the corruption watchdog after a judge found the footage to show the officers assaulted a 23 year old prisoner Corey Barker.

These officers alleged this boy assaulted them. Thank God this Judge did this.. THANK YOU JUDGE.. thank you!

A lot of folks think things are different these days. Believe me they are not.

From  The Sydney Morning Herald
http://www.smh.com.au/national/magistrate-condemns-police-who-lied-about-their-assault-on-aboriginal-man-20120705-21k9d.html

A GROUP of police officers assaulted an Aboriginal man in a northern NSW police station then falsely claimed he had attacked them, continuing to give ''palpably false evidence'' in court despite CCTV footage clearly showing what really happened, a magistrate has found.
Ballina Local Court Magistrate David Heilpern yesterday referred the matter to the Police Integrity Commission, after finding that in lying under oath about the assault the officers had caused the ''administration of justice to be debased''.
In a legal costs judgment handed down yesterday, Magistrate Heilpern found that on January 14 last year, Corey Barker, 23, had been arrested after an altercation in Ballina.

Read more: http://www.smh.com.au/national/magistrate-condemns-police-who-lied-about-their-assault-on-aboriginal-man-20120705-21k9d.html#ixzz1znUfV5IY

 from the aborigalz@blogspot.

Governer Hunter said to Pemulwuy in a meeting in Sydney in May 1796, "The British Government has charged me to bring about Reconciliation between you Australians and we the British Colony."
The dictionary says Reconciliation is - the ending of conflict or renewing of a friendly relationship between disputing people or groups.
Thats all rosey and nice to say, however in Traditional Aboriginal Law and LORE the following are breaches of the Law or LORE and were punishable by death in 1796:
RAPE
MURDER
GENOCIDE
POISONING
DEFORESTATION
KILLING ANIMALS INDISCRIMINATELY
REMOVAL OF PEOPLE FROM THEIR HOME
FORCEABLY CAPTURING PEOPLE AGAINST THEIR WILL
ETC ETC ETC.
And I say etc etc etc because there are too many breaches of Traditional Aboriginal Law or LORE to mention here that were perpetrated by the British Colonials.
My Point?
There was no Reconciliation or Peace to be had. Not in Traditional Aboriginal terms nor modern Australian terms. Only conquering and complete domination over a "Savage and Primative people".
Pemulwuy's Head along with many thousands of other Aboriginal heads was taken, and sent to England. And after all this has happened, we are asked to forget about the past and move on and Reconcile with Reconciliation Australia etc etc.
NEVER - or until I may take my own heads.   written by Andrew... http://aboriginaloz.blogspot.com.au/p/indigenous-australia-quotes.html

0199 Mt. Conner, NT (Photo credit: Images @ Melonpopzdropz)

I tend to agree with everything he says here and this LORE has been indelibly broken.  Us guys here now are left with the problem that others created.  There are a lot of 1796 people still out there in the community and this is where the problem is.  There is just enough of these idiots to cause trouble and stop effective changes.  Time wasters.

Image by Mezza - Mutajulu at Uluru

Aerodynamically the bumblebee shouldn't be able to fly, but the bumblebee doesn't know that so it goes on flying anyway − Mary Kay Ash

Lots of quarks in the ocean

Is everyone insane,  They have blown the atom apart further inside the atom in the quark and they found that a quark has no mass.  They want to eliminate mass for what sinister reason.  To go into space to live perhaps.  I am not sure this is healthy. 

Image by Mezza - Full moon at the Sand-mines near Urunga NSW

Earth Teach me caring as the mother who secures her young. Earth teach me courage as the tree which stands alone.

Earth teach me limitation
as the ant which crawls on the ground.
Earth teach me freedom
as the eagle which soars in the sky.
Earth teach me resignation
as the leaves which die in the fall.
Earth teach me regeneration
as the seed which rises in the spring.
Earth teach me to forget myself
as melted snow forgets its life.
Earth teach me to remember kindness
as dry fields weep in the rain.

