“Reading about nature is fine, but if a person walks in the woods and listens carefully, he can learn more than what is in books, for they speak with the voice of God.”

And so a walk onto the ground with bare feet is so healthy for your body.  That is the type of bare feet with zero shoes not the slippers with claws type.

I don't go into the woods or the bush as we call it here in Australia alone.  It is a dangerous place the Australian bush and a friend along for the walk is advisable.  I stick to the more open paths. For example, the walk out to the beach here in front of our house on the hill or into the beach down the road further called the Sand Mines ...  It is named this because it is the drive into an area that was originally used for sand mining and now they don't do this anymore,  and thank goodness for that as well.

I like to walk out via the mangroves and see the huge male kangaroo protecting his family.   This big male roo has been here a long long time and he has seen a lot of change  here at Galayjal  Miirrlarl.

I learn everything there is from imitating nature.  We are meant to imitate these things and feel this in our spirit.  "Imitate nature and take one step at a time" - Mary Peters.  I get up with the birds and I go to sleep with them as well.  I get as much daylight into my eyes as humanly possible.

I know it helps my sadness because since I have been doing this I have changed.  I don't cry anymore like I used to all of  the time.  I guess I have finally come out of it at last.  The sadness of losing two of my children to the world and their  turning against me because I am different was a hard road to tramp.  I tramped it, and I jumped on it and I threw things at that road.

No longer do I feel this way.  The suns rays and my expectant heart worked together to perform a miracle ....  I have not cried now for approximately 7 weeks.   Well I  have shed a tear or two, but I have not cried because of this stuff.  I went with and expectant heart to see Montana again and like wow that happened immediately and I asked could I photograph birds and now the birds sit there nicely while I take their pictures.  I asked to go to Uluru and now I'm going with Uncle Tom and Suzie Kelly.

I know that I know that  the sun has a lot to do with all of this occurring  as it's a lot of co-incidences at once!  I needed a tripod to do any early photography with any level of success and so I asked what I should do and I came home that day and posted and add for a tripod and within three minutes a lady responded.   I was blessed with one for $20.00.  This tripod is brand new and it is perfect and it was only twenty dollars.  That was the figure I saw in my minds eye that I could pay ... this is what they charged. Amazing!

Now that this has been shown to me to be a powerful energy I most assuredly  am to work on myself more.  I have see that the expectant heart in front of the sun is a good thing.  The energy receptors in my body are fully charged most of the time.  Just that little extra charge and Whamo! look what happens.  I say thanks to God for this secret knowledge.  Just like most things though God gets laughed at a lot and not taken seriously.

I know people already think that I am full loopy for doing all of this sun-gazing. But  it is something that I must do now as I have been to the very depths of darkness with these problems of mine over the last two and a half years.    Now,  I finally see changes.   So now I am going for it full speed ahead now.  I need to mend these stupid relationships with my other two children.  They must see that their mother was right soon and that they other people were very wrong.  I must have patience. 
I will go before the sun today and ask for patience to be restored into my sphere of engagement with people places and things.  I am short on patience most of the time.  Frustration being one of the key things that tip me over the edge at times.  No more  now as nothing tips me these days.   Thank you Yuludarla!