Ute, North American

Hold On

Hold on to what is good,
Even if it's a handful of earth.
Hold on to what you believe,
Even if it's a tree that stands by itself.
Hold on to what you must do,
Even if it's a long way from here.
Hold on to your life,
Even if it's easier to let go.
Hold on to my hand,
Even if someday I'll be gone away from you.

A Pueblo Indian Prayer

Image by Mezza - Shiny happy waves at the sand mines near Urunga NSW

He who lives sees, He who travels sees more! . . . Anonymous

Small is the number of people who see with their eyes and think with their minds.
~Albert Einstein~

I was fascinated with the vision in the sky this morning before dawn on the Eastern sky.  It was Jupiter and it was the brightest I have ever seen this.  I got Brice out of bed to look at it with me because of it's luminous brilliance. Tonight the moon is 99% brilliant going into full brilliance at 4.30am,  we are going out to the sandmines to light a fire and watch the beautiful silver ball rise in the evening sky.

We are about to have some more amazing things happen in the sky above us at the later part of this month of July 2012.  I will be keen to see these phenomena.

Image by Mezza - The Eastern Sky at five o'clock  in the AM  today / 03/07/2012

I'm working for the Creation. I refuse to take part in it's destruction.

-Leon Shanandoah-
Iroquois

The sun is causing a lot of issues in the northern Hemisphere of our planet.  I fear the things I have seen in watching this may cause some kind of serious earth shattering event.  In this country we are in such a state at the moment that a natural disaster would fully do this government in.  They are in another world I am sure. 

Today is Juanita's birthday today.  She is the same age as Jesse.  I remember when she was a little baby.  I am having a good day besides feeling like I still want to slap Julia Gillard up the side of the head with a Fukishima fish.  She should be warning people not to eat the fish.  Instead they carry on with their political hy-jinx and achieve nothing and spend masses of money to do so.  I have a vote of no confidence in this government.

Image by Mezza - Dawn through the gum trees eyes say goodbye to the stars

So it is the first of July today.  It is the funny month named after Julius Caesar.  Honoring a man who changed our entire history to suit the purposes of one lot of people only.  I have to say that even though I can clearly see through this, they were very successful in the carrying out of this fiendish systematic control of the people of the entire world.  I was taught that if you can control just 25% you have control over the others by default.  Interesting as this is what is happening to us and they employ many tactics to do this

We are all in this together and we are peering through the fence and seeing the blatant injustices.

 Today is a new month and with this comes the beginning of the new financial year and the instigation of the very ugly Carbon Tax here in Australia.  It is not being accepted very well.  I think this will be the downfall of Julia but I also think the other side have got zero idea on this one as well.  It all seems very much a mess in politics and now they have all gone on a break!  Give me a break instead.  The situation has now spiraled out of control and people are joining together on the many fronts and showing their strength in numbers alone.  We will not be taken as such fools so freely.

You add this to the outrage being felt across the Northern Territory with the Stronger Futures Policy and the people dying in the water just north of Australia in boats sinking and it is very messy indeed.  Back home on the ground here people are assembling in great numbers against the government and are ready to protest and do what it takes to get the message heard around the world where Coal Seam Gas Mining is concerned. 

We have to stand by and witness the blatant use of our natural resources and we are punished as nation for turning on our lights or keeping our elderly warm and comfortable with out the fear of freezing to death .  I am ashamed!  I am also ashamed of our people to a degree that they swallow this rhetoric without question and they do not have a heart for the people of this land.  The aboriginal situation is appalling.

I feel there is some serious stuff going on and all of this is a smoke screen covering something. What the something is though has not revealed itself to me yet.  I will keep reading between the lines and hopefully I will see this before its too late. 

I am going to light fires for the kettle and bugger Julia!

Image by Mezza -  Monochrome through the fence at dawn